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Jeff Buckley’s poem, “New Year’s Eve Prayer,” performed at Sin-é, Manhattan, NYC, 1994.

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when is a man going to give all his blood for the sweetness of my laughter

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⌕ naruto • madara uchiha.

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they are actually extremely good friends and they love each other. nobody understands this

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Madara & some fans

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✧HIDDEN VISION✧

HASHIRAMA X READER

Synopsis: A sudden mysterious murder brings a budding romance between a blind model and a private detective

Content warning: mentions of blood, murder, suicide, knife

Genre: romance, 1950/60 (s)

Word count:1k(ish)

Authors note: I'm back! Currently writing for hashirama because I feel like he isn't written enough unlike madara who is clearly more liked, forgive me if i made hashirama way too ooc, we barely have any screen time about him so I'm relying on what the anime gave us,the story is clearly inspired by veil but the turn of events in this story is original and are all made out by me.

October 14 , 1958

Paris

"have you heard? The girl from our agency died" Nancy spoke as she drank her hot chocolate quietly, the girl besides her dazed ,quipped in surprise as she raised a brow

"since when?" She asked, quite curious about the matter,Nancy whispered to her softly in the other girl's ear "just last night,they think it's her husband who killed her. Murdered her with a knife,i heard the husband was furious because he thought the girl was cheating with her photographer" Nancy explained quietly before pulling away

"was it Dorothy?" Celia asked, Nancy muttered a simple 'yes' from her mouth "i heard Dorothy was sleeping with the photographer for months now,William i think is his name" Celia added as she listened to the sounds of cars and people walking around the shop "though I think it's only just a rumor" she added again as she sipped her coffee in silence "Nancy buy me a bouquet of flowers will you? Give it to her mother and send my condolences as well" Nancy muttered a simple 'yes' before standing up

"I'll see you tomorrow,call me when you get back home alright?" Nancy spoke before giving her friend one last hug before leaving the shop

"excuse me" the senju spoke as he stopped the unknown woman from going inside the building "yes?" The woman asked "you're not allowed from going inside unless you're a worker, it is protocol" hashirama explained to the woman In front of him,he saw her raise her eyebrows in confusion "i work here,I am one of the models" she explained to him, hashirama looked at her in surprise before laughing awkwardly "oh forgive me..we weren't given any portfolio on who to let in" he said awkwardly before moving out of the way so she could go inside,he saw her smile slightly at him "it's fine,I'm sure that everyone is stressed right now due to the murder" she assured him "have a pleasant day" she added before going inside

'she's beautiful..' he thought to himself as he watched her walk inside the building "sir? An officer walked over to him "this will be the people who you will be questioning today" the girl handed him a portfolio full of paper "thanks" the girl nodded at him before leaving.

Maybe he'll meet that pretty model again,he thought to himself .

A/N: this has been sitting in my drafts for months now,i seriously forgot about it ,i kinda got stuck at the end lol

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No longer writing for any Luke Skywalker stories :(( as much as i want to write about him,I am just not a consistent person who lingers into my interest that long, it's a bit annoying,but I enjoyed writing about luke as a character,he was one of the most interesting characters that I have pleasure to read and watch about in the star wars media

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~° Burnout °~

Part I

Synopsis: loving somebody from afar.

Word count: 3.5k

Content warning: none

Luke has always been my friend, not in the I met him before tatooine thing. I met him when he was up in the center, getting his award and i was at the back praying for the ceremony to end,i had patients to treat and take care of

Diane, my friend, was beside me that day grumbling under her breath as she helplessly watched the ceremony in boredom

"is this thing going to go on any longer or something? I got patients waiting for me" she kept whispering to me in an annoyed manner as she kept taping her foot against the hard cold floor

We had a busy day with fighters coming in and out of the medbay,so of course the ceremony was completely useless to us in a manner,it was just an award, nothing more

"i think they'll let us out after they get their awards" i answered as i rubbed my eyes tiredly as i had not gotten any sleep whatsoever.

"Who's even getting the award?" She asked me curiously

"somebody with a solo...and sky something" i answered,i only knew that the sky one just suddenly joined,a risk taker.

"solo is a dumb name" daine scoffed at me

"oh-i think they're here now" i said surprisingly as i heard the door opening,i watched them walk down the aisle as the audience were all looking at both of them.

"holy shit.. the brunette looks pretty hot" daine commented jokingly as she whispered to my ears but I was quietly watching the blonde in the center.

He was absolutely captivating , he had this soft aura around that exudes warmth and kindness and , he was so cute fidgeting with his fingers while he was quietly waiting to receive his award.

"blonde looks nervous.." i mumbled as i completely ignored what daine just whispered to me

"he's a newbie, of course he'll be nervous" daine added as she watched the ceremony. And finally princess leia gave him the medal,he was quite content and happy as well.

