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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/18554386/chapters/43979245
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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im desperate
Happiness Will Come To You.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Those Forgotten | Aswang
a/n: definition differs between region and family, and some stories say that they hunt far from their home to avoid their friends and loved ones and I can’t help but wonder how that started ya feel!! aka I’m such a nerd sometimes but I have no shame hope y’all like iT!! Pairing: Hela (Odinsdottir) x Reader Prompt: Aswang - Cryptid of Filipino folklore; daywalkers that favor the heart, when people know of their identity, they are hunted down and killed immediately. | Monster of the night, destroyer of families and all you loved. I need to kill you, it is what tradition states. You or I. One of us must die tonight. And I feel it in the depths of my being, that it won’t be you, I will make sure of that. Words: ~1000+ Warnings:
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Love Bites
Word Count: 500
Pairing: Hela x reader
Warnings: Some violence and blood
Notes: This is something that nobody asked for at all, but I really wanted to challenge myself, and so came up with this 31-day Halloween-themed challenge based on some prompts from @the-moon-dust-writings. Each drabble will be around 500 words, and they’ll all be in chronological order. Kind of like very short installments in a multi-chapter fic. I hope you all enjoy this fun little challenge, and definitely let me know if you want to see more stories like this!
Prompt: Six from this list.
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Hela was the most beautiful girl you’d ever met, and you still weren’t sure why on earth she had ever wanted to be with someone like you, but something was different about her, off. You hadn’t met anyone like her before. For as long as you had known her, there was something about her that you just couldn’t explain.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Love Bites, Epilogue
Word Count: 2185
Pairing: Hela x reader
Warnings: None.
Notes: 31 days, 30 prompts, and 54,364 words later, our little story has finally drawn to a close. Thank you so much to everyone who has read, reblogged, left comments, and sent messages. You have made this journey so much more fun and rewarding, and if I was able to give you even a fraction of the joy that you all have brought me with your kind words, then I feel truly accomplished. Thank you for everything. And in case anyone is curious, this is the mansion that Hela mentions.
Prompt: Fifteen from this list.
Previous Chapter
“What about this one?”
You looked up from the newspapers spread around you on the hotel bed, crawling over to the other side so that you could look over Hela’s shoulder at the listing she was glancing over.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Maybe a Hela x Fem!Reader with Just some late night cuddles on Asgard, maybe even before she goes to a battle or something? I love your stuff!! 🖤🖤
This gave me heart flutters just thinking about it. Enjoy~
You’d been dozing on and off for about an hour when you finally blinked yourself into a more aware state and rolled over onto your side, instinctively reaching for the other side of the bed, only to find it empty. Still.
Hela had promised she’d be along within the hour, as soon as she’d finished going over the next day’s battleplans for at least the fifteenth time that day. But seeing as she still wasn’t present, you had a feeling she was still in her study, and that the time had gotten away from her, as it so often did when she was worrying about her next conquest. And it was usually up to you to get her to come back to bed and actually get some rest.
Rubbing the last of the sleepiness from your eyes, you heaved yourself off of the bed, slipping your robe on and heading out of the room and down the hall, trying to ignore the feel of the icy marble against your bare feet. As you reached the cracked door, you peeked your head in to make sure that no one else was in the room, and after making sure the coast was clear, you padded over to her desk, where Hela sat, hunched over the desk, and fingertips pressed to her temples as she focused on whatever she was currently going over.
Carefully, so as not to startle her, you leaned over her, settling your chin on her shoulder and glancing over her paperwork for a few moments before speaking in a hushed tone.
“Come to bed…”
Hela said nothing, so wrapped up in her work that you weren’t even sure that she had heard you, and as she scribbled something out and wrote a note, you gently pulled her hand from her head and pressed a gentle kiss there before nuzzling into the crook of her neck.
“Hela, come to bed. You said you’d be in bed an hour ago, and you’re still here.”
Hela still didn’t look away from the desk, but she did bring a hand up to cradle your cheek gently. “I need to be certain this is perfect.”
You nodded, reading over some of the notes Hela had written in in her perfect script, trying not to let yourself worry too much about the various plans of attack she was considering. “Alternatively… you could wing it, and see what happens from there.”
Hela finally turned to look at you, and the moment that she had, you pressed your forehead to hers and let your eyes close, just enjoying the closeness as she brushed her fingers down your cheek gently. “I could.”
“So why don’t you?”
“Because I want to make sure that I win.”
You frowned, and pulled back, studying her intently. “Hela, you’ve never lost a battle before in your entire career. Why are you concerned about it now?”
Hela paused, and thought on that for a moment as she gently cradled your face in both hands, and you let your eyes close again as she pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead. “Because I have a compelling reason to ensure that I succeed.”
You opened your eyes, and found that Hela was looking at you intensely, taking you in in reserved silence, expression a mixture of fierce determination, protectiveness, and downright adoration, and the longer she looked, the more you felt the heat rising in your cheeks, and as you waited for her to speak, you thought your heart might simultaneously beat right out of your chest and crash to an immediate halt.
Finally, Hela smiled softly, brushing her thumb over the gentle curve of your cheek. “I have to make sure that I return home to my queen.”
You couldn’t help happy little grin that grew on your face. You never got tired of hearing Hela’s names for you. Darling, little warrior, sweetling. Those were all well and good. But the newest ones, my queen and wife, were still sinking in, and still made your heart skip a beat every time she uttered them, be they gentle whispers during conversations, or reverent murmurs while lovemaking. They never got old, and you hoped they never would.
You brought your hands to rest over hers, and pressed your forehead to hers again as you peppered her face with gentle, feather-light kisses. “Then come to bed. You need a good night’s rest if you’re going to come back to me in one piece.”
Hela hesitated for a moment, turning to look back at the desk briefly before nodding. “You’re right. It’s getting late.”
“Thank you.” You stood up straight, and watched in silence as Hela gathered all of her papers in one stack, set them to the side, and then blew out the candle before wrapping an arm around you and gently guiding you out of the room.
The bed felt much comfier and warmer, now that your wife (you still couldn’t get over that) was with you, and you were quick to snuggle right up with her, arm around her waist and head settled gently against her arm as you looked up at her. She ran her fingertips up and down your bare arm gently, cupping your face and giving you gentle, soft little kisses every so often, pressing them to your hair, to your forehead and cheeks, and then finally to your lips, murmuring quiet reminders of her love for you between every single brush of her lips, until you were starting to doze off.
