deadfoxheart

[deadfoxheart]

El término “pick me girl” se refiere a una chica que busca validación de los hombres al destacarse de otras mujeres y presentarse como diferente o “mejor” que ellas.

Esto puede manifestarse a través de comportamientos o comentarios que menosprecian a otras mujeres, con el objetivo de ganar la aprobación masculina.

Esa definición es lo que viene a mi mente cuando escucho tu :

Puedes usar mi misma base de maquillaje? Pero como iluminador o como? Porque no somos el mismo tono, no te puede quedar a ti.

Ay, calienta más tortillas, tu y tu hermano comen más, ya ves que yo como bien poquito.

Apoco te vas a comer todo eso?

No puedo creer que hayas comido TAAAANTO.

......

Ya te escuché. No puedo ser mejor que tu, yo no puedo recibir un amor bonito porque tu no lo tienes. No puedo ser m��s bonita, porque soy morena. No puede que a mi me quieran más, porque yo estoy gorda y tu a mi edad....

Tu a mi edad desearías tener la madurez qué tengo.

Te odio cada vez un poquito más como madre.

[deadfoxheart]

he’s healing

[deadfoxheart]

It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[deadfoxheart]

"Los reto a en 10 años tener una relación funcional y bonita como la mia"

Lo engañaste, te acostaste con otro porque querías algo diferente.

Acababa de contar como me sentía de la verga porque nunca para nadie parezco ser suficiente. Antes de llegar te dije que me estaba llevando la verga porque me sentía a morir.

Tu no eres amiga.

Me matas

[deadfoxheart]

Told myself I would never play again,

"It's my new red flag", I told you;

"The game it's not at fault", you said.

You see I saw my heart smashed and betrayed by those who loved to play, they perhaps mistook my heart for the ball, or perhaps I was the net you know? So they switched me after the midtime, then came back.

For me the game is the new red flag,

Yet there I was, safely shooting at the net,

Playing again,

Shooting my shot.

"On how basketball became a red flag"

-Savy

[deadfoxheart]

Soy más de lo que pueden soportar

[deadfoxheart]

I loved you in a way I wished someone would love me.

Mahmdou Darwish (via thoughtkick)

It fucking hurts

[deadfoxheart]

Thanks for loving me so much, so wholesomely, so pure, so beautiful

Wish I was enough once

[deadfoxheart]

A veces, solo a veces, siento que quiero dejarlo todo, desaparecer y vivir tranquilamente en el olvido.

Sueño con un campo lleno de flores, escribiendo bajo la sombra, la imagen de mi misma va cambiando, pero los sueños persisten.

Quiero volverme la mejor versión de mi, dejar todo ir.

Reconstruir

—me.

-Savy

[deadfoxheart]

I did it

[deadfoxheart]

What if I am?...

I already said "I do"

The more I think about it,

—the more sense it makes.

I do. And forever.

[deadfoxheart]

“To love your own sadness as if it were something more precious than gold is what it means to be a melancholic person. Melancholy is the intimate nature you have with your sorrow. Melancholy is the enlightenment you experience when it comes to being lost.”

— Juansen Dizon

[deadfoxheart]

Las señales se acumulan,

me tiemblan las manos,

se me hace un nudo en la garganta,

me cuesta respirar,

me arden los ojos,

y es cuestión de nada para que empiece a llorar.

Cada que lloro me topo con la misma pregunta, ¿lo detengo o me desahogo?

Esa pregunta es suficiente para distraerme,

Respiro,

Sonrío

Y las señales se acumulan

Tiemblo. El nudo en la garganta. No respiro. Los ojos.

Y en cuestión de segundos,

Lloro

-Savy

[deadfoxheart]

You might like this...

I was desintoxicating my emotions from the day,

15 minutes in, I started fantasizing bout you,

25 minutes in, I'm thinking of how much I adore and admire you...

—45 minutes passed and I only wish for you to be laying next to me listening to my music, existing in unison—

Savy

[deadfoxheart]

James: Reggie, I have a good news and a bad one. Which one do you want first?

Regulus: the good one.

James: I know where we can replace it.

Regulus: What?

James: It would make more sense if I had picked the bad one first.

Regulus: And what's the bad?

James: I lost Harry playing hide and seek and I can't find him anymore.

[deadfoxheart]

I've been thinking.

You're leaving, you don't want to, but you're leaving.

You know I think I got confused in that part when you said you loved me, I thought that meant that it was okay for me to love you back.

You know, I'm a better me, and that's because of you, but, this better me won't hesitate on letting you go the moment you hurt me....

About hurt, you told me you were afraid of hurting me, terrified.

You know?

You didn't have to prove your point.

I just hope you're okay...

Savy

[deadfoxheart]

Can I? Can I tell you something from my heart to yours?

I love you.

I know, I know why would I, right?

First, I don't have to have reasons to love you, thick head.

Second, I do have reasons, more than reasons are things I like from the things I feel when I think of you. I admire you, all of you, even the moments when you don't feel the best, I admire your determination and strength (because you are strong). I feel warm when with you and when I think of you...and hot too, because you're gorgeous boy. Damn, I love how you look at me, your touch, your smell, your lips. Your smile.

You do push me to be better, but do not make the work for me.

Third, I want to be with you, I choose to be with you too. I'm scared this undying confession will scare you, but I think you gotta know that I do, love you.

14/02/22

Savy, before she knew she existed.