"finally.." Diane sighed in relief as the whole audience applauded in cheers and happiness , "let's go?" I asked her, "gosh,of course yes" she answered back as she rolled her eyes at me playfully .

After the ceremony I finally met luke,he introduced himself as Luke Skywalker and that he was from tatooine,he also told me the things that happened and how he saved princess leia (he only did 10% of the job and Leia 90%) i was fascinated with his story and I was curious as well, we talked all night that day just talking about his life,i never spoke about him preferring to keep it private.

After that night we continued to talk whenever I had some free time,Diane wasn't bothered by it,she said that it was good for me to have somebody to talk to since she hated socializing as well saying how talking takes off her energy immediately .

Every night (whenever we could) we would talk about our day and what we did, sometimes it would be about our personal life, family, friends,life at home, childhood, school and our teenage years .

He was so sweet towards me,he would always listen to me rant, his eyes never leaving me for a second .

It had been 2 years since we met,i became very close with him now,I also met his friends,Leia and han, though I don't really see those 2 regularly unlike luke

I was busy as well but I always talked to luke and Diane.

"you're back early" i said as i looked at him surprisingly before calming myself down,he shrugged sheepishly as a small smile broke on his lips

"the mission went smoothly, though that's kinda a first" he said jokingly as he stood besides as i checked some paperwork regarding some of my patients

"by how..?" I asked curiously ,i still haven't looked up from my paperwork

"the ship broke a bit and we were stranded, we were lucky because the planet we went to fix the ship was safe" he explained as he sat besides me

"anyways how have you been?" He asked as he laid his head on my shoulders

"I've been good,why?" I answered as i looked at curiously

"it's nothing,i was just wondering if the medbay is full again" he asked me as he sat up straight

"barely any patients which is good" i answered as sighed softly

"what's wrong?" He said curiously as he looked at with concern

"nothing, the supplies that we need aren't here yet so I'm a bit stressed about it" i mumbled quietly as i laid my head down on my desk

"i heard they encountered some difficulties going here" he said "they're safe don't worry " he added as he gave me a pat on my shoulder

"well doc! you better get to work,I still need to fix my x-wing" he said jokingly as he messed my hair up

"hey, Stop that!" I said angrily as i rolled my eyes

"you'll live doc" he joked as he waved at me goodbye

°Author's Note°

Ka puta mga sis, anyways hello,it's been like what,5 months since I stopped posting, first of all I am very sorry about that, writers block really hits me hard,and of course school, last school year I had more freedom writing since I'm not as busy unlike this school year,and plus school really drains you too,I had 0 motivation writing or even think of a story idea since my brain was just fried and being fuck around, anyways this past 5 months suck, been trying my best not to scream about it or gauge my eyes out,part 2 will be out soon! Since I don't really have anything to do and just have to worry about a few things,a few lectures here and there, anyways if anybody is wondering if this story is kinda similar to something well it's because it's inspired by I'm drunk,I love you , absolutely love that movie,i cried so hard about it lol,i recommend watching it,it's a Filipino movie and it's available on YouTube! Anyways I probably need some sleep rn, it's literally 12:23 pm , literally dead in the night but idc I wanna finish this lmaoo , anyways you'll see me lurking in the shadows waiting for some other luke skywalker fics,i basically check the x reader tag everyday lol, I'm also writing this based on something personal,fuck u L,also I tried so hard to make it aesthetically pleasing.. please praise me ,drink water and eat your food and sleep in the appropriate time, which I also can't relate

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Finally writing something..rip to those 6 fics that are dusting up in my drafts

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Star Wars (2020-) #28 art by Andrés Genolet

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Metamorphosis

Luke Skywalker x reader

Synopsis: Luke recalls his childhood memories.

Word count: 2k

Content warning: do not read if you have Entomophobia (fear of bugs)

Months before the kenobi show

"they look weird.." Luke mumbled as he tried not to hurt your feelings with his words

"is it because of their legs? Millipedes are like that" you explained to him as your pet millipede crawled around your wrist and hands.

"ye-yeah..maybe that" luke mumbled as he shivered,he felt like the millipede was crawling in his skin and he wanted to frantically scratch his skin at the thought of it

"they don't harm you or anything like that, they don't bite so you don't have to worry" your voice was barely a whisper at this point as he watched you put all of your attention on your pet,he was quite jealous as he wanted your attention to be on him at all times,he was your friend after all

"yeah.. but it's legs" luke mumbled as he put his knees right in front of him "too creepy..i can almost feel it's legs crawling on my skin" and as he said that he saw you perked up

"do you wanna hold it?" You asked him as you shoved your hands (which still has your pet crawling on your fingers) right in his face.

