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the addictions / that were killing me fastest were the ones I loved best

Kaveh Akbar, from “Unburnable the Cold is Flooding Our Lives,” Portrait of the Alcoholic (via lifeinpoetry)

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museinspo:

undynememes:

bold flaws your character has / italicise ones they used to have, or have partially. feel free to add more.

absent-minded / abusive / addicted / aimless / alcoholic / aloof / anxious / arrogant / audacious / has bad habits / bigmouthed / bigoted / blunt / bold / callous / childish / cruel / cursed / dependent / dishonest / disloyal / disturbed / dubious / egotistical / envious / erratic / fanatical / fickle / fierce / finicky / flirty / gluttonous / gruff / gullible / hedonistic / humourless / hypocritical / idiotic / ignorant / illiterate / immature / impatient / impious / impish / incompetent / indecisive / indifferent / infamous / intolerant / judgemental / lazy / lewd / liar / lustful / masochistic / meddlesome / meek / megalomanic / naïve / nosey / obsessive / oppressive / overambitious / overemotional / overprotective / overzealous / paranoid / peevish / perfectionist / pessimistic / phobic / rebellious / reckless / remorseless / rigorous / sadistic / sarcastic / sceptic / seducer / selfish / self-martyr / self-righteous / senile / shallow / smart ass / solemn / spineless / spiteful / spoiled / squeamish / stubborn / superstitious / tactless / temperamental / theatrical / timid / tongue-tied / unlucky / unpredictable / untrustworthy / vain / weak-willed / withdrawn

CHARACTER FLAWS MEME.

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scarlvtts:

“i just spent the entire afternoon reading fanfiction and i have yet to start watching 13 reasons why & the new grey’s anatomy episode. all in all, it hasn’t been a very productive day. i might just order burger king and call it a cheat day as well.”

“  wow, you sound like a walking, talking white girl’s tumblr page. did you remember to order the rainbow unicorn frappuccino and turn on the fairy lights above your bed before you start your netflix binge too ? ”

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drivencrth:

     “ no, i am being deadass serious. this kid just ran right through the lecture hall full on twenty-one and over style. it was right in the middle of the lesson too ! it kind of killed the professor’s mood having to chase him down, but it made up for having to sit through two hours of listening to someone old enough to make betty white look like megan fox talk about the history of the assembly line. i just wish i knew who the poor bastard was ? ”

“  pretty sure that same fuckin’ guy interrupted one of my lecture’s last week. i want to say it was entertaining, but it was kind of annoying. if you’re going to make a scene, at least make it a bit more original. crashing into a classroom like you’re fresh off project x — couldn’t be more classic frat boy irritating. ”

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disillusicn:

“ nothin’ like a good ol’ game of trivia crack against a thirteen year old to make your self-worth get buried in a heap of manure. goin’ into it, i thought i was fine, thought i’d go easy on the kid, ‘til i realized not five minutes in that he was straight stompin’ me. he was a good sport ‘bout it, didn’t taunt me or nothin’, but after ‘bout game six i just decided to give it up, ‘cause apparently, i couldn’t pour piss out of a boot with the instructions written on the heel. ”

“  sorry — you couldn’t what out of what? ”

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intcrtwined:

“ not to, like, kill your whole “i’m too cool for school”-vibe, but those movies aren’t that bad. like, the sequels aren’t necessary but the choreography is pretty impressive. ” 

“ i never really thought they had much of a plot. that and fast and the furious movies. ”

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Before I Disappear (2014)

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intcrtwined:

   “ who do i have to fucking kill for the step up movies to fucking stop ? like, i get it, adam sevani still looks like he’s twelve with an undeveloped dick, but you don’t need to keep showing him off when people stopped giving a shit ten years ago. i mean, who even wants to pay money to go see a couple of thirty year olds pretending to be sixteen and do the same annoying ass dance battle they’ve been doing for the past, what, fifty movies ? ”  

“  i’ll be honest, i’ve never seen any of those movies and honestly don’t need to — bunch of garbage, if i’m being honest. what’s the plot? pretty sure that movie wasn’t even relevant from the get-go, so the ongoing sequels are a bit fucking annoying. ”

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avmin:

“ — and then there were two. nice to have met you – whatever your fucking name was,” he muttered the last part under his breath knowing full well that he didn’t have a chance against the bigger guy who was currently stomping away angrily. “ i know i’m not the NICEST guy, but damn can’t anyone take a fuckin’ joke ?? ”

“  i have a good feeling your version of a joke and his version of a joke are pretty different. ” the brunette mused, eyes trailing after the bulky male that had been provoked. “  can’t say i’m not slightly entertained, though. ”

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warrenjeverett:

“i just read a news article about a starbucks line having 116 pay it forward and i am just in awe of the kindness of strangers. that is 116 people that decided to pay for the next persons drink, i think the next time i go shopping anywhere i’m going to pay it forward to help someone else that may be struggling or just needs a pick me up on a rough day.”

