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I need to stop stressing out about not accomplishing enough while I’m still young. 😅 Life is long, and there’s not need to rush it all now.
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It took me a long time to feel okay with giving myself compliments. But as I learned how to do that, I definitely started to build my self confidence more! ✨ Remember to be kind to yourself everyone. 💛
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Even though we may feel broken inside, we can still heal. ❤️️ It’s okay to not know how yet- I’m still learning and trying things myself.
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Sending infinite bunny hearts your way! 💌 I hope your February is filled with so much love for your self, your friends + family, and the good things around you!
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another night of sighs and realizations
i truly expected this to happen, but it’s so much more than it seems when it finally arrived at your doorstep.
i didn’t know that it’ll affect me this much. maybe i’m still that hopeless romantic girl from 2014. i’m still that girl who believes in fairytales. but you know what? being this kind of girl sucks.
why? you’ll believe in something good despite of all odds. you’ll believe that someone will love you despite all your flaws. you’ll believe everything’s gonna be okay… but it’s not.
it’s such a sad thing being hurt all the time but you’re still unable to guard your heart. i thought everything’s going fine. but it turns out that it’s all in my head. all in my head, my solace, my comfort, my dreams.
being stuck in this kind of predicament clearly showed that i haven’t learned from what happened in the past. i’m still that thick-headed girl who loves so much, in the point of forgetting herself for the one she loves.
yes, i expected this to happen. maybe i was just lost in translation. maybe i was in awe that time thinking that he likes me. but you know? it turns out that he’s like those guys who don’t keep their promises which always leads to a broken heart. i blindedly thought you were different.. but you’re not.
i don’t really know if i’ll still believe in love again.. because the more i think of it, the more afraid i am to risk all over again.
all of my life, i’ve been chasing people, begging for their love.
and at this moment, i’m tired of running. i’m tired of chasing people. i’m tired of everything. maybe love wasn’t meant for me after all.
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another night of sighs and realizations
i truly expected this to happen, but it's so much more than it seems when it finally arrived at your doorstep.
i didn't know that it'll affect me this much. maybe i'm still that hopeless romantic girl from 2014. i'm still that girl who believes in fairytales. but you know what? being this kind of girl sucks.
why? you'll believe in something good despite of all odds. you'll believe that someone will love you despite all your flaws. you'll believe everything's gonna be okay... but it's not.
it's such a sad thing being hurt all the time but you're still unable to guard your heart. i thought everything's going fine. but it turns out that it's all in my head. all in my head, my solace, my comfort, my dreams.
being stuck in this kind of predicament clearly showed that i haven't learned from what happened in the past. i'm still that thick-headed girl who loves so much, in the point of forgetting herself for the one she loves.
yes, i expected this to happen. maybe i was just lost in translation. maybe i was in awe that time thinking that he likes me. but you know? it turns out that he's like those guys who don't keep their promises which always leads to a broken heart. i blindedly thought you were different.. but you're not.
i don't really know if i'll still believe in love again.. because the more i think of it, the more afraid i am to risk all over again.
all of my life, i've been chasing people, begging for their love.
and at this moment, i'm tired of running. i'm tired of chasing people. i'm tired of everything. maybe love wasn't meant for me after all.
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Oo nagbago siya.
Nagbago siya para sa iba.
Pero hindi para sayo.
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Tapos yung feeling ng sobrang worthless mo sa kanya.
Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit.
Ni hindi nya man lang makita yung mga efforts mo to save the friendship.
Lahat ng nakikita nya puro kamalian mo.
Tangina.
Sobrang nakakafrustrate. Feeling ko anytime sasabog na ako.
Dapat kasi tinuloy ko na noon pa yung pagpapasagasa sa truck e.
Bakit pa kasi ako umatras.
Tanginang buhay to.
Puro kaputanginahan.
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nagiistay nalang for the sake ng pinagsamahan,
pero hindi na talaga masaya.
ang lungkot.
sobrang nakakalungkot.
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at this wee hour of the night, my mind keeps wondering what have i done horribly wrong in my past life for all the mishaps i'm experiencing right now. one thing that could make me happy is for him to love me again. it just hurts to know that he doesn't have that spark that he used to have months ago. i just realized that despite of all his bullshits, lies, and craps,
my heart will still beat for him, and for him alone.
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