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Reblog If You'd Be Upset If I Deleted This Blog

Or just let it die.

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muns, reblog this with YOUR face claim

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...What did they say? I hope they're doing something about this.

Yes i told them just about it

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She giggled at his response before kissing his cheek ever so lightly. "Well, if you do, I want to be the first person to see that kind of expression on you." Getting a bit more comfortable on the bed, she crossed her legs and sat more in the center before ending up changing her position so she was more behind him as she wrapped her arms around his stomach and leaned her head against his shoulder. She let out a sigh as he was talking about the age she had to turn into, but she was glad she made an effort to try to convince him to change his mind. Even if he stuck through his answer. Nodding her head slowly, she was just happy to hear that she wasn't going to older than him physically. "So, technically, I'm not going to be older than you? Physically anyway? Because that's the only thing I want. To be the same age as you or younger. Definitely not older." Although, there was something that popped up on her mind that she even surprised herself that she didn't mention about it first. "Do you normally celebrate your vampire birthday? I mean, you are the only child in your parents' lives. I assume you would. If not... /Can/ we celebrate your birthday? Only if you don't mind. I just think it would be pretty special  if we do." Moving onto the topic about her own parents, she nuzzled into his shoulder a bit, knowing she should probably listen to him rather than being stubborn about it, but the thought of losing her parents eventually made her upset. "But, what if they don't have cancer? Or any disease or disorder? Or even plastic surgery?" She placed her forehead against his shoulder this timeas her arms slowly pulled away from him. Clare already knew she was going to have to say goodbye to her parents in the future because she could already guess that they wouldn't want to be turned into vampires in the first place, but there was no harm in trying and neither was wanting them to live for a few more years. Fiddling with her fingers, she stayed quiet at first before attempting to stay positive. While shaking her head, she placed it on top of his shoulder again, so it was right beside his as she looked over him. Afterwards, she wrapped her arms around his waist once more. "I'm just going to miss them when they pass away, but... At least I might have you when they do, right?" She smiled happily, but quickly bit her lip as soon as he began to talk about her neck. Placing a hand on there, she blushed, quickly kissed him back, and glanced around the room, wanting to avoid eye-contact at that moment. "It's not my fault my neck is a weakness." Turning back to him though, her expression changed suddenly as she lifted her head up and tilted it at him. Her cheeks were still a bright pink, but an innocent smile was placed on her face. "That makes me wonder what /your/ weaknesses are..." Seconds later, she got close to his neck and whispered, "Whether it's the neck..." Then, she moved over to his ear and continued to whisper, "The ears..." Next, she moved a hand from his stomach and went a bit lower to this thigh then whispered once more, "Or, your thighs." Once she pointed those places out though, she began to go back to her normal position, head on shoulder and arms around his waist, and acted as if everything she did was something ordinary. "Hopefully one day you'll get to travel to all those places. And if you do, whether we're together as a couple or not, I still expect a little, cheap souvenir," she joked and laughed. It was only when he mentioned paying him back would take a lifetime that she slowly stopped and raised an eyebrow at him. "Fine. And even if it will take me a lifetime, I still promise I'll /try/ to pay you back." Rolling her eyes, she shook her head a little. "You say that as if being 108 only took you about 20 years for you to turn that age and I know it's been more than 20 years." She let out a sigh and continued to let him speak, knowing it was be hopeless if they argued. That and she actually didn't want to start their first argument today. Especially when things seemed to be going well for them. Rather, she kept quiet and listened to his story about his past. The more and more he spoke, the sadder she felt. For him and Julia. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "I didn't know... I mean, I wouldn't have anyway, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry for being whiney and upset for not being a first." Kissing him back, she caressed his own cheek while smiling. "I want you too. You're the only person I want to be with.

