ddeonudazed
niki is so cool I wish men were real
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(o_O) !  if god hates gays why is sunoo so fucking pretty and cute⁉‼⁉
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ddeonudazed · 1 year ago
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adorable sunoo for anon
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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[SUNOO] Today is children’s day~~
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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an enhypen reaction to seeing a fanboy on a fan signing event 🙈🙈
(i really want sunghoon to fluster the fanboy idk why)
⋆。°✩ enhypen meeting a fanboy
includes: tried my best to not make these all the same, blushy enha, reader is younger than heeseung, niki breaking the rules skdsls, got huge amounts of inspo from this post
a/n: thank you for requesting !! i hope you like it :))
male reader (he/him pronouns)
requests open !! read my rules first
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⋆。°✩ heeseung
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heeseung smiles as you nervously approach, sliding over from the seat in front of jungwon to him. “hello,” he smiles. 
“hi.” your voice is shakier than usual - evidence of your nerves. you slide your album over for him to sign before you forget. 
“who’s your bias?” heeseung asks, glancing up at you momentarily before quickly finishing his autograph. 
“well… you are, hyung.” 
“yeah?” he smirks as he slides your album back to you, just barely leaning to be a little closer to you. “good. what’s your favorite song?” 
“your cover, off my face,” heeseung’s smirk only grows as you continue rambling. “your vocals are incredible! your english is really good and you looked handsome in the video and-”
“you think i’m handsome?” he cuts you off with a small smile. you feel yourself growing increasingly flustered under his gentle stare. 
heeseung cocks his head at you as if impatiently expecting an answer. “...yes. i think you’re handsome.” 
“i think you’re handsome too.” the words come out easily but they make you freeze in place. your hands feel shaky as he reaches over, gently tracing his thumb against the back of your palm. it feels far too intimate to be between an idol and his fan, but you accept the affection anyways.
disappointment crashes through you immediately when the timer goes off to announce the end of your time with him. heeseung senses it, squeezing your hand quickly before you pull away. “it was nice to see you,” you smile. 
“i hope to see you again.” 
“me too.”
⋆。°✩ jay
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jay cocks his head at you, nearly giving you a once-over as soon as you move to sit in front of him. he leans in a little closer to hear your voice over the bustle of the crowd, unwilling to miss out on a rare interaction with a male fan. “hi jay.” 
“hello,” he smiles. “what’s your name?” 
“y/n.”
jay hums, sliding your album back over to you. you hold it in your hands to mask the slight shake in them, still nervous to be sitting in front of your idols. “pretty name for a pretty boy.” 
“thank you,” you look down in a poor attempt to hide how flustered such a simple compliment made you. jay simply chuckles, leaning down to see your face more clearly. you force yourself to look up at him again, not wanting to waste any more of your time with him. “i saw your collab with yuuri.” 
“yeah?” he smiles. “do you like it?” 
“of course!” jay’s smile only grows when you shrink back, a little flustered by the sudden outburst. “your vocals are amazing. your japanese is great and the song is incredible. i love it.” 
“i’m glad you like it,” he chuckles. “it’s always a good day when i get to impress a cute boy.”
⋆。°✩ jake
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“hello!” jake’s face lights up as soon as you approach. he reaches over to grab your hand into his as he takes your album. “how has your day been? not too much waiting, i hope.” 
“it was worth it,” you smile. and it’s true. the agonizing hours of waiting in line after line and following after what seems like endless hoards of people that only serve to heighten your nerves though it all seems to disappear as soon as you’re sitting in front of jake. 
“yeah?” he glances back down at your newly-signed album before he looks back up at you. his eyes nearly sparkle when they meet yours. “i’m glad.” 
“i got you something,” you push your nerves down as you hold the box up, holding it out to him. it’s a lego set - a cherry bonsai tree.
“no way!” jake gasps, flipping the set in his hands. your smile grows as he turns back to you with wide eyes. “i don’t have this one! thank you!” 
