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putting this back on my blog (and hopefully othersâ) because i still think about this daily
okay but eddie munson x goth!reader... he's all metallica, van halen, and WASP, you're bauhaus, siouxsie and the banshees, and the cure. he's absolutely smitten with your make up, the big, dramatic wings of black eyeliner, the many different rosaries you wear, the teasing or curling you do to your hair to have it appear larger. he's seen the time it takes for you to apply the make up and style your hair and has a genuine sense of appreciation for it. he's obsessed with how your platform shoes make you taller than him, sometimes tall enough to tower over him at least a few inches. i just think they'd be a neat couple đ©
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Ghostface calls and asks what my favorite scary movie is and suddenly he's stuck listening to me info dump for 2 hours
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new laptop coming in tomorrow! regularly scheduled nonsense will resume!
writing hiatus for a while :// my kitten broke my laptop screen and i canât stand writing on my phone . iâll be back as soon as i can! thanks to everyone whoâs been supportive of my writing thus far, and know that iâm not done here yet đč
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giggling twirling my hair kicking my feet
Darkest Desire
Based off of this nonnie request! Itâs a bit scarier than intended and I do apologise for that teehee. Thereâs also no smutâŠ
Blurb: With a group of friends you visit the local Halloween Scare walk, an event that is hosted annually out in the creepy plaines of Hawkins and whilst itâs masks on for the locals, itâs very much masks off for the scare actorsâŠ
Pairing: Scare Actor!Eddie x Reader
Warnings: 18+, the holiday of Halloween is mentioned, talk of blood/gore, faux blades/knives, cursing, reader is referred to as girl, use of pet names, degrading, praising, stalking (cat&mouse), sly/cocky and slightly mean!Eddie. Characters are all 20+
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Crunchy dry blood orange leaves litter the earth and frost tainted wind nips at your nose and cheeks. The squeals of excited children racing by your costume clad frame fills your ears with immense joy and you giggle airily as they launch themselves into one another. Racing toward the brightly lit luminescent funfair games in hopes of winning a stuffed animal or a goldfish in a bag.
Their parents lug behind them, their attire consisting of some makeshift costume they had thrown together at the last minute in hopes of pleasing their tiny humans and earning themselves a quiet car ride without any tantrums or fuss.
Your group, on the other hand, werenât here for the childish and conning games. You were all here for the Scare Walk.
You hadnât agreed on a coherent group costume so it was a pick and mix of totally different genres and ideas and from an outside perspective it was abundantly clear that there was no communication on the matter whatsoever.
Steve was dressed as the main character from Nightmare On Elm Street, Freddy Kruger. Nancy clearly had helped with the makeup aspect of the costume assemble but everything else screamed Harrington. He cropped the stripped knitted jumper to better suit his athletic frame and his hair was still very much classic Steve.
Robin had taken a whole new approach, dressing up as the colourful Rubikâs Cube puzzle toy. Deriving inspiration from the colourful squares she wore a long black jumpsuit covered in humongous reflective and vibrant square sequins. She more resembled a neon glitter ball, but you gave her the benefit of the doubt.
Nancyâs body was hugged by a khaki green boiler suit that had the long legs cut off and on her back she wore a black backpack with some DIY altercations made to it. She has begged Mike to help her create her costume, and thatâs how she ended up dressed as a Ghostbuster, putting a strong feminine spin on the male dominated film. You hadnât expected anything less from Nance, she was always looking for ways to empower women and her costume made you smile. Proud.
Jonathan had chosen a much whackier costume to better fit with his personality. The pungent smell of weed radiating from his body only complimented the fluorescent green costume he was wearing and the radioactive orange bandana blindfolded over his eyes. He had opted for the beloved character from the childrenâs series Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtlesâ, Michelangelo. Which shouldnât have surprised youâ but it did.