But as you did, you were suddenly struck with the realization that this would be the last time you’d be able to lay like for this a while, and despite knowing that Hela had always been successful in every conquest she’d gone on, that never made it any easier to cope with the idea of her being gone for lengthy amounts of time, or the possibility that this time she might not make it back. Subconsciously, you tightened your grip around her waist, and brought your other hand up to cup her face as you nuzzled closer.
Hela noticed immediately, always observant and keen on any slight change in demeanor, and she cupped your face gently, brow furrowing. “You’re trembling…”
“I’m frightened,” you admitted, looking up to her as silent tears welled up in your eyes. “I’m always frightened before you leave for battle.”
“I know, my love…” She pressed a gentle kiss to your palm before putting her hand over yours. “I’ll be back before you know it, and we’ll be able to celebrate another victory for Asgard.“
Realistically, you knew she was right, and that there would be no problems, and she’d be back, unscathed and healthy and here. You just hated the in-between. Swallowing thickly, you nodded, blinking back your tears, to no avail, as one trailed down your cheek. “Promise me you’ll come back to me.”
Hela pulled your hand away from her face, holding it gently as she pressed a soft kiss to your knuckles. “I swear to you, I will return to you. This time, and the next, and every time after that. I will always return to you.”
You nodded, and Hela did, as well, gently wiping the tears from your face before leaning down to kiss you sweetly. You took a slow, deep breath, and shifted so that Hela was spooning you, pulling her arm over your waist and twining your fingers together. Hela curled close, brushing your hair from your shoulder and pressing a kiss there before nuzzling her face against you.
“Sleep now…” she whispered, so quiet that you wouldn’t have heard it if she hadn’t been so close to you, and you nodded, finally settling as you got comfortable.
“I love you,” you murmured, letting your eyes drift shut.
“And I love you, my queen.”
Despite the comforting coolness of Hela pressed against you, and the security of her arm holding you close to her, it took most of an hour for you to actually calm your racing mind enough to sleep, too many fears listing themselves off in your mind every time you got close to finally being able to sleep, but eventually, slowly, you managed to quiet the thoughts long enough for you to rest, Hela’s presence grounding you and bringing you peace of mind.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Polar Opposites #4
Summary: Hela is banished to Midgard, and meets a shy girl with a bookshop and toxic friendship.
Pairing: Hela x fem!reader
Warnings: toxic friendships
So, the next few weeks were awkward, to say the least. Y/N didn’t talk much to Hela, nor did the goddess talk to her. They would eat together, Y/N would go to work, come back and they would eat together again. It was starting to get pretty hilarious in Y/N’s opinion. And to think that Odin thought Y/N was the best option for the reckless woman. 
“Here you go. Have a nice day,” Y/N gave the bag to her customer who smiled at her and left the shop. Y/N’s eyes glanced at the clock, it was fifteen over five, which meant she would close in fifteen minutes and would be in time at home to make some food. Her thoughts immediately flew to Hela, who was doing only god knows what there alone. Maybe she just trashed the whole place and made an illusion while doing it. An amused smile tugged Y/N’s lips, that would be something she would do if she could. 
When the clock strike half-past five Y/N turned the open sign to closed and turned off the lamps in the shop. Her stuff was still waiting for her in the storage so she decided to leave through the back door. She slipped on her thick woolen coat and opened the door, feeling the cold wind slap her against her face. 
Y/N kept her jacket tightly around her body as she made her way towards her apartment. Apparently, some traffic had appeared making her slow down. Her eyebrows furrowed, with this speed she would be late. Nevertheless, she continued her journey, making sure not to walk right next to the road. A big splash of water on her would be the last thing she needed right now. 
Her ears were a bit cold but they still worked well. Not far away from her apartment Y/N heard someone yell her name. And she recognized the voice. Not even bothering to stop her eye roll Y/N sped up in the hopes of being left alone but of course, Nick had to run to her. The girl’s face heat up from the anxiety when the boy was now walking next to her, his hands in his pockets casually. 
“Hey, I actually saw you yesterday at the supermarket. I’m not sure if you heard me,” He said and smiled his annoying smile. Y/N silently scoffed and crossed the road to be closer to her door.
“Oh, c’mon. Y/N, hey Y/N,” He stopped the girl by her elbow and she turned to look at him. His brown eyes looked into hers pleadingly, great make some crocodile tears too while you’re at it…
“I really miss you.” 
“Yeah, I miss me too,” Y/N bit back and continued to walk to her door which was literally two feet away from her. She was already grasping her keys in her palm inside the jacket. 
“What happened with Brittany, it was just a one-time thing. And you know I didn’t mean to get mad at you.” 
“Oh yeah, and the slap wasn’t intentional either,” Y/N challenged under her breath, not actually meaning for Nick to hear it. She didn’t have the guts to do that. Nick looked furious, his face was so red Y/N was sure if someone dumped water on him it would sizzle. 
He was clearly about to say something before the door opened and Y/N was met with her unusual roommate. Who seemed to be in an unpleasant mood. 
“Hela,” Y/N greeted and looked in her eyes. 
“You’re late,” Hela stated. Y/N felt her cheeks blush just the slightest, something about her actually meaning to the goddess felt… good. She barely glanced at the guy behind her and cleared her throat. 
“Just some, complications. Is soup okay,” She walked in and let Hela close her door behind her. She had to lean to the counter for a second to collect herself. With every deep breath she drew Y/N felt her racing heart calm down and her shook less. When Hela followed her to the kitchen she was already moving around and taking out all the ingridients for their soup.
”I hope fish is good enough. Frankly I don’t have anything else,” Y/N fussed and dug through the spatulas and knifes so fast it was a wonder how she didn’t accidentally cut herself. Hela on the other hand stood still, leaning her hip to the small island. Her hands were tightly crossed over her chest as she watched the small human kept stumbling around the kitchen with a kitchen knife.
”Who-”
”Thought the water might take a while to boil. And the carrots take a while too so I don’t know when it’ll be ready,” Y/N cut her off with her ramble. If it was on purpose or not Hela did not know.
She sighed quietly, ”Was he-”
”And the potatoes. Ah god the potatoes. I have to peel them,” Y/N dropped the carrot bad on the counter and turned to the potatoes, shaking her head. ”They’re thin peeled so I don’t think it’s necessery.”
”Why-”
”Sorry the fish isn’t fresh. I had to take a frozen fish, I’ll get a fresh one next-”
”Y/N!” Hela snapped and the girl stopped her doings. The goddess pursued her lips and stepped closer. Y/N hastly wiped couple tears off of her cheeks.
”Who was he?”