“i was hoping it was a new set for you.” 
“it’s perfect,” jake turns around to his manager, handing it off to her to keep. she pats his shoulder, nodding at you in approval before setting the gift aside. “the perfect gift from the perfect boy.” 
“i think the perfect boy is you.” you chuckle at the way jake’s face flushes ever so slightly before the timer goes off, announcing the end of your time with him. 
“i hope i see you again,” he smiles. 
“me too.”
⋆。°✩ sunghoon
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your hands feel clammy as you tug the sleeves of your sweater further around your hands and grip your album tighter. though lightweight it feels nice in your hands - a reminder that this is real. this is happening. you’re finally going to meet your idols. 
your anxiety continues to build until you finally come to a stop in front of the man you’ve been waiting to meet for years. park sunghoon. 
he smiles, slightly exposing his fang-like teeth. you shakily slide the album over for him to sign. “hello,” he bows.
“hi,” you reciprocate the action quickly, too focused on the man in front of you to worry about formalities. 
“you’re cute.” the words roll off of sunghoon’s tongue easily as he looks down to quickly sign your album. you’re sure he knows how flustered you are when he looks back up at you with a small smirk. “nervous?” 
“a little.” 
sunghoon reaches over, taking your hand into his. “don’t be.” time feels like it speeds up when you’re simply staring into his dark eyes. they pull you in, almost daring you to come closer. the timer going off is a painful reminder of where you are - a fan, standing in front of his idol. sunghoon squeezes your hand before you pull away, winking at you. “come back soon.” 
you poorly attempt to hide your flushed face behind your hand before you move over to heeseung. “i will.”
⋆。°✩ sunoo
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“hi,” sunoo smiles brightly at you as you move over to sit in front of him. the stifling heat and the hours of waiting and the sweat causing your clothes to stick to your skin is somehow all worth it when his eyes crinkle into half crescents. sensing your slight discomfort, he reaches over to turn the small fan towards you. it’s not much; only a small breeze you can barely feel, but the thought is greatly appreciated. “what’s your name?” 
“y/n.” your voice shakes a little as sunoo takes the album, quickly scribbling his autograph down. he’s done it a million times but you still find yourself entranced by how effortless the motion looks. 
“you’re very handsome y/n,” he smiles. “i’m a little jealous.” 
“ah, don’t be,” you bring a hand up to cover your face. “you’re very handsome too.” 
sunoo smiles as he cocks his head at you. “you think i’m handsome?” 
“i…” the word trails off as you force yourself to look up at him. his smile grows as you become increasingly flustered by his subtle teasing. “i do.” 
“well, if it’s coming from someone like you, then the compliment must be true.” he reaches over to grab your hand, intertwining your fingers together. “i’m glad you came today.” 
your smile grows. “i am too.”
⋆。°✩ jungwon
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“hi,” jungwon greets you with a bright smile and a small wave. “how are you?” 
“excited, a little nervous,” you sigh. “mostly excited.” 
“good.” you push your album over to him for him to sign before he hands it back to you. you nervously look away when your hands brush against each other; his touch alone heightening every nerve in your body. “what’s your name?” 
“y/n.”
“y/n,” he repeats the name like it’s precious - like something to be protected. “i like it.” 
you smile as jungwon reaches over to grab your hand. you look up at him, flustered by the sudden touch. he’s gentle as he intertwines your fingers together, holding your hands up. it almost feels like he’s bragging; i get to spend time with him and you don’t. 
“thank you.” his smile grows, exposing his dimples. “your dimples are cute.” 
his face flushes slightly as he laughs, looking away from you for a second. your smile grows as you lean in a little closer to see him more clearly. his ears are a light shade of red and a dusting of pink slowly spreads across his cheeks. you stifle a laugh of your own at how easy it is to fluster him. 
the timer going off startles you out of your slight trance. jungwon squeezes your hand one last time before you pull away, clutching your album to your chest as you stand up. “it was nice to see you.” 