And finally, you had chosen something distinctively different from your friends. You had made the bold choice to go as a flapper girl from the 1920âs, inspired by Fitzgeralds novel The Great Gatsby. It was a bold move because you paired the costume with kitten heels and although they were small you knew by the end of the night your feet would be crying out for rest. It is a Scare Walk after all. Your body was adorned by glitter and lace and the fringe of your dress tickled at the exposed skin of your legs.
It was a bit chilly tonight, but you were having too much of a ball to really hone in and pay attention to the sharp gusts of wind. Steve and Robin were arguing over whose costume was more original and whilst Robinâs was, Steve always somehow managed to argue himself into being ârightâ.
âTalk to me when you have hand sewn a bazillion sequins onto something and not just took a pair of shears to a ratty old sweater.â Robin remarks with a smirk, crossing her arms over her chest and marching ahead of Steve.
âHey! Iâll have you know that it was surprisingly difficult to cut this thing into a straight lineâ and it isnât ratty or old, I literally bought it like two days ago.â Steve fires back with a squinted gaze as he follows closely behind Robinâs reflective beacon of light that seems to lead us through the dimness. Nancy grumbles inwardly to herself.
âCan you two stop bickering like babies? Weâre here to have fun! So letâs go and do that!â She hooks her arm with yours, charging forward, âI heard that some people from campus are working here this year. I donât know what theyâre doing but isnât that exciting? We might bump into them!â You admired how Nancy could make a good situation out of everything, however you didnât quite share her enthusiasm for meeting people you already knew. Nancy was all about making and strengthening connections whereas you wanted to just have funâ judgement free.
And now that you knew that your peers were watching your every move you couldnât help but feel your confidence shrink slightly and your words clam up. Dying in your throat before they could ever be heard aloud.
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The walk started off relatively slow and rather boring. You kept mistaking your dress tickling your calfâs as insects running up the skin of your legs and Robin would giggle at the way your head was constantly shooting downward.
âYou seem awfully jitteryâ is someone scared already?â She taunts, wiggling her eyebrows at you and grinning widely as she did.
You scoff in response, âPlease. Iâm nearly dozing off back here.â
An eerie dark silence falls over the group and the golden haze from the spooky funfair starts to fade into the background behind you as you venture further and deeper into the doom and gloom of night fall.
The smell of sweet popcorn no longer lingers in the hairs of your nostrils and a sinister chill runs down the back of your spine; like fingers tickling your bare skin.
âAre we sure we are sticking to the trail? Itâs getting pretty dark out hereâ OH MY FUCKING GOD!!â Two little girls dressed in bloody dresses and horrifying makeup charge toward you from a nearby hidden brush. Their eyes glow a disturbing shade of white and they hold faux knives that still look devilishly real. You stumble backwards, nearly collapsing from shock however before you could fall to the ground you feel a hard body hit your back which makes you scream out in terror.
The figure laughs at you, jeering and sharp as you whip around to meet him and your hand is quick to find your chest. Your fingers claw at the fabric of your dress and you fist the fabric with a shaky grip. Youâre panting, struggling for breath and the skull painted face looms over you for a moment too long; cocking his head to the side as he examines your costume.
Thatâs when you realise something. Something that you immediately recognised as a dark secret. A dark desire that should be kept hidden.
As his onyx orbs gleam and glare down at you, you feel a wave of heat feather your cold skin. Your core pulses between your thighs and your mouth hangs open in dreadful clarity; you were fucking turned on by this.
His chiselled face is painted to resemble a bare skull. White with inky dark circles that deepen his eye sockets and his cheekbones are defined with thick blended shadowy lines. His lips are painted black to match his contours and he has hand drawn on a stretched toothy smile and an empty nose cavity.
He doesnât speak a single word.
He just stares at you. Almost as if he is furious with you.
And before long he drags himself away from you, like the simple task is deemed painful and impossible for him.
His torso is dressed in a fitted white button down shirt which is rolled up to his elbows and it exposes his tattooed forearms. On his legs he wears a simple but professional pair of black trousers paired with black suspenders that sling over his shoulders. On his feet he has combat boots supporting his ankles and some sort of padded device strapped around the joint of his knees.
