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what’s up i’m running on 2 hours of sleep LET’S GOOOO

also i started watching the reboot last night it’s pretty great

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Trigger Warning

Because he threatened to burn my house down

Because I was six

Because he said he was my friend

Because I was afraid to tell my mom because she was suicidal

Because he wasn’t the only one and he wasn’t the last to do it

Because he was my boyfriend of 3 years and I didn’t think people would believe it wasn’t consensual

Because when his mom found out she said it was okay because she had raped a kid when she was his age

Because they told him boys will be boys

Because they told me that I’m going to ruin his life and I need to shut up

Because I was more concerned about him than me because I felt worthless

Because I felt it was my fault

Because I said 1 yes after 18 no’s

Because I can’t even convince myself to tell my family let alone authorities.

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Nevermind, 2019 was a saint. 2020 is demonic.

Dear 2019

I never thought I would be here to see you

I never thought I would feel what I feel to be welcomed into your grasp

I want to cry and laugh

You feel different than the others

Electric runs through you already and I’m terrified

But I believe in you

Do not let me down like your sisters before

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this is it, this is literally what and how buzzfeed unsolved: true crime is

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i have had this picture open in a tab at work for like four days now. instant picker-upper. look at dis baaaby

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No one be listening to me that's why I got a blog in the first place

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I wanna ask you to not marry me. Forever. I would do that.

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how to stop endlessly analyzing your own behavior as if you were a scientific experiment

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hozier: here’s a love song about satan clandestinely falling in love with a human woman, here’s another about rotting in a field with my sweetheart and getting eating by the local fauna, and finally here is one about being reincarnated as a shrike and skewering small rodents onto my beloved’s thorns, who, of course, reincarnated into a thorny plant...as a shrike does

me, every time:

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Thank

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*MICKEY MOUSE VOICE* YOURE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE THE WRATH OF A GOD

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making someone a cup of tea as a love language

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what am i doing with my life?