”En ex,” Y/N slowly cut the carrot in front of her, not daring to look up. Her cheeks were still red and blotchy and her eyes were glassy. The last thing she wanted was to cry in front of Hela. Well cry even more noticeably.
”Ended ugly. And that is that,” she whispered and cut the carrot quite aggrissively. Hela cocked an eyebrow and took the knife from Y/N who mustered up a small protestion.
”You’ll end up with nine fingers if I let you cut anything,” Hela said and continued cutting the vegetables. Quite perfectly might I add. For a second Y/N’s gaze stayed on her hands, how perfectly they moved. She eventually shook it off when the water started to boil.
“They are having this, Disney week/month thing in cinemas,” Y/N suddenly spoke with her small voice, breaking the silence.
“I just thought if we could go there? I-I mean if you’re interested… I don’t know. Just think about it…” She felt stupid on asking a goddess of death wheter she wanted to go see a Disney movie. A Disney movie! Surely there was something much more interesting for them to do.
Hela didn’t answer. She put the carrot and the potatoes into the water and walked back to her room, only god knows what on her mind. Y/N stared afert her until the white door closed and she was again alone in the kitchen. God help me.
It was half past five when Y/N was mindlessly scrolling through the wonderful world of Netflix. If they weren’t going to the cinema she could atleast catch up on her favorite TV-series. And now that it seemed that Hela locked into her room like a brooding teenager Y/N could take same time for herself. Maybe forget the whole ordeal with her ex and friends.
Friends…
”Maybe they could…” Y/N wondered quietly and took her phone. They always said she didn’t have time for them, maybe they’d like to go and see a Disney movie instead. Eat popcorn, talk about guys as they weren’t really ’in the loop’ yet. I mean she knew atleast Janet loved Disney movies, and so did Kate.
Sorry. I’m with Andrew. -Kate
I’m busy. -J
Janet’s texts were always so blunt, like she didn’t even try to sugar coat anything. But Y/N thought it was what she was like and multiple times when she asked Janet about it the girl said she was just looking after her and thickening her skin.
Y/N sighed and threw her phone on the couch, maybe a quiet small night at home wouldn’t hurt.
”Get up,” someone threw a jacket on her. Y/N jumped, mostly from the sudden contact and her eyes darted to the black haired woman.
”We’re still going to the movies am I right?” Hela cockedan eyebrow. Y/N stumbled up, a blush rising to her cheeks as she tried to put on her jacket and find her keys and wallet at the same time. For some miracle both of them sat nicely on the counter, ready for her to take them.
Maybe, she didn’t need Kate and Janet tonight…
”Y/N,” Hela snapped her fingers in front of the human’s face, succesfully pulling Y/N out of her thoughts. The goddess felt an amused smirk tug her lips as Y/N mumbled a small apology and opened the front door, her car keys already dingling in her small hand.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Polar Opposites #3
Summary: Hela is banished to Midgard, and meets a shy girl with a bookshop and toxic friendship.
Pairing: Hela x fem!reader
Warnings: toxic friendships
Song: Keeping A Secret by Bleachers 
By: femreader
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Y/N had always thought uber lifts were boring, but after she and Hela had walked couple blocks from her bookstore to her apartment on Fridays, the girl’s opinion was fast changed. And it didn’t help that Hela was ready to fight anyone, even the lame group of douches who catcalled anyone with boobs. Y/N made sure she would get the goddess something to change into, her spandex was way too… outer-spacey.
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Polar Opposites
Summary: Hela is banished to Midgard, and meets a shy girl with a bookshop and toxic friendship.
Pairing: Hela x fem!Reader 
Warnings: Toxic friendship
Words: 1361
Song: Under the Blue / Take Me In by Hayley Kiyoko
A/N: tell me if you want more I’ve thought about making this a series.
By : Femreader
Y/N wasn’t a member of SHIELD in any way nor did she want to be. She had a quiet antiquarian bookshop near the old Stark building. It fit her perfectly considering the girl was a bit of an introvert and shy. Though she did know the SHIELD people quite well considering they often came by her bookshop. The antiquarian helped them a lot when they looked for some older information that the SHIELD hadn’t saved. 
“I’m sorry Allie but I can’t make it,” Y/N sighed into my phone as my ‘best friend’ once again tried to guilt trip her into one of the parties downtown.
“You never come anywhere. It’s always you and your bookshop…” She mumbled and Y/N braced herself for the next sentence she had heard many times before.
“I thought as a best friend you’d support me even a little bit but I guess not. I’ll have fun by myself,” Allie said and just as Y/N was about to say her goodbyes and promise to catch up, she hung up. The small girl sighed again feeling her eyes burn. Y/N put her phone down on the table and looked outside, it was raining. It was Sunday so the bookshop was closed which meant she had the shop all to herself.
Y/N put down the basket of books she was organizing when her ears heard a rather big crash come from the storage room. It wasn’t abnormal to hear such things, sometimes she didn’t place a book properly which would lead to a whole bookshelf come crashing down. She rolled up her flannels sleeves and opened the rather heavy door, her breath caught in my throat.
There was a woman, clearly older than Y/N by couple years. Her messy raven hair was falling down her shoulders and her black and silver spandex? looked like it had been through hell and back.
The small girl carefully opened the door a bit more. The woman had a cocky smirk on her face.
“So Midgard it is then,” she hummed looking around the books. Y/N scrunched up her plucked eyebrows and confusion filled her eyes. What the hell is Midgard?
“Who are you?” She cursed herself for her small and quiet voice. Y/N tried to look her in her eyes but to be honest, she was intimidating. 
Only now Hea noticed she wasn’t in the book filled room alone. Her sparkling eyes landed on the small figure, a girl standing in the doorway. Her hair was in a ponytail and her flannel shirt was missing the first button. She was clearly shorter than her with at least 4 inches. 
Hela smirked herself thinking how long Odin must’ve spied on her to choose such a scared little girl to be her… whatever she was. Redeem? Honestly, Hela couldn’t care less. She noticed how the small girl tensed when she got up and walked towards the door.
Y/N took couple steps back when the mysterious woman walked towards her. She felt her heart drill out of her chest. The girl almost fell over a stack of books once she was fully out of the room. She watched as the raven-haired woman looked at her slowly walking towards her, but is stopped at the door. 
Y/N looked confused as the woman tried to push her hand over the doorway but an invisible-like wall was formed between her and the intruder. Both of them were confused, Y/N the most out of two of them. Hela looked at her hand, knocking the wall. No sound came but small waves moved on the wall like when you pressed a screen. 