You gawk at him as he skates across the concrete on his knees at an alarmingly fast rate toward another group of poor people; leaving sparks of light in his dust as they squirm and scream. Some of them even go as far to sprint off into the darkness away from him; which leaves the masked man cackling darkly and running after them.
âHoly shit! I had no idea he would be working here this year!â Steve slaps the palm of his hand onto your shoulder as he chuckles heavily and you pull away from him confused and slightly annoyed.
âWho is âheâ and how do you know him?â Steveâs laughter dies out slowly and his hands come to rest on his hips. A stance that he did often. The rest of the gang come to join you with curious expressions on their faces.
âSeriously? You donât recognise him?â Thereâs a pause as you shake your head ânoâ and Steve rolls his amber eyes dramatically, âThatâs Eddie Munson, dipshit. Heâs always smoking weed out in the courtyard on campus? Playing with the fire from the benson burner during chemistryâ is this ringing any bells?â You shrug, crossing your arms defensively over your chest.
Is Eddie Munson someone you should know about?
âHe has long, curly hairâ not better than mine but hey, itâs definitely up there.â Steveâs hand smooths over his slicked back hair that is thick with gel and you laugh, now being able to form an image of Eddie in your mind.
âOhh, the metal head? He sometimes walks around with his guitar slung over his back?â You reply as you begin to walk off after realising that you have all come to a stand stillâ and partially because you want to see Eddie again.
âYeah! He is wicked with a guitar! Iâve seen him play.â Robin chirps from your left and Nancy hums on your right.
âHe is pretty good.â Jonathan speaks through a mouthful of candy and you try to disguise your disgust as you unfortunately get a glimpse of the food on his tongue.
âRightâŠâ is all you quietly reply as your eyes scan the bluish darkness. You can hear an owl hooting off in the distance and if it werenât for the jump scares waiting for you, you would find this promenade quite peaceful.
Crickets whisper conversations from the tall blades of grass and you can see lanterns dotted up ahead of you. They cast ghoulish shadows all around the dirt path and your head twitches from side to sideâ trying to catch any of the silhouettes moving.
But they donât.
You have strayed further ahead of the group, their voices hitting your ears in the form of muffled sounds but you donât bother to wait on them. They are too busy laughing and booing at some of the scare actors whereas your heart is still palpitating at a ridiculous rate from the last scare.
Some of the actors were so gruesomely scary that you felt transported into your favourite slasher films whereas the others were just looming and ominousâ more human. Humans are the scariest creatures after all. You fear your own kind in opposition to the unknown.
Thatâs why when the familiar skull skates over to you on his knees, you freeze this time. No fight or flight; just freeze. Your mouth gaping wide as his nose nearly brushes yours.
âEddie.â His name is a breathless squeeze from your lungs as it leaves your mouth. You have to say his name aloud in order to ground your thundering heart. Were you excited or frightened? Maybe it was a mixture of both.
Whatever it was, the man stood in front of you wasnât best pleased. His eyes narrow into irritated slits and his fingers toy with a piece of your hairâ twirling it before yanking on it playfully.
Steve, Nancy, Robin and Jonathan all sprint past you in urgency. They screaming until their throats run raw as a deranged man with a faux chainsaw chases after them. Hot on their heels.
You and Eddie go unnoticed by them⊠and nowâŠ
Now you feel afraid.
âYâknow you arenât supposed to address the actors personally, right?â He sneers through a tight jaw.
âHe speaks.â You quip back sassily and Eddie huffs a distorted laugh.
âIâve seen you around campusâ even prettier up close. Itâs a shame your attitude ruins that.â He circles you like a shark in water and you follow him. Twirling around makes you dizzy but Eddieâs chuckle makes your dizzier.
âLike a little lost lamb.â He coos, âWhere are your cronies? Seems theyâve ditched.â His glove clad knuckle grazes your cheek and you flinch away from his soft touch. Taking a few steps back you widen the close distance between the two of you.
This causes Eddie to grin hugely; showing all of his teeth as he did.
