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                      𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐀𝐑𝐄    :  𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑  𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄  .

the  ghost  of  you  .

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jacket mod … 😳

hmm

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hmm

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tumbles and falls in

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softer prompts

“  i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  you make me feel safe.  ”   “  i think i might be in love with you.  ” “  i just like seeing you happy.  ” “  just let me take care of you.  ” “  you’re my family.  ” “  i can stay, if you want.  ” “  you make me feel alive.  ” “  you’re captivating.  ” “  i want you to know i’ll always be here for you. whatever you need.  ” “  you don’t have to tell me anything, we can just sit here.  ” “  i trust you. more than anyone else.  ” “  you have a beautiful soul.  ” “  i feel like i could watch you all day. everything you do has a touch of magic to it.  ” “  i hope i see you in my dreams.  ” “  do you trust me?  ” “  you don’t ever have to pretend. not with me. not ever.  ” “  i love you, every part of you. even the parts you don’t like.  ” “  you make everything a little easier.  ” “  will you just…hold me? please.  ” “  just tell me everything’s gonna be okay.  ” “  you’re enough. you’re more than enough.  ” “  you have my heart in your hands. be gentle with it.  ” “  i wanna be the one you go to. the first one you tell when there’s something good. the shoulder to cry on when it’s bad. and every mundane thing in between. i want to share it all with you.  ” “  i have faith in you.  ” “  i’ve never met anyone quite like you.  ” “  knowing you is like…coming home. like i’ve finally found something that’s been missing all this time.  ” “  every hard thing in my life feels worth it. it all led me to you.  ” “  i feel like i could endure anything as long as i have you to come home to.  ” “  i can tell something’s bothering you.  ” “  what can i do to help?  ” “  come on. let’s get out of here.  ” “  i’m taking you somewhere special.  ” “  where are you taking me?  ” “  i don’t need grand gestures or declarations of love. i just need you. all of you.  ” “  you make me feel like i’m worthy.  ” “  you deserve good things.  ” “  i want to be your home.  ” “  loving you is like something holy.  ” “  i made you something.  ” “  come back to bed.  ” “  stay the night with me.  ” “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “   you wanna talk about it?  ” “  did you wanna tell me something?  ”  “  you’ll always have me.  ” “  i’m proud of you.  ”   “  i need you.  ” “  thank you. for always being there for me.  ” “  don’t ever let anyone make you doubt your worth.  ” “  i’m not leaving you. not ever.  ”   “  you have kind eyes.  ”   “  sleep, my love. i’ll keep the nightmares away.  ”   “  there’s so much light in you.  ” “  i want you here.  ”  

ACTIONS: 

❀ for a forehead kiss ✦ for our muses to hold hands ❉ for one muse to nap against the other ✱ for one muse to surprise the other ✸ for our muses to cuddle  ❄ for our muses to enjoy the first snow of winter  ♛ for my muse to teach yours something new ☂ for our muses to stargaze  ♡ for one muse to wake the other with breakfast in bed ♤ for a kiss on the palm ☁ for our muses to get caught in the rain without an umbrella ☀ for one muse to surprise the other with a home-cooked meal  ☾ for one muse to hug the other without explanation  ♞ for one muse to give the other a massage  ✞ for one muse to give the other flowers ✔ for one muse to caress the other’s face ✚ for our muses to shower/bathe together  ＄for one muse to catch the other staring lovingly 

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ILL GET TO REPLIES SOON

feel free to send me ask memes !

i fell off the face of the earth oops

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i fell off the face of the earth oops

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morning after starters

“  last night was nice.  ” “  lets do this again some time.  ” “  i’ll leave my number.  ” “  i gotta go, sorry.  ” “  can’t you at least stay for breakfast?  ” “  i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere.  ” “  next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first.  ” “  if we do this again you better buy me dinner first.  ” “  i don’t think my legs work again yet.  ” “  i don’t wanna get up.  ” “  no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers.  ” “  there’s no way i can hide these marks…  ” “  this was probably a mistake.  ” “  this can’t happen again.  ” “  you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.  ” “  are you watching me sleep?  ” “  you look cute all frazzled like this.  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed.  ” “  something wrong? ” “  i’d stay if i could, i promise.  ” “  so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “  i made breakfast.  ” “  how do you take your coffee?  ” “  fuck! i’m late—  ” “  did you turn the alarm off?  ” “  if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window.  ” “  i can’t find my shirt.  ” “  babe, we slept in.  ” “  i know you’re awake.  ” “  i’ll stay.  ” “  why don’t you stay?  ” “  i like waking up with you.  ” “  i like having you here at night.  ” “  you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this.  ” “  so when are we gonna actually go on a real date?  ” “  do i smell bacon?  ” “  you made pancakes?  ” “  come on, come back to bed.  ” “  you weren’t there when i woke up.  ” “  i thought you left.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ” “  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ” “  you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool.  ” “  you talk in your sleep, ya know.  ”  

