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I have bullshitted my way through nearly two decades of my life.

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↖This blog will be screamer free on April Fool’s Day.

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I’m both pro herbal medicine and pro vaccination because you can treat burns with aloe vera juice and sore throats with lavender infused honey but you can’t rid a country of polio with plants. 

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The next time there’s an awkward silence, try whispering, “Did you forget your line?”

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Excuse me??¿

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This is a mood 

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When Jack’s upset:

*to Wiesel* Fuck you

*to the Delancey’s* Fuck you

*to Pulitzer* Fuck you

*to Davey* Fuck me

*to Katherine* You too

*Les walks in* Heck

*to Snyder* Fuck you

*to Crutchie* You’re perfect and I love you

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Can you imagine how fuckong nuts straight people would go if they had the ability to hear ABBA’s dancing queen the way gay people do

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Tw:suicide, hospitals, eating disorder

So I know I haven’t been super active lately, and I’ve mostly been just reblogging things instead of posting. I’ve spent the last month of my life in the hospital on the psych unit getting treatment for a failed suicide attempt, and an eating disorder.

I’m not looking for sympathy, just a friend to talk to once in a while. I’m more than willing to offer back as much support to the other person as I can give.

I love you all 💕

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Race: dress rehearsal? More like stress rehearsal!

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I was 15 and I had yet to get my period which I thought was normal being an very active person. When I got my period it was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced, and I had it for 2 months straight. I was in so much pain even after it stopped. I was getting dizzy spells, nausea, I even passed out a few times from blood loss on my period.

My doctor just said it was the birth control I was on for my acne. We switched brands, types, maybe 10 times before he said that it was my anti depressants. Switching that a few times I became manic and severely suicidal. My mother demanded a gynaecologist and a psychiatrist that specializes in youth and adolescents. Turns out I had cysts on my ovaries and I may never have kids not to mention severe mental and emotional damage.

Same thing happened with a sleeping medication with the same doctor. My first visit as a legal adult I fought with him until her prescribed me something. Zopiclone. I began taking it maybe once a week to help me sleep. Every time I took it I would have horrifying hallucinations. I told him about it and he never bothered to switch the medications. Told me it’s just my pms and that I need to just relax. One google search later I found out that you shouldn’t take that medication if I have a personality disorder... I HAVE BOARDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER. I immediately stopped taking the medication and booked an appointment ASAP where I was scrutinized for stopping it withou my doctors permission and they made me go back on it. Saw a psychiatrist 3 months later and he was baffled that they would even think of giving me that medication.

Everything could have been treated sooner but even at 15 they thought I was just being dramatic... fight for a proper diagnosis, and fair treatment from your ignorant doctors.

being a female means needing to see 10 different doctors to get a proper diagnosis because they always think you’re exaggerating and/or lying

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Y’all God is real and he takes form in my coworker

I’ve had my shift up for a psychiatrist appointment all week and I thought I’d have to cancel and I just looked today to double check what time I worked AND THIS BOY COVERED MY SHIFT FOR ME 😭😭😭😭😭

I OWE MY SOUL

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🚫 THIS BLOG IS TAKING PART IN THE ANTI-CENSORSHIP PROTEST ON DECEMBER 17th 🚫

The owner of this Blog will be making as much noise at Tumblr Staff about how horrible this ban in on other sites such as Twitter or Facebook. 

The owner of this blog will be logging out of all accounts for the entirety of the 17th. Will Not run a queue. Will not even check the dash. Or give the money hungry executives a single page view to squeeze ad revenue out of

The owner of this blog believes in an ACTUAL positive, better, safer Tumblr and well be doing their part to fight for it by logging out on the 17th of December. 

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Let me just ask the police..

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shout out to water for keeping my throat sufficiently lubricated for optimal yodeling techniques

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My ex’s whole ass family told me that they don’t like his new girlfriend bc she’s just not anything close to who I am and boy did I get uncomfortable lol