New School

Hearing Clare ask if vampires blushed, he shrugged. “To be honest I don’t know. I mean I’ve never once blushed or was told I was blushing.” he admitted. “I was never put in that kind of situation either.” he admitted. “Sorry, but yes. It’ll be easier when you turn 18 and I’ll probably turn 18 before you since my birthday is soon, my vampire birthday is soon.” he corrected himself as he explained. “I’ll still be older than you, but this also gives you time to think about what you want to do and it gives us time to get to know each other more.” he explained. Once she asked about turning her parents, Eli bit his lip as he thought about it. “I can turn them, but depending on their age and their health it may not be helpful. Yes, turning them would aid them of ailments, but if they already had some type of plastic surgery it will make it worse. Same if they have cancer. Your body needs to beat the cancer on it’s own because of the radiation in their bodies from the chemo. Chemo attacks blood cells and naturally it’ll attack the vampire blood cells I’ll put there so it’ll kill them too depending on the dosage.” he explained. “After cancer and their bodies drained of the radiation, then I can turn people whom had cancer.” he assured though he was unsure about her parents. “But we’d have to get their permission and it won’t make them live forever. They still won’t out-live you just like Bullfrog and CeCe won’t out-live me. It just prolongs our lives.” he wanted to make sure she was still ok with it. “Depending on their ages your parents might not have much time extended on. If they’re 40 now they’ll live for another 300 years which isn’t a lot since if I turn you when you’re 18 they’ll have the same vampire birthday and they’ll be likely to die when you’re 21 in vampire years rather than whenever they’re currently destined to pass.” he soon heard Clare hum as he worked on her neck and smiled a bit. “I’ll have to remember to do that more.” he smiled at her and kissed her chastely. He looked at her when she mentioned him traveling the world and shook his head. “No, I’ve only been to a few places. Japan, the states, Transylvania, and here. I still have yet to go to Germany, Italy, Paris, France, Europe, Puerto Rico, and other places.” he assured. When she mentioned paying him back, he chuckled a little. “Don’t worry about it. Paying me back would probably take a life time.” he stated honestly and looked at her. “I’ll tell you how much I spent on you when we come back from vacation.” he promised and closed his eyes when she asked him about his sex life and girlfriends. “Clare, I’m only 108. I’m not like other guys, I only date those I feel I have a connection with. Yukino was my first kiss, Julia was my first girlfriend and my first time. You’re my second girlfriend.” he said honestly. “I’m not as experienced in that area as you think. After losing my virginity to Julia, things were going well, she moved in to get away from her parents, she slept in her room and we’d hang out in mine or we’d go out. Two weeks after that we got into an argument about nothing, she got mad that I didn’t want to turn her. I was happy with the way things were, turning her for selfish reasons wasn’t a reason to me. She didn’t want to think it over like I asked, she’d be losing her friends, have to move to a new home every so often, and the only reason she wanted me to change her was because she wanted to kill her parents for abusing her. Killing them wouldn’t be ideal for a vampire the more I tried to explain that, the angrier she became and the more she yelled at me saying they deserved to die for hurting her. While I do agree that they deserved punishment I wouldn’t want them to die the way she wanted to kill them. She got tired of yelling at me and said that if she gets in trouble because I won’t turn her so she can kill her parents that it’s my fault. I told her whatever and called a therapist to ask what to do to help her. I knew that something wasn’t right when she mentioned wanting to kill her parents and she was serious about it… so serious it scared me to know she was capable of killing people. I’ve never seen that side of her before and quite frankly, I didn’t like it and I knew that if I wanted to continue to be with her, I’d have to get her help. I followed the therapists orders and called the cops. She was found dead, she killed both of her parents and herself. She saw that when she went on about killing her parents how afraid I was and couldn’t live with that. She couldn’t live with knowing her parents weren’t going to be punished for abusing her either and felt that if she killed them the huge weight she was bearing on her shoulders would vanish. She said that it did and in that moment she was happy and couldn’t bare going to jail so she shot herself too. The thing was that it was proven to be self-defense even though she didn’t say it. When she went home her dad kicked the crap out of her. She had two broken ribs, a fractured leg, and various bruises, she reached for his gun and shot him. After that her mom stomped on her leg a few times wearing high heels, police suspected that she just got home and Julia shot her too, then made the recording on her cell for me knowing she didn’t have enough time to write a letter. After that I was too afraid to date again. Then I met you.” he looked over at her and caressed her cheek. “And I’m happy I met you, but I’ve only had sex once. All my other firsts are still there. I’ve never been engaged, I’ve never gotten anyone pregnant, I’ve never got married, I’ve never gone on a vacation with someone other than my parents, I’ve never woken up next to someone, the list goes on.” he smiled and kissed her again. “I’ve never turned anyone. I just know how to.” he assured. “We just transfer blood, I don’t even have to bite you if you don’t want me to. I’d just need to bleed into an open wound.” he said and looked into her eyes. “You have nothing to worry about. Plus even if I had taken a few girl’s virginitys, I’d still make our first time special if we have a first time.” he promised and kissed her again. “I don’t want anyone else, but you.” he whispered. 

