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Geeeeet Solsticed (silliness below)

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My hands itch to touch datv but I can't. I know this game's gonna smash me into the wall (μ_μ)

So it's time to reminisce about the good old days when I drew Solas as Fen'harel based on concept art only

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True! Larian Studios did it before BioWare

People being like 'I only love bg3 now cause datv RUINED Dragon Age for me' meanwhile bg3 canonized my character from the first two games not existing and shat on the character development of two of my favorite characters

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My favourite Dragon Age children (♡-_-♡)

Of course, I haven't forgotten about Hawk….. but I played the default character, and I love him dearly.

Cousland is taking the heat for all the heteros because he has not one woman, but two.

Still have to play Veilguard and create another elf character

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I just can't. I would love to keep drawing for this fandom, but the treatment of my favourite character is just killing me. Holy shit, they compared Tamlin to Trump, compared him to Snape, who's next? Hitler?

Fuck all that. I don't know if I'll be drawing for ACOTAR again any time soon. Sorry to everyone who came to me for this.

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I will never stop asking about how my Awakening crew is. Bioware might have forgotten about them but I won't. They're just as special as all my other babies <3

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Scanned in all the pages with Solas from The Art of Dragon Age: The Veilguard :D love the concept arts so much

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God I should just draw my da husband Nathaniel Howe's glorious tits instead of proving to people again that their inventions are NOT IN THE CANON OF THE BOOK DAMN IT I need to go touch the grass

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You know what's funny? That it's not true. Tamlin changed many of the traditions of his court for the better, so all the aristocracy left. Nothing has changed in Rhys's court in 500 years. Rhys sold all the courts to Amarantha and no one said a word to him.

Like... When you say things like that, do you even remember what you're reading?

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Sketch of Anora and Loghain for a thingy I'm trying to do

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I need a little break from this fandom, I've become too angry. But we won't abandon you! I hope you'll wait for new chapters ❤ (ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc)

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Every once in a while I come back to this game

Dragon Age: Awakening

Romance of the Warden-Commander of Orlais and Nathaniel Howe my roman empire

…. What do you mean "there is no romance in Awakening"? Shut up! They kissed, I saw it with my own eyes!!!

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Don't you think it's ironic that the fandom hates Tamlin for exactly the same reason it loves Rhysand?

Locked Feyre in the Spring Manor -> Locked Feyre in the Moonstone Palace

lied to Feyre to protect her (didn't tell about her new powers)-> lied to Feyre to protect her (didn't admit that he was her mate; pregnancy)

Causes Feyre injuries (he has ptsd; driven to a nervous breakdown by Feyra herself) -> causes Feyre injuries (UTM)

Collaborated with the enemy for a noble purpose - to save his beloved woman, and spy ->

Collaborated with the enemy for a noble purpose - to save his family, and spy

Participated in the murder of Rhysand's family -> participated in the murder of Tamlin's family

Punishes his subordinates with corporal punishment (the guard and Ianta's dispute) -> punishes his subordinates with corporal punishment (Keir, Illyrians)

Collects taxes from its citizens -> collects taxes from its citizens (five fucking manors bro are you serious?)

You know what the difference is? Tamlin bears the consequences of his bad choices. But sjm safely spared Rhysand any consequences of his bad actions.

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Oh, wait, let me tell you! This is going to sound incredible, but fem-Rhysand would be much better in the context of the story! Look, the world sjm wrote is extremely misogynistic. Fem-Rhysand is not only a woman, she is also a half-breed. It is clear why she is not accepted in her own state for a long time. It is clear why the policy of terror is necessary. It is clear why a dumb jock like Cassian is needed as Illyria's general - Fem-Rhysand does not dictate, she puts her words into the mouth of a man who is more respected. And it is clear why Amren is needed as an advisor - a scarecrow for children and adults. And it is clear why change takes time. A female High Lord/High Lady trying to ban something? The rebellion is tomorrow!

Sorry, I saw this post and my thoughts went crazy

If only Nesta were a male, he would be forgiven so quickly and people would love him. Hot, sassy, no-BS brother? Hot.

If only Rhys were a female, she would be vilified, scrutinized, and mocked as an ultra-privileged woman taking advantage of young Feyre, being rude to everyone, and thinking her court is the best.

Female Rhys could beg all she wanted for forgiveness for the SA-ing of Feyre UTM, but the fandom would never ignore it the way they do with male Rhysand. If we knew female Rhysand and Cassian beat the hell out of Azriel back then, Cassian would still be forgiven easily, and female Rhysand would be hated with reasons like, 'She should know better!' Meanwhile, Cassian would get a free pass—just like now. Misogynistic fandom.

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I storyboarded a new chapter of the comic and damn… it's even longer than the last chapter

Help _(:\ 」∠)_

but there's a little bit of Calanmai in there. A little bit ( . .)φ__

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tw: A Court of Thorns and Roses, UTM

"Swift as lightning, he lashed out, grabbing the shard of bone in my arm and twisting. A scream shattered out of me, ravaging my aching throat. The world flashed black and white and red. I thrashed and writhed, but he kept his grip, twisting the bone a final time before releasing my arm. Panting, half sobbing as the pain reverberated through my body, I found him smirking at me again."

Sjm wrote this, not me. I want you all to remember that.