She sighed and rolled her eyes, of course, Odin would bind her somewhere. But a small storage room of a shy girl’s bookshop seemed the worst place out of everything, 
“Who are you,” This time Y/N’s voice was louder, filled with interest. As a bookworm, she got interested in this kinda stuff. She already created a list of books she could find some answers. 
“I’m Hela Odinsdottir,” Y/N’s eyes widened. Hela? But wasn’t she like Loki’ daughter or something. At least that’s what the books said. She carefully took a step closer, inspecting if the woman, Hela, did anything. 
“Why are you here? In my… bookshop’s’ storage room?” 
“I was banished, by the Allfather,” Y/N couldn’t help but notice the bitterness in her voice when she mentioned ‘Allfather’. Did she mean Odin? What happened to them?
“oh…” She mumbled and looked around. Well, what the hell was supposed to happen now? Just as she was going to speak furthermore her phone went out in the front. Y/N gave the goddess a sheepish smile and jogged to the counter. 
Before looking down at her phone, she heard the jingle of the bell over her front door. Her eyebrows furrowed, the door was locked and there was no one in except for her and Hela in the back. A man, with white hair, walked past her shop, and the door closed. Y/N walked closer to her counter and noticed a small envelope without any name on it. 
The ringing snapped the girl back to the reality and she snatched the paper piece in her hands before looking at the phone. 
She looked at the caller ID. Janet. The small girl sighed and took a deep breath before placing the phone on her ear. The high-pitched sound of Allie’s friend almost broke her eardrum. 
“Heeeey Y/N! So I heard you aren’t coming to my party,” Y/N sighed and walked towards the storage room, so she could keep on eye on Hela. Though she seemed to be interested in the old books. 
“Yeah, I uh… I have to organize the bookshop. And take care of Bruno,” Y/N stuttered and mindlessly swept some dust off of the books. She heard Janet sigh into the phone.
“Oh yeah, that little store of yours, well I didn’t really expect you to come here anyway so… I’ll catch up with you later,” The small girl winced silently at her words. They weren’t nothing new, but hearing them started to annoy her. 
“Yeah,” She basically whispered to the phone and closed it. She put it in her back pocket. Y/N took a deep breath and walked back to the storage room, where Hela was sitting on a chair, leaning to her knees and reading a book.
Y/N bit the inside of her cheek and started to look through some of the books that might help her to know some more. Of course, if Hela wasn’t really Loki’s daughter all the information in the old books she had was probably wrong, but better than nothing. 
Sitting down, the small girl leaned to the wall next to the door and started to look around the books. The envelope from the counter slipped from her fingers and fell to the floor, reminding the girl to read it. Y/N carefully picked it up, it was perfectly folded and the edges were so sharp it made a cut on the girl’s finger. She hissed and looked at her finger, a drop of blood fell on the paper. Y/N sucked her finger successfully stopping the bleeding. 
Her eyes followed in amazement as the blood swirled itself on the paper, spelling out her name. Carefully she opened the envelope and pulled out a piece of the smoothest paper she had ever touched. 
Lady Y/N
I am informing you through this letter that you have been chosen to look after Hela. She has power which boundaries no one knows so I cannot keep her here anymore. I am sure you can help her and show her there still is some good in the world, a bit by bit. It will be hard and challenging but I could not have chosen a better person for this than you Lady Y/N. 
Allfather Odin 
Y/N stared at the words, reading it over and over again. No this was just absurd. Why would she be with her? Probably the quietest and shy person in the whole city. It didn’t make any sense. And it certainly didn’t help with the barrier problem at hand. 
The small girl got up and turned to look at Hela holding the letter visible. 
“Are you hungry?”
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demigoddesslovato-blog · 6 years ago
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Masterlist
* = Smut
(Non-Linked titles means they’re planned/being edited/queued) 
- MARVEL -
Hela 
Goddess Meets Holmes (Hela x Eurus Holmes)
My Queen (Hela x Reader)
The Warrior and Death (Hela x Valkyrie)
My Flower (Hela x Reader)
Home. (Hela x Valkyrie)
Death Gets Married (Hela x Reader)
The Dress (Hela x Reader)
Sleeping Beauty (Hela x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
Heat, Fire and Burns (Hela x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
Loki
A Family Truth 
The Girl Who Ran With Gods (Loki x Reader)
You’re Alive? (Loki x Reader)
Hiya Stranger (Loki x Reader)
That Black Suit… (Loki x Reader)
I Think I Might Need You (Loki x Valkyrie)
I know You’re Scared… (Loki x Reader)
Not Sakaarian (Loki x Reader)
Valhalla I Am Coming (Loki x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
The Wolf Pup (Loki x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
All That I Am (Loki x Reader)
For You, I’d Give Everything (Loki x Reader)
We Need To Go (Loki x Reader)
I’m Here 
You Could Have Saved Her (Loki x Reader)
A Lifetime of Waiting (Loki x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
Separation (Loki x Reader)
Sassy (Loki x M!Reader)
Between Two Realms (Loki x Reader)
Hear No Evil (Loki x Reader)
Peace (Loki x Reader)
Standing Before You (Loki x M!Reader)
Show Me (Loki x Reader)
Jealousy (Loki x Reader)
Someone I’d Like You To Meet (Loki x Reader)
Who Hurt You? (Loki x Reader)
Courage To Make Love Known (Loki x Reader)
It Is All Lies (Loki x Reader)