"what?! No!" Luke said as he quickly moved slightly away from you, you only nodded in response as you continued playing with the millepede as you lightly brushed your fingers around it's moving body

"i can understand, nobody really likes it when hundreds of legs are crawling on your arms" you said as you placed your millipede down your lap, Luke watched you as he silently admiring your beauty before snapping out of his trance

"that's not really helping with your description of how it feels" luke grumbled as he hugged himself as he tried to get the feeling out of his head

"right, sorry" you answered as you put your pet on it's cage now

"wanna play now?" You asked him as you stood up before dusting off the sand off your body, Luke nodded as well as he stood up quickly as you both ran off and went to play with whatever tatooine has given you today

ossus

"dear, stop picking up every animal or insect that you see.." Luke mumbled as he tried to get your hands away from the pond as its fishes swam away frantically from your hands

"why not? That fish looks cute" you mumbled as you tried to touch the fish again, Luke quickly intervened as he took your hands and held it between his fingers

"don't,it might be poisonous" luke warned you again, after all these years, you never changed, you were still the quiet person that he knew, you still took interest in animals and insects and you still favored reading and writing rather than action.

"no it's not, I've learned a species slightly similar to this" you answered back to him stubbornly,luke sighed as i softly cupped your cheeks

"similar does not mean the same thing dear" luke spoke softly , though you could only sigh in defeat again as he won over you again

"now let's get up and eat lunch, i made your favorite food" Luke said as you both stood up, luke didn't let go of your arms as he held them firmly against him

"can you at least use the force to take it ou-"

"no" Luke quickly cut you off as he knew that the animals in ossus were poisonous and he did not want you tampering with it "poison is poison, I'll give you another butterfly to preserve though" Luke added as he looked back at you

"ok that might actually work.." you mumbled as you both walked side by side towards his jedi academy

"can i feed grogu though?" You asked again, Luke looked at you in suspicion before nodding "i hope you're doing it to actually help me" Luke mumbled quietly to himself as he watched smile in success which only led him to chuckle on your behavior

Quite happy that I actually wrote something,wow ok, anyways ignore the lazy writing on this one 😾 i was super bored so i wrote something today 🤷‍♀️ (not really something i do but ok!) Anyways don't be surprised if i don't post anything again 😽

Also heleana isn't a face claim or anything 😿 I'm just demonstrating on what you're doing (the English just went out of my head help???)

Also idk where Luke's jedi academy is located so I searched it up and it came back up and it said ossus (??) Anyways inform me if I'm wrong lol

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Futile devices (the one i posted in may) will probably be taken down and edited, firstly,i posted it without checking about the grammar which sucks because it makes me cringe a lot just by thinking about it, will tag people who liked on it, secondly,i accidently clicked the poll and i couldn't delete it so i just added it,i could've just rewrite everything but idk i just got lazy anyways bye

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Mystery

Luke skywalker x (oc)aenes

Synopsis: fancy balls are not something Luke finds interesting, except for alluring gardens and a pretty girl walking around the garden..?

Word count:4k

Content warning:a very awkward situation.

"you know how i hate royal balls leia.." Luke grumbled under his breath as he watched the dance in front of him with boredom, Leia rolled her eyes in lukes whining as she continued to sip her wine "you'll get used to it" leia stated in boredom as she crossed her arms.

"you know,how about you dance since you're so bored" leia commented as she turned towards her brother with a playful smirk, Luke shook his head as he disagreed with his sister "absolutely not" luke remarked in annoyance as he rolled his eyes

Leia raised a brow in surprise "how about her" leia continued as she pointed towards a girl in an intricate dress, Luke raised a brow in wonder as he looked at the girl near the windows

"and why would i..?" Luke uncertainty before sighing in defeat "fine.." Luke spoke in annoyance as he went over to the girl as he reluctantly asked for her to dance with him.

As the dance started he looked over to his sister as he mouthed a 'help, can't dance' before dancing with the girl

"it was bad." Luke mumbled in a grouchy voice ,leia giggled in amusement as she heard her brother's story "well I'm happy you tried" leia playfully joked as she tried to hide her laughter "oh c'mon! Stop laughing at me,i told you i can't dance" luke remarked as he sulked quietly on the corner, Leia stopped laughing as she patted her brother's shoulder as she quietly left him to himself.

Luke smiled as he quietly walked around the garden,his arm behind his back as he savored the cold night air on his skin,he was rather fond of gardens,the beautiful flowers painting the whole area always managed to take his own breath away.

Tatooine was the only thing he had ever stepped foot on, quietly living his life as a moisture farmer didn't satisfy him enough in life,he wanted to fly-to explore the galaxy and learn things he never knew,as leia had said to him,he was stubborn,he was stunned by his sister's word so much that all he could do was laugh awkwardly but he agreed,he went and rescued her without a thought! But in his own defense he had nowhere to go now after the empire managed to get his aunt and uncle.