âWhat? Donât tell me youâre scared now?â He prowls toward you however you are quick to match every one of his steps. He takes a stride forward? You take a step back.
âYou could run away if you wanted⊠but thatâll only entice me more. Didnât they tell you? I love the chase.â His voice is a low animalistic growl and you couldnât understand if this was Eddie or his character talking to you. Was this all an act or was he genuinely this menacing?
âI thought you actors werenât supposed to get this close to the publicâŠâ You hunch your shoulders upward toward your ears as you cower away from his stalky frame and he stares through you; the gears in his head turning.
You shift on the balls of your feet uncomfortably and your skin blazes beneath his intense gaze.
âYouâre blushing.â He says matter of factly and suddenly you feel the need to straighten your posture and try to get as far from him as possible.
âI am not.â The lie is pathetic as it meets the frosted air and Eddie smiles eerily.
âItâs the makeup, isnât it? You like the makeup.â His head strains back on his neck as he lets out a loud laugh, âFuckâ thatâs pathetic. You must be into some really weird shit.â
âI- thatâs absurd!! I have no idea what youâre talking about!â You squeal and slink your arms around your torso. Partially because you were cold but also to be protective and assertive of yourself, âYou donât even know meââ Eddie interjects, his finger tapping impatiently against his painted lips.
âShhhh.â You feel the soft grain of his leather gloves as they tickle your skin and Eddieâs hands fully embrace your bare shoulders, âItâs okayâ I like your costume too, I suppose.â He shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly, âI mean, itâs a bit outdated and boring but hey, you look good.â He flashes you a teasing wink that is nearly enough to make your lungs implode with lack of oxygen.
âGoodbye, Munson.â You swivel on your kitten heels and briskly find the frozen dirt path again. Your head involuntarily looks over your shoulder, trying to catch sight of Eddie one last time as you leave him behind but to your total disadvantage the metal head was no longer standing where you had left him.
He too, had taken off.
And unbeknownst to you, you had just pressed play on one of Eddie Munsonâs all time favourite games; Cat and mouse.
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It was getting later and later with every passing second and you couldnât find your friends anywhere. You had last seen them run off whilst laughing and screaming in total horror but you hadnât seen them since.
Had they actually ditched you and went home?
Once the thought infiltrated your psyche you contemplated on cutting the scare walk short and heading back to the funfair to search for them. However, going back meant that you had to go alone and there was something devilish about that.
To your left, through a thick canvas of sweetgum trees you can hear the owl again. Hooting softlyâ a sound that should calm your nerves but instead it tugs on them viciously. Itâs more like an emergency siren warning you. A sign for you to run and to never look back.
A man made whistle slices through the chirping of the birds and it cuts at your skin like the edge of a blade. You look left and right, frantically dancing in circles as you try to determine where itâs coming from; but you are met with nothingness.
âEddie, if thatâs you then cut it out! This isnât funny!â Your fingernails pinch at your skin as you begin to walk panicked in the opposite direction. Never paying attention to whatâs in front of you, your gaze always trailing off to the side and behind you.
Thatâs when you see himâ the skull peering at you from a dark line of trees in the distance. Your feet come to a staggering stop as you eye him. Was your mind playing tricks on you? Was Eddie really staring back at you or were you deluding yourself?
You swallow thickly, your mouth dry as you watch him emerge from the greenery. Before your brain can compute what your body is doing you are running; charging into the fullness of the forest.
Tree branches whip and rip at your skin, causing it to redden and sting. You wince but you continue soldiering on, your shoulders barge through sticks and nettles and thorns.
Your mind had convinced you that this was real. That you were being chased by a psycho.
âHeyâ hey, stop!! Itâs okay! Waitââ Eddie is close behind you, crunching twigs beneath his boots but you are quicker than he is; more frightened and resilient to get as far from him as possible. For your own safety.
âSweetheart! Stop!â You can hear him getting frustrated as he trudges through the cluttered landscape but you can see lights shining in front of you, just up ahead, and it causes you to force your legs to quicken. Desperate to reach there.
