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[ddear-whoeverr]

life update

couple months ago i left louisiana bc of a psyho ex & moved to sa with a close friend & her fam and turned to be a flop. i was happy at first, but defininitely not what im used to. going from doing whatever the hell you wanted, to not is like “ omg kill me now “ im use to being out all night, clubbin, hanging with chill ass people & smoking whenever i wanted and kinda just having my own space. was supposed to fly out to see my mom today, but that cancelled bc my car is being worked on and it wasnt likely that it woukd be ready for me to drive back for 6hrs. really bummed about that bc i havent seen my own family in almost a yr. but ok i guess. just happy ill be moving in a few weeks and can actually be myself again. i thought living on my own would make me more likely to be depressed 24/7 ( suffer from depression and anxiety ) but it didnt. and thats because i was surrounded with friends and coworkers that always wanted to go out or come over and keep me company. thats was 6-7 months ago. been here since july and all i do is work and sit in my room. im always drowning in my own thoughts and stressing about unnecessary because i literally never leave the house and when i suggest something, its a flop. so yeah. 2018 im coming for you, and it will be great.

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I’m NOT sorry.

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i am soft and my heart feels so much but don’t you dare think that’s a weakness

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lovin lyfe. 🍃 / my pipe is so cute. 💓

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“hey wanna come over and get drunk or someth-”

me:

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