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UGHHHH I WANT THIS SO BAD I HATE HAVING WHALE LEGS

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Meme of the day

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reasons why i want to be sk1nny:

- i won’t be the ugly fat friend anymore

- guys (and girls) will like me, not my friends

- i can hug people without being scared of them feeling my stomach

- wearing cropped tops

- wearing tight, body forming dresses and clothing

- being looked at and asked if i want something to eat out of concern

- being cold on 30° celsius days

- someone can carry me

- being picked for a lead in a musical

- my school uniform fitting properly

- thigh gap 🤩🤩

- being able to fit both my hands around my leg without having to stretch

- shopping at op shops and being able to wear everything there

- looking like the characters i so often read about in my books

- walking through the house and not making a sound

- rings fitting my fingers

- baggy clothing looking actually good 🥹🥹

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this eating disorder shit is like a full time job bro. a life style. talk about overworked & underpaid.

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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

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my mutuals and i praying that july will be the month we miraculously lose 30 lbs:

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Reminder since some of y'all keep freaking the fuck out:

You will NOT gain weight if your intake is below your TDEE.

Food weight and water weight are temporary.

If your TDEE is 1,800cal and you eat 1,700cal, you are STILL AT A CALORIC DEFICIT.

Don't beat yourselves up for having a "suboptimal" day <3

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Don’t fuel yourself with junk ✨

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does anyone have any tips on staying motivated? i’ve fallen into comfort eating and i don’t know how to stop myself if i get a craving

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some pink thinspo because why not

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reasons to keep going!!

1. small hands

2. rings will look better

3. confident in bikinis

4. people will worry and care ab me

5. belly button ring

6. cute crop tops

7. i will finally hace a thigh gap

8. the feeling when you stand up and see spots

9. people can pick me up

10. i can say i glowed up

11. so im not out of breath

12. no more rolls

13. i can share clothes

14. ill be invited places

15. i can wear a tanktop and not worry

16. mom jeans will look good

17. wont be the fat friend

18. no double chin

19. ppl will think im hot

20. look good in everything

21. to be the skinny friend

22. the attention

23. the control

24. hitting my gws

25. be able to take pictures/ post on social media

26. lose my period

27. look cute in baggy sweatpants and tanktop

28. put my hair up without worrying ab my side profile

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i will look like this. no matter what. i’ll make sure of it.

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I CANT ECEN FUCKING DO BEIJG ANOREXIC RIGHT

how do I fail at even this

JUST STOP EATING

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the way not eating is actually a lot of work. I have to plan according to what im gonna eat when, who’s gonna be there, coming up with lies, its a whole full time job frfr

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Meme of the day

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I’m so afraid that the calories in everything I eat aren’t accurate