“  maybe you’ll get lucky and they’ll write an article about you too  —  giving gabe over here and all. ”

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my mother is back in the sinkhole & taking the whole damn house with her. we are back to starting fires with every footstep & nothing is safe here anymore, nothing has ever been safe here. we are drip drip drip dripping into the ocean & waiting for the finish. so get the matches & i’ll get the gasoline. let’s finish what we started. let’s finish what we all want done.

WASTELAND || sarah kate o. (via allthesinkingships)

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opiatcs:

clearliquors:

BOLD what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crime(s) / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between.

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unemphatic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between.

loyal / disloyal / in between.

faithful / unfaithful / in between.

BELIEFS:

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess. 

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

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alri so im fiona and im also in the group of never tumblr rping since like... 1942 ASDLKSAD anywayssss i got two muses (sav my kendall fc and zander my calum fc) and i haven’t written a proper bio for either but here’s some bullet points below to describe them a lil better! like this to plot or im me or hmu on tele @ bertmacklins whatever u prefer also this a big mess i apologize in advance... SKDLMSAKD  

ok so about zander:

piece of trash ……. literal trash

ok so his mom and dad were the picture of terrible relationships basically his dad knocked his mom up early (they didnt want a kid) problems started up and his dad developed a drinking problem /: picture frank gallagher basically

anyways his dad got abusive eventually and his mom turned to drugs and basically his house started to fall apart the only person he really had was his aunt who he barely saw

his aunt was an art teacher and used to show him all her work and let him borrow her nice ass paints and shit so he got into art at a young age but only ever really painted and shit when he was with his aunt

his childhood was ruined from the start ): rip

his dad started a family behind the scenes with another women while still married to his mom and he didnt find out about this family or his half brother until he was about 12 and this literally . took a bad toll on him

im not gonna ramble on too much but basically zander is a very vengeful angry hurt person whos so damaged that he needs to project his anger onto others to have them hurt like he hurt /:

he fucked over his half brother bc he was mad at his dad for “choosing” another family over his and isolated himself from his family and then fell into a relationship with a girl he fucked over and used.... he so problematic.... SAKDASLDLKS

hes got so many issues hes like vogue lol! :p KSD JLSDA and he can be a total sarcastic numb asshole whos got kind of a god complex he only really cares about himself bc he thinks thats all he has just me myself and i ig... 

hes a car mechanic :p

my inspo was a lot of draco malfoy so keep that in mind if it helps u picture him more ;)

although hes one of the most destructive humans probably to walk the earth ... kid lowkey really good at fixing things and putting things together

hes a p smart kid, just never really used his talents to get him anywhere rip

idk what else to put hes a little shit thas all SMDLAD

ok so about sav now !

my honey baby damaged piece of trash.... love the concept that all my muses are trash.. SDSAJDLKAS

ok so she’s based off of fiona gallagher a lil can u tell i like shameless lol... 

so apparently i love never giving my muses happy childhoods bc sav’s childhood was not the best either rip ADSLLSD

sav is an only child who grew up mostly alone bc her parents divorced and her dad moved to another state so it was always just her and her mom

she haaaated being at home bc her and her mother never got along, never saw eye to eye, and generally it was a shouting match at her house when they were in the same room

her mom was super religious and also a heinous control freak so she forced sav to take piano lessons, get into the best school, attend church every sunday, etc. 

despite her mom being religious and trying to form sav into this perfect child she was the worst mother ever... popped pills like candy and drank like the world was gonna end.. sav’s teachers took notice of this and eventually talked to her which led to her mom going to rehab for some time until she got out and it went back to how it was before of screaming and getting wasted saturday night only to wake up sunday morning and pretend it never happened at church

she acted out a lot and started being more promiscuous ;p and went out and gave men favors in return for attention and money bc she was insecure and needed attention and temporary happiness  

yikes so bc of this sav generally ran away a lot, like legit she packed her shit so many nights and left for days just crashing on other peoples couches, until eventually she really did leave

has good intentions but mostly a pretty guarded hurt person who has no sense of direction and no moral compass basically

abuses drugs sex and alcohol ... basically tryna kill herself early ASKJDLASKD

this is so long im sorry. DKOSDLK

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tag drop ignore lol.. SDLKASMDLAS