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I’m so in love with the idea of love. It’s one of my toxic traits.

Any sign of affection that i don’t regularly experience i take as an act of love.

It’s time to stop.

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I am so fucking tired of fucking crying over stupid ass fucking guys. Who the fuck do they think they are?!

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He hit me up.

My stupid ass answered an hour later.

He was an asshole like always.

Why do i so this to myself?

I know he’s no good

So why do it?

I’m an idiot.

I believe in the best in people

I shouldn’t.

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“You’re always reading my mind like a letter. When I’m cold, you’re there like a sweater.” - Demi Lovato

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“Why do we fall in love so easy, even when it’s not right?” - Pink

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At first i though we would end up together but in the end we chose to remain friends. My heart hurts but it’s for the best

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“Inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions.”

— Pema Chodron

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“You don’t destroy people you care about. that’s not how it works, that should never be an option. Choose laughter. Choose peace. Choose love.”

— R.M. Drake

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“Sometimes beautiful things come into our lives out of nowhere. We can’t always understand them, but we have to trust in them. I know you want to question everything, but sometimes it pays to just have a little faith.”

— Lauren Kate, Torment

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Love & Other Drugs (2010)

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“I think that after the first time you give your heart away, you never get it back. The rest of your life is just you pretending that you still have a heart.”

— Tarryn Fisher, The Opportunist (via thoughtkick)

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Im tired of all the inconsistencies.

I’m tired of all the false promises.

I’m tired of all the lies.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m not good enough.

I’m tired of being made to feel like I’m the one that’s fucking up when in reality it’s you.

You’re inconsistent.

You lie to me.

You never go through on your plans.

You make me feel stupid for ever having feelings for you.

YOURE FUCKING UP.

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“Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.”

— Emery Allen (via perrfectly)

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“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany (via thoughtkick)

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“Be nice to yourself. It is hard to be happy when someone is being mean to you all the time.”

— Unknown

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Don’t get me wrong, i like waking up to messages and notifications. But it’s doesn’t feel the same when the person you want to message you, is nowhere to be found.