ACTIONS:  1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them  6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood  10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral  11. for lazy morning sex  12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare  13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home  15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before  

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me , who just remade the acc

also me : gghhhh ship

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how writing on tumblr actually feels like

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im dummy and got exhausted real quick but i havent forgotten

starter call ? ♡

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starter  for  @scifibullshit​

  𝐇𝐄'𝐒  𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐘  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒𝐀𝐘. How  it  hangs  ,  like  tapestry  over  the  man  that  is  before  him  now  .  His  reputation  precedes  him  .  Follows  him  like  lone  wolf  through  crooked  boughs  ,  casting  an  almost  lethal  silhouette  .  It’s  admirable  ,  seeing  another  survivor  .  Makes  the  world  a  lot  less  lonely  .  All  he’s  heard  from  Jill  paints  this  one  in  great  light  .  Around  the  glass  rim  of  bourbon  bottle  ,  Leon  manages  a  genuine  smirk  as  he  observes  Carlos  carefully  .  “  Another  good  shot  around  here  .  You’re  ...  Oliveira  ,  right  ? ”  

He  can  only  imagine  the  weight  hefted  in  opposing  soul  .  How  it  seemed  to  be  charged  with  an  energy  undecipherable  ,  a  barrier  escaping  the  astute  eyne  .  For  the  moment  ,  legs  cross  .  A  hand  offers  bottle  :  a  sign  of  truce  .  

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doing these soon!

starter call ? ♡

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starter call ? ♡

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hi i havent roleplayed in re rpc in years hold my hand

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 .slaughterhome​:

“.        .        .        𝙽𝙾    𝙾𝙽𝙴.    i    gave    it    myself.    that’s    why    he    died.”    it    is    damning,    /    their    sins    observed    passively    by    the    moon’s    sarcoline    𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭:    tarpit,    the    midnights    garlanded    by    ache    &    bruise.    their    eyes    meet,    ashes    to    ashes———the    writ    of    saccharin,    this    halo    garrotes    viciously    around    his    neck    /    like    the    maw    of    abysm.    still,    /    ancient    sweetness    lingers    around    serriform    corners,    the    relic    of    lost    youth    gleaming    ‘pon    sanious    skull    &    damson    lids.    [it    is    his    eyes,    pearlized    into    rings    at    the    center    of    the    sea,    /    &    between    each    cavity    &    battered    lash    lies    a    sliver    of    gold;    a    paradisiacal    𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞,    aborted    by    the    great    palm    of    god.]    god    wears    a    toothless    simper    &    milkwhite    eyes,    sulphur    all    the    way    through———&    it    is    barren    badlands,    from    stem    to    stern.    it    should    have    been    me,    &    i    am    a    shadow    of    [i]:    barathrum’s   jewel,    the    rosied    face    of    youth    cyanose    &    wailing,    wailing,    its    hymn    the    spit    of    𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐞    between    pews.    

from    one    wolf    to    another,    gnarled    by    emarcid    pastures:    “𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘.”   

𝚆𝙾𝙻𝚅𝙴𝚂  𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆  𝚆𝙾𝙻𝚅𝙴𝚂  .  Kinship  in  this  wreckage  among  the  stars  is  lethal  .  Bygone  eras  he  has  long  since  kissed  goodbye  with  wretched  maw  .  Youthful  eyes  long  gone  ,  now  a  vacancy  that  wracks  the  mind  with  questions  .  He  receives  no  proper  answer  .  Here  ,  achilles  on  his  throne  sentences  himself  to  death  :  the  death  of  ten  thousand  blades  .  The  threat  of  loss  is  mightier  than  any  horror  .  He  poorly  digests  his  words  ,  all  thunderous  ache  and  whispering  woe  that  accumulates  in  the  lung  .  Infectious  ,  cancerous  .  A  scourge  ---  the  ghost  they  cannot  escape  from  .   He  wants  to  offer  comfort  but  the  weight  of  this  room  and  the  people  fluttering  about  it  is  too  great  .  Always  the  dirty  secret  .  (  Q : DO  YOU  GET  TIRED  .  *of  ?  HIDING  .  )

(  A  :  It’s  all  I  know  .  )

He  hates  the  silence  that  hangs  afterward  .  Like  an  empty  sarcophagus  .  A  tomb  ,  waiting  to  be  filled  with  twisted  limbs  .  

  " Did  you  visit  his  grave  ?  We  can  . "