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my therapist: I can't imagine how painful that must have been for you

me: lol so anyway

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It’s not like my parents suck so what the fuck is wrong with me

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2 AM laying in bed thinking about everything i’ve ever done

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“Even if you called 6 months later, at 3am i’d still answer.”

— I’ll always care about you (via bl-ossomed)

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also, if you’re waiting for the moment when you really feel sick enough, it’s probably not coming. you will likely not realize the extent of your illness until you enter the recovery process. i’m moderating my language here but i in fact don’t know one person who entered recovery with the belief that they really needed or deserved it, and neither do i know anyone in recovery who doesn’t look back on their disorder with horror at how bad things actually were, physically and/or psychologically. eating disorders vary, yes, but in some ways we’re quite uniform, and this is one of those ways. you start to recover before you feel ready or deserving of recovery, and that’s how recovery happens, ever

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I broke my own heart so many times

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april is the month of light, rediscovery and balance

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Ohne Worte

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“Best friends are supposed to be there for each other. Best friends are supposed to get through issues and problems between them. Best friends are supposed to have each other’s backs no matter what. So what happened between us? Best friends aren’t supposed to cut each other off without warning. I guess we weren’t really “best friends” after all.”

— ex best friend

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i really like this

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im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this