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Grace Caridnal; Degrassi Indipendent RP

"What did you think we were going to get you high or something?                     It’s the middle of the day, who do you think we are?”

★ 10 + years of roleplay experience ★ OC and crossover friendly ★  Multi-verse & multi-ship friendly ★  Open to most ships ★  Flexible with roleplay styles

☞ HOME ☜ ☞ RULES ☜ ☞ ASK ☜

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"You told Mom and Dad about it, right? Because if you haven't already, why not? This isn't something to hide, Darcy..."

"Clare he raped me again. The same guy few years ago"

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SMS ; Open

Lola: wat

Lola: oh u mean on dictionary.com or w/e???

Clare: Do you need a tutor or not?

Clare: No... I mean definitions from your textbook. Specifically the ones on the chapter that you're test is about.

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All the starter sentences I could find, alphabetized.

"Are you crazy?”

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”

”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird.""

"You’re under arrest."

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"Do I want to know what kind of nightmares you're referring to?"

"I hate nightmares.Especially when they became real"

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SMS ; Open

Lola: SOS!!!!

Lola: test in chem tomorrow!!

Lola: come help me study!

Clare: Okay, okay. I'll be over in about fifteen minutes. I'm just grabbing something to eat.

Clare: Try to read some of the definitions you need to know while waiting.

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     "It's not my fault you're like this, Eli. I      guess it just comes naturally to you.      Anyway, what did you do for Valentine's      Day? Stay at home alone, listening to      loud, obnoxious music the entire time?"

“Ah, I can always count on a mature come back from you, Clare.”

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"How did you spend your Valentine's Day? Did you do anything special with Dallas? Please, tell me you did. I wouldn't want my best friend to be all alone and sad on the most romantic holiday."

"That’s good. I guess I’m good too. I’m not complaining about anything."

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Pursing her lips, the brunette thought for a moment before finally nodding. "Most likely... If I say I'm staying with a friend who's a girl. Otherwise, she might refuse because she'll think it'll just be us for the two for the night and that we'll have sex." After saying that, she tried to read his expression, hoping he wouldn't be too upset that her mom didn't know about him yet. "Is that okay?" Her eyes widened slightly, but she smiled in the end. "I'm never going to let you buy me a car. Just saying." Clare giggled quietly before kissing him softly. Afterwards, she stared at his eyes, continuing to smile, while saying, "I have a gift for you too. Except, it's at my house, where my sleeping clothes are too. Do you think you can drive me over there?"

V-Day Night

Eli smiled as Clare held him close to her. “Are you able to stay the night?” he asked curiously and kissed her head. “I hope you don’t mind, but I got you a necklace. My mom said not to get you a real one yet because you might not like  something so big just yet, granted it’s not like I’m buying you a car.” he shrugged. “So I followed the lead of a few guys and bought you a bear, chocolates, and flowers.” he smiled at her.

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"I'm... alright. I feel better than usual, thankfully. How about you?"

"Hey, how’re you holding up?"

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The 12th icon in your folder is your muse's reaction to being hit on in a bar

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       "I'm not staring. I'm looking at the        person behind you. Can't you tell?        Besides, why would I want to stare at        you all day? I'd rather look at trash."

                “Do you need anything                         or are you just going                         to stand there and stare                         all day??”

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Hearing his words, she showed a soft smile and nodded in agreement before wrapping her arms around him, loving the feeling of being close to him. "I'd really like that. And, you didn't have to get me anything, you know. You're already going to spend so much on our future traveling trips."

Nope. We can cuddle in my room all night if you want and I bought you something already.