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Eternatus really is you! At your grand entrance you were a rift and mass of hands, and that beast is just one giant menacing hand..! And a bit of a shame you havent played sun and moon- they literally have a thing called ultra beasts..! And one of them reminded me a bit of you- looks a bit clown ish- i know youre a jester and theres a difference- but its gimmick was that it would lob its balloon head at people and itd explode..! Not that i want your head to explode, but the detaching head reminded me of you.

"I can make my head explode actually~"

*shadow milk pops his head off, tosses it at the wall and it explodes into confetti-

He then.. summons a new head?? Putting it back on like nothing happened?????*

"but, I'll play it at some point, the legendary, lunala, reminds me of my sister!"

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I love all of those..!! I spent hours shiny hunting eevees to get a shiny sylveon in pkmn moon! And type null is so freaking cool..!! I really love their design and their story..! Also have you heard gladeons theme?! It's amazing!

"okay so I haven't played Pokemon moon- yet. I did play sword..

ETERNATUS IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL. just some beast that just SHOWS UP as a MASSIVE THREAT! hehahahahaha!"

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Oh? What did you write? Please do share..! And if you also wanna talk about the game you're currently obsessed about, then please do!

"sage wanted me to write a backstory for the monster in his book...but~....currently a game I've taken a liking to because of my little phantom is Pokemon!

Zorua, hoopa, shiny Sylveon, HAVE YOU SEEN TYPE NULL!?

my team has amazing totally not hacked Pokemon~.."

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Ah that part yeah... i think most anons are gamers and are hyped you know one of their fav games, but that's still a bit mean if they don't ask more about your interests... so have you drawn anything lately? Or any news on the theatre front? Written any plays?

"there's other games I like that I'm MUCH more obsessed with..that they might like too, they just ah~ don't bother to ask!

Hmph..

Hm..I did write a book.."

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Yeah thats super weird. Who knows what the creator of that book was thinking when they made it? And just abandoned it or something? As for the anons: some come and go. Youre a really complex character, so new ones might not know a lot about your fears and triggers? I dunno... im sorry its like that.

"it's not that..

It's like.. me as a cookie. My likes, interests, my hobbies..

How is I THE GREAT MASTER SHADOW MILK COOKIE's interests unknown!?

I literally call myself a playwright, an author, I'm a known puppeteer, theatrical writer and ARTIST! hmph....." *Hic*

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They looked really relieved to be out of that book at least? But might take time to fully recover? Also your feelings matters too..! Im really sorry some anons seem really careless, but a lot of us do really care about you.

"they were super relived..

That book DISGUSTS me... sealing a soul like that.. to think it existed within the academy's walls..

urgh..

...

I know some do but lately it seems like they do not know me whatsoever, that then seems like not caring.."

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Ah! ( i leave the rest of the oreos on the ground and rUN! ) Sooooorryyyyyyy!!

"you. better.."

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Sage ate chapstick

coped his words down darn links not working

“Sage did you expect Shadow Milk to decide to eat your chapstick after the at kiss?

f: ..admittedly I ate some too-“

"PFFT"

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Its ok shadow milk... feelings are complicated. Youre taking so good care of them now and watching over them. Youre doing such a good job! So are you satisfied with their looks? You mentioned making them a hybrid? You got so excited for that!

"I don't care how I feel, I care how they feel. Are they happy..?"

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Did you feed Sol? Pure Vanilla noticed someone already fed him. We do care I just think some of the anons aren’t the best at showing it.

(ooc not like I’m any better my lack of communication skills curses me again)

I just learned Sage also ate his own chapstick so your not the only one hehe here an apology

*gives the wolf a box of assorted chapstick* since you liked sages so much I got you your own sigh I don’t want to encourage your unhealthy habits but idk how else to make up for my own communication mistakes

"yeah I gave Soleil some milk..

Something healthy for a hybrid..

... and pfft. Yeah sure.

...

Sage ate chapstick?

...hmmmmmmmmm" *shadow may eat the chapstick but will eventually get tired of artificial flavours*

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Why do you feel guilt over your friend? What happened wasn't your fault. And you freed them! Gave them a body! That's no small feat!

"I can't help it okay..

It's a complicated feeling.."

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( i stack oreos on smilks buddy )

*shadow milk teleports them away only to VIOLENTLY glare at you for disturbing his sleeping ill, weak buddy, a protective, almost parental urge taking over him...you have 5 seconds to start running before smilk pulls out another guillotine*

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how bout we try some ice breakers if you want us to ask

What’s your current hyperfixation

do you have special interests

What’s your favorite book

I could do more but I don’t want to overwhelm

"genuinely. Do you even care to hear or am I just shouting to the void?

I've been through ENOUGH lately. I don't need this.

I'm losing my fucking souljam light, I feel immense guilt for what happened with my buddy, I'm losing my SHIT over here. And everything else going on in this prison I call my brain!

so be. Honest. Am I shouting to a PATHETIC VOID!? AM I?"

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Milk you can eat all the non food you want just don’t teach your children to do it to nilla would probably freak if Sol started copying that bad habit of yours

"yeah whatever.. blah blah blah..

Ugh..all I've been told is scolds and clear affirmation of not caring about me..I'm just gonna go sleep with my buddy...."

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To be fair you don’t exactly make it clear what your interested in how can we talk about your interests if we don’t know what they are

"YOU PEOPLE NEVER ASK!! yeesh. It's like you really don't care!

If you don't care why are you even talking to me! Go bother the others you care for more! Because you don't care about me whatsoever!"

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Well excuse us for taking an interest in your interests

"deltarune isn't my interest right now.. didn't I already say that? I have a hyperfixation on something else..

Yikes. I only mentioned I liked the damn game.. now you all think I'm obsessed with it?

how about EXCUSE ME for having knowledge on a game. That literally everyone knows.

ugh..

Do you actually have an interest in my interest or are you only interested when it's something you're interested in? Because yikes! Even I can feign interest....kinda hurts you don't actually care about me."

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Maybe we should try giveing him so much food he won’t have space for non food in his stomach 🧐

"and fatten me up more? I'm already chubby.."