But just before you explode onto the funfair grounds your legs give way beneath you and you crash to the ground. The palms of your hands scrape against the jagged forest floor and your dress rips against a spiked log. You thought this shit only happened in the moviesâ but tonight you were proven wrong.
You look behind you and your eyes well up with tears of both pure adrenaline and fear at Eddie propelling himself toward you.
You bring up your hands around your head to protect yourself as you shrink back onto the floor, over the fact that your hair is full of pine needles and your knees are scraped and bleeding.
Eddie crouches by your side, a deep frown on his face and worry in his eyes.
âHey, sweet girl, youâre okayâŠâ Eddie bites off his leather gloves and throws them to the soft earth. He is gentle to pry your cold hands away from your muddied face and he hisses quietly at the temperature of your skin compared to his. He examines the palms of your hands tenderly, âOuch⊠this must hurt. What were you thinking?â
Your foolishness almost causes Eddie to laugh, but after witnessing the genuine anxiety plaguing your features he decides not to.
âIt was too real.â You blubber, letting out a dampened sob and Eddieâs heart pangs with guilt and sorrow, âI couldnât find anyone and⊠and I saw you and I just couldnât think of anything elseâŠâ
âIâm sorry, love. Câmere, let me help you up.â Eddie is crouched down, his knees bent as he braces himself in front of your shaking frame. He outstretches his hands toward you and you take them hesitantly.
Thanks to Eddieâs strength he pulls your weak body up to meet his with ease and he hold you against his chest. Breathing softly as he tries to calm your laboured and nervous breaths.
âI really am sorry⊠itâs just me, âKay? Iâm not gonna hurt you. I promise.â He peppers comforting pecks into your hair and your nails claw at the back of his shirt, âIt mustâve been pretty scary; being out there all alone with me.â
You nod, your mind finally calming at the sound of his lulling and gentle voice.
âI do like the makeup.â Your confession is meek and muffled against his chest, âI think there must be something wrong with me.â You laugh, managing to pull away his chest and look at him much more confidently now.
âNot at all,â Eddie grins, âI think itâs quite the opposite, actually. Very normalâ it might even be considered vanilla to some people out there.â Although you have removed yourself from the skull painted manâs chest, the closeness between the both of you remains the same.
The truth was; Eddie had always admired you. Your intelligence and your cunning. You were beautiful, which was the cherry on top of your infectiously bright personality. He had noticed you at the beginning of the academic year and he was too chicken to talk to you. You both were connected through Steve but Steve never really paid attention to Eddieâs longing and begging looks toward you.
But Steve didnât have to say anything. Not anymore. Because you could see it for yourself. You could see beneath the intricate paint on his face that Eddie felt something for you. You werenât sure what it was; lust, a crush or plain friendship but you could see it. Feel it.
âYou must think Iâm a total freak.â
âYou have no idea who youâre talking to, sweetheart. I am the biggest freak to have ever lived.â Eddie lets out a giddy chuckle and his hands continue to rest lightly around your body. You welcome his lingering touch and his nearness. It felt familiar. Nice.
âWe both look like weirdos standing out here in the dark.â Your eyes scan around the auburn horizon of tall trees and a soft smile rests on your smudged lipstick covered lips, âPeople are going to think weâve been up to no good.â
Eddie smiles, his hand coming to stroke your cheek gently and tuck some of your rouge hair behind your ear, âWith how windswept your hair is, I wouldnât be surprised.â
You both stand there, the air is clouded with electrifying tension and you canât think of anything else other than how badly you want him to kiss you.
âI wanna take you out⊠on a date.â His hands cup your face, âWhen Iâm not this caricature. Iâll just be me and you will be you. You wonât have to run from meâŠâ His cold nose brushes the tip of yours, âI wonât have to chase you.â You can smell mint and nicotine on his breath and you have never been more intoxicated by anything in your entire life.
âWhatâd ya say, sweet girl? Let me take you somewhere nice so I can kiss you properly at the end of the night?â There is a slight desperation to his voice and you bite your lip to suppress a wide smile.