Seeing yavin 4 was the first planet he had seen with so many greens, there was not even a peek of sand in sight,the grass confused him,dirt and mud and how easily it could stain his shoes and pants and how easily rain felt amazing on his sk-

"OH GOSH?!" Luke was shaken in his daydream as he heard a yell from his right,at his right he saw a now shaken girl, probably around his age exactly,she had her hand around her heart, Luke quickly apologized to the girl as he had made himself known "I'm so sorry! I was just walking around the garden trying to get some fresh air!" He spoke frantically as he apologized to the girl

"o-oh..uhm it's alright..i guess you're not so fond of those fancy balls too?"she asked,her voice was still shaken as she finally let her hand down to her side,luke nodded slowly as he muttered a single "yes,uhm.. not really interested in that kind of stuff you know" he added his voice still awkward as he scratched his neck

"so yeah uhm... what's your name?" Luke asked,still a bit awkward of the current situation

"oh..uh its aenes, not really a pretty name but it's aenes" she said as she made some hand gestures before awkwardly putting her hand away as she laughed awkwardly

"oh,my name is luke" luke introduced himself as he gave his hand for her to shake,aenes was a bit taken back but gladly took his hand and shook it

"pleasure to meet you" aenes said as she smiled slightly at him 'wow.. well he surely doesn't know anything huh.' aenes thought as she gave the man Infront of her another smile "so, what are you doing here, again?" She asked a bit curiously, for over an hour she had not seen a single soul in the palace gardens only a few animals that she had encountered.

"I'm not really fond of fancy balls, especially this one, I didn't really grow up fancy like them so it's all new to me" luke explained as he had a small smile on his face, aenes was a bit surprised as she heard this,of course she had known the man Infront of her,it was the infamous luke Skywalker! The man who blew up the death star and killed darth vader and the emperor but she did not expect him to be saying how he was not used to fancy balls like this,nor know anything about masquerade ball.

"oh? Why so?" Aenes asked curiously,she knew she shouldn't get her mouth into people's problems but she herself was a bit too intrigued.

"i never grew up in a high class family or anything,i was just a farmer on the outer rim" luke was a bit embarrassed when he mentioned the word "outer rim" or how he was a farmer when he was younger but upon looking at aenes she looked surprised yet amused and intrigued all at the same time.

"so you mostly lived a peaceful life atleast?" Aenes asked curiously,of course she had never even stepped foot in the outer rim in all of her life,she was one of the princesses of dotionne and has lived in politics, luxury, money in all of her life,as exhausting her life is,she was at least greatfull for atleast living in luxury.

Luke nodded his head "yeah,i mean there was danger here and there but i mostly lived comfortably back then" Luke said as he shrugged,life in tatooine was comfortable for him in his book,he had food,he had his uncle and aunt besides him, but sometimes he longed for something more as he grew up.

"oh..so you don't live there anymore?" Aenes asked again as she slightly tilted her head in confusion.

"I don't actually,i mean bad memories and it's difficult to still process those" luke spoke his voice was glum ,aenes had noticed how he had a frown on his face and how his eyes looked back down with grief

"oh, I'm so sorry.." aenes mumbled as she gave him a sympathetic smile, before speaking up again to ease up the mood, "oh! How about we walk around the garden? it's nice to walk around here you know" aenes asked as she patiently waited for his answer, Luke perked up at her suggestion as he smiled slightly before nodding

"that sounds nice, I'm sure you know the parts around here since you've been here for a long time now" luke joked slightly at the last part as they both quietly walked around,conversing in random topics.

Wow i finally wrote something! Very surprising (this has been in my drafts for 4 weeks now.) Anyways this was really difficult to write, firstly aenes was supposed to lie about her status (her being a princess) to get something out of him,and secondly this was supposed to be comedy related and has swearing and well (aenes perspective) there was going to be a lot more but i just deleted the second half of what i wrote because I really had no idea how i was going to end it 😭 i already wrote like the idea on my diary so i can change the plot and i completely changed everything except the ball room scene,leia was also supposed to be a lot more sassier (lol) and act like a typical sister does but of course I didn't know how to execute it so i just plainly ignored it again 😾🥲 anyways I've been doing nothing but have been just reading and waiting for other people's post on the luke Skywalker tag but I'm alright now 🙈 just ignore all the grammar mistakes,i will of course edit it soon but not that soon

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Ik it's been like a week since i said i was gonna post something, but damm, writers block hurts like hell, your girl is getting there but she's trying!!!

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Hi everyone,sorry for not posting anything this past month, I've been like savoring school but it's summer now (it's flooding in my area help.) So free time there free time here, expect a new story soon I'm just experimenting on things and getting confused about the inbox but i am trying 🤞