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i've started calling things 'bacon' because of you and everyone in my life Hates it... they don't get us </3

we're like the joker... but..... with bacon </3

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Why do u want to be an edgy 4chanite sooo bad dude ur like 26

I don't use 4chan, nonnie, and just about every girl I know has perused forums/threads once or twice in their lives lol. It comes with the territory of being a little too online.

I don't want to be anything except maybe a cool wolf or like a health inspector or something. You're just mad because I have big breast and drink blood and have one million friends. If you keep being a sour-puss I'll have you know that I'm in communication with real life witches and they all said you have to be nice to me forever or else they'll put a big fat spell on you

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I wanted to draw but instead I read 'The Sluts' by Dennis Cooper. It was a curious enough read, but I'm surprised people seemed to favor this one over 'Try' which was what made me intrigued with Coopers work in the first place.

I think maybe my history of forum use just desensitized me to this one LOL. Not to say it wasn't pretty brutal in it's own right, but I'd think about something like the Kelly Ronahan threads while reading and go, "It's just an average Tuesday on the internet, I guess."

This probably would've hit more back when the web was still a bit fresh and unmoderated, when degenerate sites were still a titillating existence and not something so easily and regularly accessed. Still, even I felt a bit entranced by 'Brad' and was excited as the story progressed, eager to see when he'd make the rounds and possibly speak his truth amiss all the chaos #killnickcarter

It makes me sad that internet mysteries of this nature aren't as relevant as they used to be, and the current state of our culture and overindulgence of documentation managed to take away my believability to an extent. Also maybe sometimes I just have a hard time relating to the sheer brutalism of male fantasies because I'm a waifish woman-girl who loves rainbows and unicorns or whatever, although shoutout to the fictious user 'bones4puppy' who detailed on how he had a fetish epiphany in high school after seeing a cute freshman boy with crutches and a cast and became hard for teenage boys with broken legs for the rest of his life; you a real one for that.

One thing I really appreciate about Coopers writing is his cherishment of 'broken' characters, and how he finds a certain erotism in their defectiveness. In 'Try', it was Ziggy's horrible stench, in 'The Sluts' it was Brad's strange tics/seizures and rapidly erratic mood. He puts a decent amount of emphasis in these quirks and it's clear it's meant to add to their overall allure. Sure, you could have a story about a bunch of men obsessed with the concept of a perfect boy, a heavenly escort with a heart of gold and angelic demeanor that would make anyone swoon; but it's Brad's peculiarity that draws them all in. It's Brads pretty looks, but it's also in the strangeness that he holds himself. It's the disability, the shortcomings, the story he might create in your head as you try to 'figure him out'. It creates a mystery about who he is and the things he might've gone through to get to the place he is in now: in bed with a bunch of strangers who seem aroused by his hurt. All the speculation really makes you wonder, and it was curious to see what a bunch of sadistic men might view as the 'manic pixie dream boy' of their cruel and violent fantasies.

I would give the book, overall, a medium style rating. Maybe in the range of a cut of steak I enjoyed well enough but wouldn't eat again. Number ratings are too scary for meh....

Picking the next book will be hard... wahh... me and the girlies might do a 'problematic' book club in the future so it'll be easier when we can just cast in votes LOL.

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I want to embody southern gothic more in my day to day life. my sock garters aren’t enough I need to have tuberculosis

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a voyeur of human suffering

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Distorted Nudes by David Lynch

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All I Want for Christmas is My Two Front Teeth, David Lynch, 2012

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TWIN PEAKS 1.01 ''Northwest Passage" (1990)

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rest in peace my love

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david lynch freaking died

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zombie boys, blood, glitter and a red nurse monkey 🌈🧟

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bebes very own art gallery :)

you can see his page here: bebesplayground

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ill really do everything except work on my comic LOL