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I swear to FUCK, if anyone calls me a sunset when I die I’m going to haunt them

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Home is for the heartless // Parkway Drive (my edit)

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Will these thoughts ever stop?

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Three years

1095 Days

26,280 hours

Each moment that has passed is both a fleeting instant and an entire lifetime.

The clouds seem a little heavier, the sun more dim, and the stars are farther away than ever.

I never wanted to imagine a life without you, because I never thought I would make it this far. You fought so hard for so long, but now you’re at peace. No longer hurting, your breath no longer ragged and heavy.

You never gave up, so neither will I.

I will drag the sun across the sky myself if that means I can grow into the man you were. I miss you Dad, you’ll always be with me.

#personal #grief

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My inner child is screaming at me to let him drown

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‘MASOCHIST’ by POLARIS

my edit @pacificmeatlanticyou

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We took a chance, a shot in the dark

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Just once, only once, I would like to feel love with the same intensity as I give it.

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I want so badly to be able to wake up just one single day and not want to die.

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“Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible.”

— Lisa Kleypas

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Some people you try so hard to please everyday but they’re never happy with you. Some people you barely do anything for but they’re so appreciative for the very little you’ve done for them.

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“I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning”

— Charlotte Erikkson

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“If you can’t do anything about it then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”

— Tony Gaskins