âIâd like you to chase me, Eddie. Chase me with daisies and a boombox and your guitar. You wonât have to run after me for longâŠâ You are dangerously close to him now, your breath quickening as you press a chaste kiss to the corner of his mouth. It takes every ounce of self control not to eat his entire mouth with yours, âTake me anywhere. As long as itâs with you.â
âI will.â He promises.
âAnd kiss me at the end of the night?â You are desperate yourself now, your eyes sparkling with moonlight as you look up into his shadowy hues.
âI will.â He strokes your hair so delicately; like you are the most precious thing he has ever handled, âI promise.â
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writing hiatus for a while :// my kitten broke my laptop screen and i canât stand writing on my phone . iâll be back as soon as i can! thanks to everyone whoâs been supportive of my writing thus far, and know that iâm not done here yet đč
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so iâm going to be insane again
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"redemption arcs are toxic, you shouldn't try to fix someone!"
actually it is so important to me that being in community and experiencing human connection can save people. thanks
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i love a sweet little fic to start the day đ„č
Curb⊠Curb!!
Requested by the lovely @pipsqueakkitten xoxo
Blurb: Eddie tries to help you pass your driving testâŠ
Pairing: Bestfriend!Eddie x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Anxiousness/anxiety is experienced, bad driving, fluff, kissing⊠thatâs it!
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Eddieâs favourite song thumps through the speakers in his van, the entire vehicle feels as if it is vibrating beneath your seat with every pulsing sound wave. Eddieâs fingers drum against the dashboard, his head banging up and down to the beat which makes his ringed hair flip wildly. Unbeknownst to Eddie, though, the music was only intensifying the anxiety ridden beast that had awoken deep inside of your stomach. You hated driving. Despised it, even, however you knew that if you wanted to ever make it out of this cursed town then you needed to get your license and quick.
âEddieâŠâ you whimper but your meek voice is lost beneath the music. Your hands are gripping the steering wheel so tightly that your knuckles have turned pale- the bones straining aggressively against the skin.
After being ignored you let out a huff, your eyes nearly welling with tears as you try to stop your legs from shaking- the âElvis Legâ is what your instructor calls it. When your nervous system lights up like a Christmas tree and the muscles in your calfâs spasm outwith your control.
âEddie!!â You manage to muster a yell, your throat is disturbingly dry in your panicked state and your palms are beginning to sweat against the leather of the steering wheel. You are oddly aware of the way your bare thighs are pressed against your seat, the stiff carpeted fabric irking the skin and suddenly how hot it is inside of the van.
âOh câmon, sweetheart!â Eddie flashes you a Cheshire toothy grin that you only manage to catch a second long glimpse of, âYou usually love this song!â His abdomen twists toward you, his chocolate brownie eyes drinking in your tense mannerisms.
Your elbows are locked in a 45° angle and your eyes are blown to the size of saucers. You look absolutely terrified and Eddieâs heart shrinks in his chest at the sight, âHoney? heyâŠâ His calluses covered finger tips hesitantly find the plush skin of your thigh, resting his hand there and allowing his fingertips to dance circles over your knees, âItâs okay. Iâm sorryâŠâ The music is turned all the way down with his free hand and you feel as though you can breathe again.
âI canât do this.â Your head shakes a top your shoulders as you mind swirls with nothing but doubt and frustration. Youâre never going to pass your test.
Eddie shushes you comfortingly, âYes you can. Thereâs no one around, love.â He scans the parking lot that is totally deserted, you are the only two there, âYou donât have to worry so much. Just take your time. Nice nâ easy.â
Nice and easy. Take your time.
There is a sharp intake of breath as you register Eddieâs hand on your thigh. Your eyebrows raised slightly in shock on your forehead as you flick your eyes over at him, smiling nervously.
âNow, if you just focus on your steering-â You exhale deeply, your fingers loosening slightly as you relax back onto the seat, âAim for that trash can over there.â Eddieâs ringed finger points off into the distance and you chew on your lip- a habit youâve gained as you concentrate.