Curves and Gowns (Loki x Reader)
You Deserve Better (Loki x Reader)
Many Skins (Loki x Reader)
The Prisoner (Loki x Reader)
Thanos’ Grasp (Loki x Reader)
Loki’s Children (Loki x Reader)
Flustered By Asgard’s Prince (Loki x Reader)
Loki Fluff Alphabet 
Wrong Brother (Loki x Reader)
King of Asgard (Loki x Reader)*
The Prophecy (Loki x Reader)
Princes of Asgard (Loki x M!Reader)
I’ll Move The Stars For You (Loki x Reader)
Thor
A Family Truth
Please Stay (Thor x Valkyrie)
Death Comes For Us All (Thor x Valkyrie) 
Something Good (Thor x Reader)
Queen of Asgard (Thor x Valkyrie)
Will You Be My Queen? (Thor x Reader)
The Night Your World Fell Apart (Thor x Reader)
Training (Thor x Valkyrie)*
Fairest of Them All (Thor x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
The Start of the Rest of Our Lives (Thor x Valkyrie) 
[Part 1] [Part 2]
The Healer (Thor x Reader)
I’m Here 
Exquisite (Thor x Peter Quill)
It Hurts (Thor x Reader)
Crowned Queen (Thor x Reader)
Breath of Fresh Air (Thor x Reader)
From The First Glance (Thor x Reader)
Asgard’s Mightiest Hero (Thor x Reader)
Isn’t It Enough? (Thor x M!Reader)
Valkyrie
The Warrior and Death (Valkyrie x Hela)
Please Stay (Valkyrie x Thor)
Death Comes For Us All (Valkyrie x Thor)
Queen of Asgard (Valkyrie x Thor)
Us Time (Valkyrie x Reader)
I Think I Might Need You (Valkyrie x Loki)
Home. (Valkyrie x Hela)
Training (Valkyrie x Thor)*
The Start of the Rest of Our Lives (Valkyrie x Thor) 
[Part 1] [Part 2]
T’Challa Udaku
One Hundred Wakandan Sunsets (T’Challa x Reader)
All I Can Ask You (T’Challa x Reader)
A Long Time Coming (T’Challa x Nakia)
Please Don’t Die (T’Challa x Reader)
Never speak twice on how you feel (T’Challa x Nakia)
Beauty too rich for use (T’Challa x Reader)
Under His Touch (T’Challa x Erik)
You’re going to be happy (T’Challa x Reader)
Accidental Happenings (T’Challa x Erik)
Dusk and Dawn (T’Challa x Nakia)
Within My Arms (T’Challa x Reader)
Erik Killmonger
The New King (Erik x Nakia)
Hot and Bothered (Erik x Reader)*
Always On Your Front Step (Erik x Reader)
Under His Touch (Erik x T’Challa)
The Right to Challenge (Erik x Reader)
Accidental Happenings (Erik x T’Challa)
Nakia
The New King (Nakia x Erik)
A Long Time Coming (Nakia x T’Challa)
Let Me Help You (Nakia x Reader)
Never speak twice on how you feel (Nakia x T’Challa)
Coffee? (Nakia x Reader)
Dusk and Dawn (Nakia x T’Challa)
M’Baku
For You (M’Baku x Reader)
Steve Rogers
Saved by the Bell (Steve x Winter Barnes)
Bucky’s Birthday Blurb 1 (Steve x Bucky)
Bucky’s Birthday Blurb 3 (Steve x Bucky)
Too Long (Steve x Bucky)
Captain Please (Steve x Bucky)
The First Time In Forever (Steve x Reader)
I Can’t Wait to Meet You (Steve x Reader)
You and the Stars (Steve x Reader)
I Could Never Stop Loving You (Steve x Bucky)
You Forgot? (Steve x Reader)
I Missed You (Steve x Tony)
Storms (Steve x M!Reader)
Take Care of You (Steve x Reader)
Everything But You (Steve x Reader)
Competitive (Steve x M!Reader)
Cabinet Meetings (Steve x Reader)*
Christmas Miracles (Steve x Bucky)
Make Me (Steve x Reader)*
Taking The Edge Off (Steve x Reader)*
Bucky Barnes 
Late Night Kitchen Adventures (Bucky x M!Reader)
Bucky’s Birthday Blurb 1 (Bucky x Steve)
Bucky’s Birthday Blurb 2 (Bucky x Reader)
Bucky’s Birthday Blurb 3 (Bucky x Steve)
Lucious Locks (Bucky x Reader)
Too Long (Bucky x Steve)
Captain Please (Bucky x Steve)
You’re Okay, Bucky. (Bucky x Reader)
I Could Never Stop Loving You (Bucky x Steve)
Keeping Secrets (Bucky x Reader)
Affection Starved (Bucky x Reader)
Blind Date (Bucky x M!Reader)
Recoloured (Bucky x M!Reader)
Christmas Miracles (Bucky x Steve)
Stained (Bucky x Reader)*
Natasha Romanoff
Red Like Blood (Natasha x Clint)
The Itsy Bitsy Spider (Natasha x Reader)
I Wanted More (Natasha x Reader)
I Can’t Breathe (Natasha x Reader)
Really, Nat? (Natasha x Reader)
Scarlet Saviour (Natasha x Reader)
Clint Barton
Red Like Blood (Clint x Natasha)
Silence (Clint x Reader)
You Know ASL? (Clint x Reader)
Roller Rinks (Clint x GN!Reader)
Tony Stark
How Did I Get Here? (Tony x Pepper)
The Worst Date of My Life (Tony x Reader)
Surprise! (Tony x Reader)
I Missed You (Tony x Steve)
Give Me A Chance (Tony x Reader)
Earth To (Y/N)? (Tony x Reader)
Mini Stark (Tony x Daughter!Reader)
Can I Kiss You Right Now? (Tony x Reader)
Wanda Maximoff
I Only Feel You (Wanda x Vision)
Fanboy 
Vision
I Only Feel You (Vision x Wanda)
Peter Parker
Too Many Names 
You’re Spider-Man?! (Peter x Reader)
Fanboy 
How Could You? (Peter x Reader)
Dating The Spider-Man (Peter x Reader)
Please No (Peter x Reader)
I Would Love That (Peter x M!Reader)
Anatomy Class (Peter x Reader)
Peter Quill
Exquisite (Peter x Thor)
Not Straight (Peter x M!Reader)
Shakespeare Prompts
For which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me? (Thor x Hela)
Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? (Thor x Reader)
At lover’s perjuries, they say Jove laughs (Loki x Reader)
The lady doth protest too much (Thor x Valkyrie)
My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite (Thor x Valkyrie)
NSFW Alphabet Headcanons*
T’Challa
Erik Killmonger
M’Baku
Tony Stark 
Steve Rogers
Bucky Barnes
Wanda Maximoff
Pietro Maximoff
Pepper Potts
Thor
Loki
Hela
Sam Wilson
Clint Barton
Peter Parker
Valkyrie
Bruce Banner
Doctor Strange x Grey’s Anatomy Series
[Part 1] [Part 2]*
Kurt Wagner
Blue and Purple (Kurt x Reader)
Fluttering (Kurt x Reader)
- DC -
Dick Grayson
A Whole New World (Dick x GN!Reader)
What Choice Did I Have? (Dick x GN!Reader)
Please, Nightwing (Dick x Reader)*
My Son, Robin (Dick x Reader)
Meeting The Family (Dick x Kori)
Possibilities (Dick x M!Reader)
Jason Todd
Give Me A Chance (Jason x Reader)
Wandering Hands (Jason x Reader)*
Koriand’r
Meeting The Family (Kori x Dick)
NSFW Alphabets Headcanons*
Jason Todd
Dick Grayson
Harley Quinn
Poison Ivy
Roy Harper
Koriand’r
- ACTORS -