“it was nice to see you too,” he smiles.
⋆。°✩ niki
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you can nearly feel niki’s eyes watching you during your short conversations with sunoo and jake. you do your best to ignore how flustered it makes you as you slide over to sit in front of him, taking a breath in an attempt to calm yourself down. niki smiles at you as you silently push your album over for him to sign. 
“your eyes are very pretty,” he murmurs when he sends it back. you blink in surprise as niki’s smile grows at how obviously flustered you are.
“thank you,” you nearly stutter through the words, staring down at your hands to avoid embarrassing yourself even more. 
“don’t hide away,” niki reaches over, gently tilting your chin up so you’re looking into his eyes once again. “let me see your handsome face.” 
“sorry,” you whisper. “just nervous.” 
niki smirks, teasingly raising his eyebrows. “i make you nervous?” 
you sigh as you relent, nodding. “you make me nervous.” 
he laughs as he reaches over to gently squeeze your hand. “you’re cute when you’re nervous.” you slowly grow resentful as the timer blares once again, forcibly cutting your time with niki short. he gives you a small smile before you let go of his hand. “can i see you again?” 
“i’d like that.” 
niki takes the pen out, grabbing your hand and discretely writing a string of numbers along your palm. “don’t tell anyone,” he whispers. you nod, tugging the edge of your shirt over the writing. 
“i’ll text you.” 
“i’m looking forward to it.”
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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ENHYPEN :: DARK BLOOD CONCEPT TRAILER
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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PARK SUNGHOON ✴ Dark Blood Trailer (2023)
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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You told us that we’re the light to you and you can’t shine without us, but I hope you found that your words have always applied to you. You’re our moon who finally met the star, and I sincerely hope you found the peace and happiness you were searching for. Thank you for the time you gave us, and please continue being the glow that ignites our paths as we walk down this dreary road.
You will always be the brightest light, Moon Bin.
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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there is so many things to love about moonbin. he is bigger than the entire universe. and i hope that after hearts heal a little, everyone can remember him for all the good things he was. is.
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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eat your meals, drink water, take a shower and brush your teeth. he would want you to continue taking care of youself and slowly relearn how to live happily and fully.
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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A list of Useful Mental Health Apps Calm Moodfit Headspace Happify TalkSpace Stop, Breathe & Think Mindset
List of International Suicide Hotlines
Counselling / Therapy Sites BetterHelp (I have used this and found my counsellor very helpful) ReGain TalkSpace ETherapy The Queer Therapist Pink Therapy Therapy for Queer People of Colour LGBTQ Therapy Space Psychology Today *find therapists from all over the word*
Online Community Support Heart Support
These are just ones that I've heard of & found through research! If you have any more to add to the list, please add them!!
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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especially with his sister in the public eye it feels important to say. the loss of a loved one is an incredibly private matter and i hope we can collectively give the people he was close with space to get through this however they see fit. i don't want to see zoom-ins on peoples' faces to analyze if they have been crying or any judgements on someone's person based on their decision to work or not work for a while
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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what i want to say is that music is a thing of joy for most people. to love an artist or their work, to root for them, is mostly because the music makes us feel happy and supported and seen. sometimes it just makes passing the time easier. feeling saddened or hurt now is valid and real. a connection like this feels and is personal. you’re a human being with a heart. we all are. take care of yourself and look after yourself in any way you can. processing something like this can take minutes to hours to days. look after your heart and your well-being. take it slow if you need to. be gentle with yourself and be gentle to those you know, if they may need it too. let that gentleness and care echo.
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ddeonudazed · 2 years ago
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I’m not familiar with the group but I just wanna say I’m so sorry for the fans and even more so his family, friends and members. I also wanna say, do not feel silly if you are upset. You are allowed to grieve people that you don’t know personally. Whenever stuff like this happens, there are shitty people who go out of their way to try and make people feel stupid for reacting. Ignore them. Again, you are allowed to grieve for people you don’t know personally, there’s nothing silly about that.
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