You appreciate Eddieâs patience and how calm he is next to you. You arenât the best driver in the world and youâre grateful that Eddie is trying his best to make this as fun as possible for you. You know driving shouldnât stress anyone out as much as it stresses you out- but youâre an anxious person. You canât help it.
Listening to Eddie you circle around the empty spaces in the lot, driving toward the trash can Eddie had pointed out⊠however a sudden outburst from the messy headed man next to you makes your heart stop in your chest.
âCurb⊠curb!!â He reaches for the steering wheel, pulling it toward him and swerving you both out of the way. The van screeches to a haunt and your ears are ringing with fear as you try to ground yourself.
Eddie chuckles by your side but you donât feel like laughing, actually, your hand grabs at your chest desperate to calm your thundering heart. If you thought you were afraid before, this must be hell itself causing havoc inside of your chest.
Your vision blanks and all you can focus on is the short bursts of breath being sucked in and out of your mouth. Eddieâs voice is lost to the black cloud entrapping your mind.
âSweetheart? Baby?â His large palms find your shoulders shortly after he had unbuckled your seatbelt, âHoney, youâre scaring me.â You still are unable to respond, tears blurring your vision completely as your body starts to tremble uncontrollably.
âIâve got you⊠Iâve got you.â Eddie pulls you to his chest, holding your head there with your ear pressed flush against his pecks. You get sucked into the rhythm of his beating heart and its acts like an anchor, bringing you back to safety.
âI donât want to drive anymore today.â Your voice is a mix of sniffles and a hoarseness and Eddie quietly nods his head, acknowledging how fearful you are.
âHow about you sit on my lap as I take you home? Show you that thereâs nothing to be afraid ofâŠâ In reality, Eddie just wanted to keep you as close to him as possible. He can sense that his touch is comforting to you, but itâs also comforting to him to have you so near.
There is a pause, a moment of thought before you mod your head in agreement, allowing Eddie to slot beneath you in the drivers seat, âCan you see the road?â You question, your body is still on edge.
âYep, sure can.â He promises, pulling the seatbelt to its maximum length so itâll fit over the both of you. Eddie has a bad habit of not wearing a seatbelt very often, but he prioritises your safety above all else.. even his ego. âReady?â
âAs Iâll ever be,â And without another word Eddie speeds off into the distance, one hand leisurely placed on the steering wheel and the other rests on the inside of your thigh, squishing and gripping the skin.
You loved spending time with Eddie, it was why he was your best friend. You both spent nearly every waking moment together- laughing, fighting over who gets the last cookie and you always managed to partake in silly things like this.
He knew how to calm your wild heart just with a simple touch, just with a look or a smile. He knew you.
As your street approached in the distance Eddie laid a few peckish kisses onto your exposed shoulder, making you giggle at the contact. He would do anything to hear you laugh- to see you happy. Even if that meant he never got to tell you how he felt⊠how he loved you more than just being friends.
He thanks his lucky stars every night for the both of you meeting. It started in the halls at school, you werenât paying attention and you rammed into him- papers flew everywhere, your lips parted in utter shock and Eddie forced himself to laugh otherwise he would have been pissed. But once he got a good look at you.. part of him knew youâd be together. Friends or not.
âHere we are!â Eddie exclaims with a grin and you return a smile.
âYou wanna come in?â You ask, toying with the hem of your skirt, âEveryoneâs out for the night⊠I donât wanna be alone.â You shrug, trying to dismiss your honesty and Eddie twists the key in the ignition, the engine coming to a roaring stop.
âLead the way, mâlady.â Throwing open the van door you jump down from the seat, about to kiss the ground with happiness at the mere sight of it. Youâve never been more thrilled to have your feet on the ground than you are right now.
âI can stay the night, if youâd like? Can watch some cheesy movies and critique them together?â Your heart flutters.
