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I truly want to live here

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The Moon stood still atop the night sky cold yet still glowing from the sun's light waning from its warmth .

The Sun stood atop the sky burning bright with warmth everlasting yet wanting to embrace to cool touch of the moons grace.

Both fall from this point at an equal pace balancing all

Yet they fall

If they were to touch

They never can

It would be too much

For everything they safeguard

They would be damned

They would be charred

So, for what it's worth the moon is a moon and the sun is a star.

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NOTE TO PSYCHE

Tears

plug my ears as I stare at the ceiling,

what the hell am I supposed to do

about these feelings.

I can't face the truth,

even tho we need healing.

The walls are closing in

the paints been peeling.

But I'm still strong

I can pinpoint where shit went wrong

But maybe I can't,

maybe instead of poems I write rants.

I just need to step outside,

take in the mess I've left behind.

So that possibly in time i can reflect on this decline.

Mentally

Mental

I need to treat my body like a temple.

My pillars crumble

So I pick up the pieces and try to stay humble

But one day I will step out of this rental

And look back at how simple

things could have been

if you were my friend

And I didn't fucking resent you.

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_Seeds_

I wanted to fly. So I flew. I wanted to die. I still do. But as I soar acrossed the sky I reach a point that caught my eye. A crown on a hill full of evil. Paramours and mistresses gathered for admission slips to the golden gates. But all of them too late. There's no salvation for sin unless you sacrifice your life to him. So I cut my wrist on the church Steeple Let it bleed for the church people sacrificial art make them understand they hurt people.but it's blatant.looking away from the portrait they painted. Blind eyes to the week but the husband's peek if the ladies naked. Masquerade shit. Locking up all their problems in a wooden box wrapped in patience. Just waiting for the day their lord sweeps down to say he don't hate them. But he do if I was him we'd all be screwed idc if your black white Muslim or jew fuck you. We could all rise up and conquer. But we already have it all. We just been Pavloved into thinking if we give it up we fall. It's the only way. Is what they say but have you been outside today. The world provides everything we need but greed. Hmm, greed is the seed that was planted in you and planted in me and the levels we get to see are the quantum entanglements of trees formed of greed choking the life away from the freed.