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CW : gore

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Carmen, Judgement

"A period of awakening, brought on by the act of self-reflection, such that we can have a clearer and objective understanding about where we are now and where we are headed"

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Current mood

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curly talks

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"In the back of my mind, It’s always there…."

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i decided to do more sneakers poses wit swansea, y'know, why not?

How the pictures were made:

Dunno how to draw funny shit sorry.

i also have no idea how Daisuke managed to convince Swansea to pose...

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Cant stop thinking about this

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That phrase stuck with me...

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something something only female survivor something something themes of autonomy

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Ok but like random thought. AM from (I have no mouth but I must scream) took away Ted's ability to scream completely disfiguring his face and taking any human attribute from him and in the story we consider that the ultimate form of torture. Then after watching Mouthwashing (yes watch, thank you all mighty Markplier did a gameplay) I think that it's kinda opposite what happened to each character. Ted lost his ability to scream while Curly can only scream, blink and breath. It's nothing specific but I really been thinking who got it worst idk. Might draw them tweeking at some point xd gotta love intense lore here.

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"Are you okay?"

They are dating✍(◔◡◔)

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This is probably the weirdest way to show that I'm in the Mouthwashing fandom, and like nobody is going to see this BUT

If I see ONE MORE person compare Ted to Jimmy I'm going to LOSE MY FUCKING MIND. Is this another testament to people not understanding Ted's overall role in the story and his character arc? YES, YES IT IS. RE READ THE BOOK. RE LISTEN TO THE RADIO DRAMA. GAME IS IT'S OWN CONVERSATION THAT WILL TAKE TOO LONG FOR ME TO DISECT + IT HAS IT'S OWN STORY AND THUS WILL NOT BE INCLUDED HERE.

Jimmy is a jealous man, who assaults (and unfortunately impregnates) Anya, and then tries to crash the ship so he doesn't have to deal with the consequences, and when everyone lives, they live in misery BECAUSE OF HIM. He is the co-pilot, he has more power and authority over the others, and he ACTIVELY makes things worse, and is at fault for the crash and the subsequent fallout. (this section is shorter, simply because I've been in the IHNMAIMS fandom much longer and have way more thoughts on Ted) Ted, on the other hand, is not at fault for the world ending. He is just as trapped as the other five, he's more prone to mental manipulation and THINKING he's better off, but he really isn't. He doesn't have more power of the others because he's also a victim. He is by no means a great guy, or even a good guy; They key difference is that at the end of his story, the book, he actually fucking HELPS. Rather than make his friends continue to live in misery, he puts them out of it, and rather than end his own suffering, he spends those precious few seconds he could be ramming an icicle into himself, comforting Ellen as she dies. It doesn't make up for what he's thought and said, BUT, it's something at least. It's remorse, it's letting her finally be content, it's trying to give her the empathy she showed him time and time again. And he gets turned into a horrid slug creature after, he actively suffers more than everyone else for the rest of time- he self sacrifices so his friends could be at peace. TLDR: Jimmy is objectively selfish and doesn't change much throughout the game, save for MAYBE the very end (ig putting Curly in the pod is one brownie point for him) however Ted actually shows growth by the end of the story, and makes a point to end the suffering of his friends, while ultimately sacrificing himself in the process. If I catch another person equating these two I'm just gonna start throwing hammers at them I DON'T CARE. I am THE Ted defender, and I WILL stand my ground that, while he is no where near perfect, he DOES become a better person by the end of the story and deserves to have that acknowledged. anyway this has been sick rants with me, feel free to add on in reblogs or perchance spark a FRIENDLY debate. I apologize if I come off rude here, Ted and IHNMAIMS have been a hyperfixation of mine for months and I am very easily riled up about the story and characters. adding new tag ; Jace rants 🗯️ ! For all my ranting escapades from now on.

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uhh yea

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Comfort

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Billy and Stu have been rotting my brain for about a year now so I commissioned @pelcrow to draw the boys for me. Lloyd’s skill and hard work never fail to amaze me and his art always puts a smile on my face. Please go check it out and show him some love🫶🫶

So so happy with my murder husbands. They are in love your honour. 🔪🩸❤️

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loses sleep to draw hyperfixation art it's fine

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