âDeal- you just canât say anything bad about Dirty Dancing, okay? Otherwise Iâll take a swing at you.â You were joking partly. You just loved to watch Eddie squirm with annoyance, impatiently waiting to have his pick of the next film.
He groans, throwing his head back childishly, âFine.â He follows you into the empty house. Itâs dark and there is a prick of a chill in the air.
âIf I have to endure this fetish fest just because youâre madly in love with Patrick Swayze then you have to watch The Shining afterwards-â You interrupt him with a gasp.
Offended, you say, âI am not in love with Patrick Swayze!â Your voice is a shriek and Eddie smirks.
âYou so are! Gawking at his muscles. Why else would you watch it? You watch it to watch him!â Eddie can barely speak from laughing and you swat at his chest.
âI do not watch it for him! He isnât even attractive, he doesnât look like you!â A silence falls over the living room and you gulp all too loudly.
âWhat?â Eddie is no longer laughing and there is a seriousness in his voice.
âI didnât say anything-â
âDonât do that.â He shakes his head, stepping closer to you, âWhat did you say about Patrick Swayze not looking like me?â You can see Eddie fighting to stop a shit eating grin from blessing his face and your cheeks heat as he repeats your own words back at you.
âHe doesnât, evidentially.â You gesture to Eddies body, your eyes shooting wide as you realise how bitchy you sound, âNo- itâs a good thing! I like the way you look- I love the way you look. I donât like him. Thatâs what Iâm trying to say-â As you ramble Eddie watches you closely, his eyes falling to your lips.
âGod, do you ever shut up?â Your jaw falls slack and before you can even think of a reply Eddie presses his lips to yours. The warmth of him being so near envelopes you and transports you to a whole new dimension.
The kiss is sweet and tender, Eddie wants to be careful with you. He doesnât want to ruin this. But he doesnât know how badly you want him. How badly you have wanted this for so long.
âPatrick fucking Swayze cannot compare to all of this.â Eddieâs hands stroke down his chest, his hips swaying from side to side causing you to snort out a laugh.
âNo⊠no he canât.â You agree, your voice gentle as you pull Eddie back to you, going in for another kiss.
This time, youâre not letting him go.
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eddie is literally a little kleptomaniac. heâs just always taking shit thatâs not his. he doesnât even really register it as âiâm stealingâ heâs justâŠtakes it.
youâve lost so many hair ties, graphic tees, chapsticks, jewelry, etc. all for it to some day show up either on eddie or somewhere in his trailer.
he even stole your earrings once. and eddieâs ears arenât even pierced.
wellâŠthey werenât pierced, but when he saw the skull studs sitting on your dresser he didnât even think twice before he took them and made his way to your bathroom to poke the shit out of his ears with the earrings. you noticed them a week later when he had his hair tied up and when he told you how he pierced them himself, you scolded him and made him take them out so you could properly clean the piercing to avoid an infection.
he takes silverware and tiny plates from restaurants, fancy pens from service desks, dozens and dozens of lighters (you would think heâs an arsonist with the amount of lighters scattered around his room), the list goes on and on.
eddie is also the type of guy to snack on shit in the middle of grocery shopping before even paying. heâll be strolling behind you when all of a sudden you hear him opening a bag of chips. you look back at him and heâs just casually munching on some doritos whilst looking at whateverâs on the shelf. he doesnât even care, just shrugs and says, âi was hungry and weâre in a super market, why would i continue to starve?â
you call him your little raccoon <3
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the idea of standing in between a manâs legs whoâs just been in a fight and is all bruised and battered while tending to his wounds âŠ. all while his hand (a hand who id usually rough and malicious) is gently placed on the back of your thigh, just below your ass âŠ. heâs looking at you as if youâve hung the moon in the sky âŠâŠâŠ.. it gets me going
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I want to follow him around like a cat and run in front of his feet and trip him
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I want to be in a threesome with both bi men talking about me as if I'm not present, "Look how wet she is." "How bad do you want to fuck her?" "What position do you want her in?" "She's got you so hard, look at you, you're throbbing."
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blah blah blah proper name place name backstory stuff
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