Chris Hemsworth
Spilling The Beans (Chris x Reader)
School Mornings (Chris x Reader)
Thor’s Birthday Surprise (Chris x Reader)
Instagram Cosplay 
Nice Waves (Chris x Reader)
Chris Evans
Two Became Three (Chris x Reader)
I’ll Take You To The Other Side (Chris x Reader)
And At Last I See The Light (Chris x Reader)
Instagram Cosplay
Interview Love (Chris x Reader)
Pick Up Lines (Chris x Reader)
Ariel (Chris x Reader)
Sebastian Stan 
Picture Perfect (Sebastian x Reader)
To Boldly Go (Sebastian x Reader)
Instagram Cosplay
Dissertations (Sebastian x Reader)
Tom Hiddleston
Tom Hiddleston Blurb 1 (Tom x Reader)
Hiddlestons. Plural. (Tom x Reader) 
Overprotective (Tom x Reader)
Cabin Get-A-Way (Tom x Reader)
Defensive (Tom x Reader)
Instagram Cosplay
I Wish You Could See (Tom x Reader)
Secret Showings (Tom x M!Reader)
Dacre Montgomery
Happy Anniversary (Dacre x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
- OCEAN’S 8 -
Debbie Ocean
I Still Love You (Debbie x Lou)
I Still Need You (Debbie x Reader)
Lou Miller
I Still Love You (Lou x Debbie)
I Still Want You (Lou x Reader)
- STRANGER THINGS -
Billy Hargrove
Keg King (Billy x Reader)
Billy’s Rock Girl (Billy x Reader)
To Love Medusa (Billy x Reader x Steve)
[Part 1]* [Part 2] [Part 3]* [Part 4]
Self Preservation (Billy x Reader)
Steve Harrington 
To Love Medusa (Steve x Reader x Billy)
[Part 1]* [Part 2] [Part 3]* [Part 4]
- THE HOBBIT -
Thranduil
All Lights Flicker and Fade
- ONE DIRECTION -
Harry Styles x Louis Tomlinson
I’m In Love With Lou and All His Little Things
Can We Fall One More Time?
- 12 Strong -
Mitch Nelson
Guardian Angel (Mitch Nelson x Reader)  
- M/M & F/F  -
Male Reader
Late Night Kitchen Adventures (Bucky x M!Reader)
Sassy (Loki x M!Reader)
Not Straight (Peter Quill x M!Reader)
Storms (Steve x M!Reader)
Standing Before You (Loki x M!Reader)
Blind Date (Bucky x M!Reader)
Recoloured (Bucky x M!Reader)
I Would Love That (Peter Parker x M!Reader)
Competitive (Steve x M!Reader)
Secret Showings (Tom Hiddleston x M!Reader)
Isn’t It Enough (Thor x M!Reader)
Princes of Asgard (Loki x M!Reader)
Possibilities (Dick x Reader)
Female x Female!Reader
My Queen (Hela x Reader)
My Flower (Hela x Reader)
Death Gets Married (Hela x Reader)
The Dress (Hela x Reader)
Sleeping Beauty (Hela x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
Heat, Fire and Burns (Hela x Reader)
[Part 1] [Part 2]
Us Time (Valkyrie x Reader)
Let Me Help You (Nakia x Reader)
Coffee? (Nakia x Reader)
The Itsy Bitsy Spider (Natasha x Reader)
I Wanted More (Natasha x Reader)
I Can’t Breathe (Natasha x Reader)
Really, Nat? (Natasha x Reader)
I Still Need You (Debbie Ocean x Reader)
I Still Want You (Lou Miller x Reader)
Scarlet Saviour (Natasha x Reader)
- GENDER NEUTRAL READER -
Gender Neutral Reader
Roller Rinks (Clint x GN!Reader)
A Whole New World (Dick x GN!Reader)
What Choice Do I Have? (Dick x GN!Reader)
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Chapter 1 of Saving Grace-A Katy Perry and Rihanna fanfic
Pour It Up
I swiped my hand over my face, clearing it from my long, dark hair as I twirled, swaying. I steadied myself, stopping, and turned around, smiling broadly, my friends’ drunken faces barely visible in the dim lighting of the club. I felt hot in my tight dress, my face was already gleaming with sweat as I bounced up and down in the crowded room, my elbows in constantly contact someone else’s.
The music was loud, canceling out all other sounds emanating from the drunk people around me. I took a sip of the clear liquid in my glass, feeling it burn down my throat, almost bringing tears to my eyes, but the effect of the drink was instant; I felt a little more weightless, a couple meaningless thoughts evaporated in my head and I laughed at the buzz I felt.
I grabbed Markus’s, one of my best friends shoulder, steadying myself. He looked down at me, taking in my state, but apparently, he found it still sober enough not to bother take my drink away. I suddenly noticed my shoes were hurting. I stopped dancing and shook one foot to relieve the pain, but it did not help.
“I’m going to the bar for a while!” I shouted into Markus’s ear, hoping he would hear me.
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One: The Proposal ( English )
Katy
Waiting for something someone was now a need to have power to make you laugh it was really beautiful . Naturally I had not needed to plan something that could tell things to laugh instantly. Shannon ’s smile proves it , she now is on my side. At that time the clarity with talking and laughing surprised me , I was clumsy speaking. Now I need to laugh a lot was something sad or depressed and I could not understand why. I need someone to make me laugh now that I’m not underestimating Shannon to where she can get but the urge to laugh was something that I was behaving somewhat rarer than normal. Now laughing uncontrolled mind my mind is something crazy , weird , stupid . He could be right now in the best restaurants being served meals and trying exquizitas the top Chef of California or just waiting for my pizza to be sitting watching TV Overhead . About all that I preferred the afternoon cooking with Shannon nothing compared to that.
I was a terrible cook , so I was thinking my life would be like if it were not famous . Possibly I would have starved rather not cook if not for my terrible food. The newspaper headlines imagine “Woman dies from his food , is this possible? ” Or things like that. Shannon had dirjido quickly baked . Oh hell . I do not want to kill. But before I could warn you of how terrible were these muffins , Shannon had gone ahead and had come baked muffins taking a good look. Demons . Did I went well ? . She finally bites the bun slowly with some trepidation .
“ LOVED Katy” Shannon wrinkled his nose lifting her face to me.
