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[delshere]

You really were the best thing in our lives…

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I have a lot of feelings

[delshere]

I’ve just stopped sobbing my eyes out, you can’t do this to me

I am in nothing but pain

“Achilles Displaying the Body of Hector at the Feet of Patroclus“

Patroclus’ rotting body, in a king's bed, swaddled in blankets, as a careful Achilles points to the Hector’s dead body, tossed to the ground like a towel, like saying ‘I’ve done it. I’ve gotten my revenge and I’ll be with you soon, my love’.

You’ve done it. You’ve officially broken me.

[delshere]

Lams reincarnated babyyyy

I love the idea of Lams having spent their past life with each other and having habits with each other that are like second instinct to each other, which makes them say shit even they don’t understand

like, their first meeting is like 

Friend: This is my friend John

Alex, starstruck: Marry me

John: You dumbass we’ve been married for 15 years

Alex: What

John: What

And like Alex is a chad that hates cutesy nicknames because it infantilizes him or whatever but is a complete blushing mess when John calls him ‘my dear boy’. John then apologizes bc he didn’t say it intentionally and Alex is so sad- he has this chad persona to keep up, so he can’t just say that ‘oh, never stop bc that makes me weak at the knees I love you so much and we’ve met like 2 hours ago’.

Like Alex never thought he was gay but now? Now????? 

Also I’d like to imagine a situation where they’re a friend of a friend to each other, and when they have to say goodbye John literally just swoops in and kisses him as he did in his previous life and Alex also goes with it as if it’s the most simple thing in the world

Then later there’s the ‘what the fuck did I do’ moment, but it never stops them from doing so again. And again. And again. Until friend mentions that kissing your homies goodbye is not normal, and he’s like ‘Bitch he’s not my homie he’s my husband’

So then they’re known as husbands in the friend group and they both act like it, making them think that they’re acting but in reality they’re just madly in love with each other

[delshere]

But, like, hear me out

A lams reincarnation AU where Alexander finds out that one of his close friends- Lin- is writing a musical about him, and the first fucking thing he does is demand to play Jefferson.

Lin: Hey, childhood friend, what do you think about this idea for a mixtape?

Alexander: Is Jefferson in it?

Lin: Uh- I mean, weird question, but yes-

Alexander: Gimme

Alexander was surprised to see that Lin’s version of Jefferson was completely different to the Virginian that he knew, but he completely nailed the ‘audition’ and got one part of the role- someone even told him that he embodied the soul of Jefferson, and he never felt to offended in his life.

God damn it, he took the role to take the piss out of him, not to ‘hOnoR HiS mEmOry’ >:(

To get the role, he also had to play Lafayette, which was slightly harder- he wasn’t the best at rapping, but he spent day and night memorizing and perfecting ‘Guns and Ships’, and eventually he got into the official cast of Hamilton.

The musical Jefferson actually was much more similar to Hamilton than he’d like to admit- Loud, flamboyant and colorful, just like he was when he was Treasury Secretary. In fact, he felt most at home playing the role, being on that stage as Thomas.

He made friends with the rest of the cast, especially Anthony and Philippa- he admits that there is much personal bias in that. Seeing Philippa on stage made a warm feeling appear in his chest, yet when he watched Anthony play... his Laurens, a flaming hot rod sears his heart, burning it in the best and worst way possible. 

Lin asks him if he’s alright every day, yet he can’t say a thing, all he can do is stare at Anthony and feel as if his heart is being suffocated.

That is not Laurens. Anthony isn’t his Jack. To have him that close, yet only an illusion, hurts beyond what words can describe.

Hamilton is an instant hit. Suddenly, he’s a celebrity for acting as his mortal enemy- quite hilariously ironic, and he genuinely hopes that Jefferson- wherever he is- sees how much fun Alex had with making him look like a spoiled brat.

Somewhere in Slovakia, a man is forced by his sister to watch this musical about some Americans. He genuinely has no idea why the actor with the fake french accent steals his attention so easily, nor why his heart stops when an obnoxiously smirking man, dressed in a ridiculous magenta, looks dead into the camera.

That smile seems so... familiar.