demonyitangwife

[demonyitangwife]

Ang sama ko today. Halata namang yung asawa ko di sila nahilig kumaen ng fast food, or baka din yung pati pagkaen sa labas. So bumili ako today tas kwentuhan tas naiirita ako. Para kasing nagtatry hard sya makisabay sa kwento e pwede namang hindi. Pwede namang sabihin na alam mo yun ewan. Pero I felt bad na nainis ako kasi nga pwedeng pwede naman kamo diba na di na lang makipagsabayan ng kwento na parang imbento. Alam mo yun. Or baka imagination ko lang. Ewan. Ahahahahahahah

[demonyitangwife]

I'm feeling numb

[demonyitangwife]

What do I want now?

I thought I knew

[demonyitangwife]

It feels weird

Getting married soon

Well, this is my first time lol

How do we know if we're doing the right thing for ourselves?

Why do I feel like I'm getting myself into trouble?

What is the advantage of getting married anyway?

[demonyitangwife]

It's difficult to deal with my own

Moreover, I wanted to be kinder and gentler to me

I understand that I've seen quite differently

Been in so much confusing settings

I know I'm not a bad person as well

I just know that I will have to listen to me more often

That if I'll just be, I will be free

[demonyitangwife]

Lately, I could say, that I haven't been myself

For a little while now

I've also been thinking a lot

My head is just really crowded

I've been trying to pray

For clarity

For peace of mind

For my mind and heart to be in one

Something's bothering me