“ Incredible problem lacks a bit of salt” innocent smiled , showing the packet of salt in my hand.
“I just try a pancake with salt ? ” She asked exclaiming as if I had been poisoned. He opened his eyes raising an eyebrow , ran to the sink and drank the water.
“ Oh! Sorry Shan "I said looking at her with puppy eyes , I feel a tingling in my legs mijero is my cat Kitty.
If you would give me a nickel for every time you save a millionaire possibly serious cat. Clear a little more than I am. Treatment Name Remember those times or many times arriesge my life for them . I can not help . He loved cats especially my cats. They are like my children first . Kitty was the first one and our curious friendship was very strong. She’s like my little cat and I was in it. Before becoming famous were inseparable , like friendship and Ash Pikachu Pokemon you could say something infinite . He had many cats now 4, 5 , 6. They have no idea how many were now that I considered myself a vicious . Kitty was like a psychic or something haci seemed to know people just see them. It was held by the cats. I remember in one of his days , was my great masion Santa Barbara Russell when he was at home for the first time , Kitty once hated to get to bite in those days did not understand why. It was different when he met my friend and confidante Rihanna, even when she was not the cat lover as I quickly grew fond with Kitty. My cat people knew more than me.
That was cute.   Stranger at once.
Something interrupted my thoughts, Shannon was gone. I was on my sillo now rained in my legs this Kitty warming my feet. His purr tickles but I try not to move because rarely feel such warmth in my feet. My stomach sounds , I do not understand because I’m still hungry I ate everything I should be with Shannon more than satisfied . My stomach resumes while the tember , cogo sobandomela my belly. I did not want to move. Shannon will be no forgotten something. The doorbell rings again . I was sick of it , my mood a little fall . Who may be ? . They are 11:36 pm . Shannon never forgets anything . I stood barefoot sientiendo the cold floor and the hoarse meow Kitty protest at wake . Upon reaching the door I take a little tired sigh , finally open , in front of me her smile dazzled her covered by a cap blonde hair I liked, I opened my arms out waiting for me that I left my neutral state. This was definitely amazing .
"Are not you going to give me a hug? ” Wonder wincing .
I ’m back and grin toward his warm arms “ I missed you so much , this is amazing ” the smell of her perfume was unmistakable accompanied by some clear liquor . I was there for a while in his embrace she looked happy but when I shut the door behind separates it. Her beautiful smile disappeared , which led me to ask “ Chris ? ” Said with some bitterness mecionarlo was something horrible to me.
She nodded with some pain at hearing his name “ yes”.
Rihanna one of my few friends in the industry and best musisca people and known . It really hurts to see it haci by someone who really deserved not always advise on the strange relationship with his ex. Until one day told me that he had overcome, this was in my opinion was false but I believe him . Iso not quite. In his stories always came out that she was missing and came out the victor . When she finished her story she cried in my arms. This no vat , neither looked good in any sense . I decided to calm the atmosphere I was joking a bit . He smiled again, I like that. Rihanna calmed . Although I did not want to think so , in my mind happened this question. How much could stand ? . Rihanna was the girl with a strong and domineering attitude , rebel something. But on that she was one of those people who is not afraid to say what he thinks. It is sincere . That he admired her. After twelve are now decided that we would stay at home to sleep . Nevertheless hunger had forgotten I had. Rih notice it as if I do not touch my belly every 5 minutes. Complemented by sound.
“ We order a pizza? ” I wonder .
“ If pizza” I said as a child and my eyes sparkled as if it were the most beautiful that you can hear.
Rihanna knew I could always count on me for anything I always told the first day we met , showed me the beautiful person she was inside and out . I know she sees my friend to iso missing when I did not know . At this time we talked about nonsense. I could always make you laugh effortlessly. In one of those moments was when she stared at me and finally said .
“I like you , you know that? ” said without fear, but had estabes shyness in his voice.
No what I believed at first “ reviews ” .
“ Come on Katy” sigh and returned to say “ I like you ”
I could not ignore “ No -o , I think you ’re confusing things” the nerves in my words were clear.
“ Maybe I’m tired but I say , hid but not anymore now , never I will say , I just wanted to say once ” paused “Truth and had expected that answer ” the coldness of his words crashed me .
Rihanna could be everything to me but then I happened to like about the limits of friendship. Rihanna said expected nothing from me and I knew my answer. I had not realized that although she supposed had a response and my last hope . Silence took over the room , the tension rose quickly now the only sound was that of Kitty. His constant purr in patadera was all that was heard . Rihanna volt back to me , in the depths of my a strange feeling came over me . It ran through my body I think it’s worth it. She was sad and upset at the same time . I do not like it. I liked when I was happy not sad. I could not tolerate situción her back to me and looking at the ceiling. I could not sleep , she hoisted movements confirm the same about her. I decided to break that. I slide by its two sides reaching a warm hug . It was cold , he was surprised by my embrace . She turned and looked at me . Was he crying? . Robyn Rihanna Fenty crying for me. Maybe fans mourn saw but she was crying for my extreme sadness . Travis Ni , Ni John Russell and even cry for me. I ran my hand over his face drying her some tears of his skin tanned brunette.
“ I ’m sorry I said anything ,” said sollosando .
“Eh , it was not cute ” The more tighten against me.
“ But I thought … ”
“ Forget and ” ise pause “I love you and I hate you but pelearmer .. ”
“ but just be friends ” Interrupio . I look back , I do not know what to say .
“rihanna”
“ Katy the only thing I want now is not to lose your friendship,” she said, putting her head in the crook of my neck.
I pretended to fall asleep and did not want to keep talking about it . Actually I will not discuss her sexual preferences and mine. It is not 100% perfect but a little. I know she is also byzantium and I am, I will not argue that. No wonder I ise famous thanks to I Kissed a Girl. It’s a bit silly and crazy . I know she must have done well and I’m not the first woman who felt haci .
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“ silly ” I said giving him a little push.
He smiled and his face detonated pure bliss with some pride . He was so far the only person who made ​​me suffer. In my crazy thoughts was perfect the way . Not quite but it was wonderful to know that I was with someone who was almost as great as I am. Laughin quietly smiled at the thought . I love the way it makes me feel like I’m the only thing here. It’s like artificial butterflies fly in my stomach . It makes me feel adolencente . Almost like my special , perfect and beautiful dream . My thoughts were like those of a 15 wanted to sing and be famous . Right now I’m thinking like a girl excited I can not be more in love . Sometimes scary. I had the cute idea of ​​marrying only once but my sad fate in love was not. I wanted to be different. He was
John Mayer.
Hoping to make a difference , I was excited but still had some sanity . I did not want to make the mistake called russell . This had to be different. I smell the sweet aroma of hot soup that brings . I inhale the scent. Looks good . I did not realize that John stared at me a little nervous , take my hand. Now I’m blushing .
What the hell intended to do. Now I ’m nervous . The speaking of the history that we had and our relationship. I do not understand why . Oh my god . Never thought to be more nervous if something is sure to fall iva I exploded. Fortunately we were in a place only for two , a VIP room which only entered the waiter and the food . Courtesy of John . I am amazed not food, was just kneeling then pronounce the words he had heard only once in my life. Those things that only happen in movies and novels but this is reality.
“ Katy” I sighed taking my hand in hers too hard “ will you marry me ? ” the room was silent and froze the boy did not move .
No more can I , what I was missing. It was not entirely bad. I can not risk so he was kneeling there holding my hand firmly. With the fall ilucion . Drooping eyelids and his nervous smile. Expecting a reply from me . I love him. But even I can not marry , not after the terrible accident I had with russell . Can not do this he is staring at me I do not lose the look off . It is the beautiful person he is , sometimes we are very compatible . I think a part of me loves it and the other only sees him as a friend . I finally took my purse and go funky mind there.
Impossible.
I turning away .
Now what? .
 ( Sorry if you do not understand is that many read in English and Spanish Spoken expect this fic can read it right )
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Arms Wide Open - Eight
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Him.
He was trying to focus on the words he was reading her but Ruby had better plans than to quietly listen to him, she wanted, instead of getting in her toddler bed and going to sleep, to play with his cheeks or, in case she quickly got bored with those, his earlobes. He found it amazing though, and even if he had lived with that little girl for six months back in the states and now four more months in his house in London he was still amazed by her most of the time.
No one could blame him though, she was really a beautiful little girl and her eyes got greener and greener as days went by, but what he couldn’t really stop admiring was her every little move. He had never seen a child grow like that, he had never seen a baby turn into a toddler like Ruby had, right in front of his eyes, and he couldn’t deny it to himself; observing. No matter for how long he had told himself otherwise, he was a writer, and observing was what he did and he had written about young kids endless times before but now he was living what he could later write and not the other way around, and it felt great.
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At Face Value - Chapter 7
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At Face Value - Chapter 6
OKAY. I’m gonna go ahead and post this next chapter, but if I don’t get enough notes, I’m gonna take it down again. feeling really insecure about it right now
if you wanna catch up, you can find the previous chapters here. hope you like it.
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At Face Value - Chapter 5
likes and feedback are much appreciated x Simon walked through the hallways of the stadium where the auditions in Long Island were taking place, his face buried in paperwork a couple of hours before the start of the first night of auditions.  He’d been here all day, focusing on work, making sure everything was exactly the way it needed to be, getting things done that he’d been putting off before. He’d been working nonstop, having slept approximately three hours in total since he’d left a sleeping Demi in bed two days ago. Being busy with work was what he was the very best at, it was his favorite and most productive distraction, and boy, did he need a distraction right now. He lost his focus when his phone beeped in his pocket, and as he checked the screen and saw the all too familiar face of a young starlet, he clicked her for the third time that day, groaning to himself. He knew he needed to talk to her, he owed her that. He just couldn’t bring himself to it, knowing he would have to apologize and explain, two things he did not look forward to nor know how to. He was incredibly angry with her for putting him in that position and not reading the stay away sign he’d so clearly put on, for risking his career and for bringing out the weak man in him, the weak man he’d spent the past 20 years getting rid of. A girl like her should come with a freaking warning.
But his anger towards her wasn’t anywhere near as bad as his anger towards himself. He’d kissed her first. She’d begged him, but he was the weak one, he was the one who couldn’t say no; who couldn’t deny her. And now he had to see her again, and again and again, because he had chosen to have her on this goddamn show. He groaned again, louder this time, as he walked into the room that had been assigned to him and threw the papers he’d been reading up in the air behind him.  Getting a glass from his desk, he quickly poured the last drops of the scotch he’d bought last night into it and drank it all in one big sip. He grabbed his pack of cigarettes from his pocket and lit one, knowing he shouldn’t be smoking inside. But fuck if he cared, he was the goddamn boss anyway. 
He heard a knock on the door, and swung his chair around to see Demi standing in the doorframe, not bothering to hide his cigarette. She stared at him with a raised eyebrow and Simon shrugged dramatically. “What do you want?” He asked. “You’re not supposed to be here for another two hours” He was annoyed. He didn’t need her here, and he hadn’t had time to prepare himself for talking to her about the other night.
“Should you really be smoking in here?” She asked dully without answering his question, crossing her arms. She didn’t look anywhere near as devastated as he felt. Simon was relieved that she didn’t seem to be hurting, he knew that would make it so much easier, but it still stung to know that she had her whole life ahead of her and would just go out and find someone else. He would end up alone, stuck on her. He needed to get out of this, there was no way he was going to let her control his life like that.
“No, I shouldn’t be.” He stated, taking another drag. “Now, do you mind?”
“Yes, I mind!” Demi spat. “I’m here to talk, and we will talk. You owe me an apology.”
“Fine. I’m sorry.” He said, autotoned, while getting out of his chair to throw the cigarette butt out the window. 
“Wow, how heartfelt.” Demi replied, sarcastically. 
“Look, can we do this another time? I don’t need you here messing things up for me, I have a job to do. And right now, you’re keeping me from doing that job the way it’s supposed to be done.”
“Simon! You came to my house, remember? Not the other way around. Stop acting so hostile, you left me in the middle of the night without as much as a note and now you’re dodging my calls. I’m not the bad guy here!”
Simon could see it in her eyes now. How fragile she was, how much he had hurt her.
He wanted to hug her and tell her how sorry he was, that he loved her and wouldn’t hurt her again. It was too much for him, he needed to get her out of there right away or he would give in.  
“Has it ever occurred to you that maybe I just changed my mind?”
Her face dropped. “What?”
“Maybe I just got what I wanted and left.” He couldn’t even look her in the eyes.
“But that doesn’t even make any sen-…” She tried.
“Don’t flatter yourself, Demi. You’re not that interesting." 
"But I-…”
He didn’t let her speak. Couldn’t.  "Just go. I’ll see you later.“
"What the hell is wrong with you?” Demi said angrily as she walked out and slammed the door behind her. He wasn’t sure. He was terrified.
Love is all from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill.
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