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First kiss
She is so pretty. I just want to kiss her. You wanted this for some time now. Handong and you already went on a few dates, but the moment never felt right. Or it was more that you were afraid and hoped that she would take the next step for you. As if she sensed your eyes on her, she turned her head to you and smiled at you. Her smile always made your knees go weak and your heart felt like it would melt. You couldn't help it and smiled back at her, probably looking like an idiot.
She excused herself from her members and walked in your direction. After she reached you, she sat down beside you and leaned against your side “Hey baby. Is everything alright?�� You didn't look at her and just stared at your water bottle. “Hmm yes Dongie. Just…. I don't know. I could use some fresh air” and with that she was up again, telling you to put on a jacket since it's cold outside and dragging you to the door.
When you two were outside you took a deep breath. The cold air stung a bit, but at the same time it felt so good. You took her hand in yours and started to walk, without a real direction. For some time you walked in silence,only the fresh snow crunching beneath your shoes, enjoying the time you had alone together. You loved the others, you really did. But at the dorm it was kind of impossible to have some time alone. “Can you tell me now what's bothering you?” of course straight to the point. She stood in front of you, your hand still in hers, all of her attention on you and a soft smile on her lips. Does she know what she's doing to me?? All you wanted to do was to kiss her. To taste her lips and get lost in her. But you couldn't just tell her that right? In your fantasy it was always easy to tell her and just kiss her. With her right in front of you, it was just so hard. Her hand on your cheek broke your train of thoughts. Although your thoughts felt more like a train wreck. With her thumb she was softly caressing your cheek, while her other hand squeezed yours lightly. In a tone so soft that you almost missed it she said “if it's easier you can show me. Only if you want to of course…” trailing off a bit at the end.
You did the one thing that felt right in this moment. You leaned into her, her hand still on your cheek and kissed her. While you kissed , her hand wandered from your cheek, to your neck, holding you in place and yours on her waist. It didn't last too long, but it felt better than you could ever imagine. The two of you shared a few more short kisses, before you leaned far enough back, so you could see her face properly. The smile on her face brighter than ever before “Finally” was all she said, before she kissed you again…
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I'm sorry for the lack of content. Had much to do and no time for writing. I hope i can write something on the weekend.
In the meantime, take a look at buff jiu
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Wanna fight?
Pairing: Jiu/Sua
words: 1675
Warning: alcohol, some swearing
Bora was glad that she was able to convince Minji, her girlfriend, to come with her and the others to the club. Without her she would also have fun, but it wouldn't be the same. They both were on the dancefloor, already dancin for what felt like hours. Bora could feel the music in her whole body, thrumming through every nerve. She had missed coming here, forgetting about the stress of everyday life. Minji's body so close to her, occasionally grinding against hers. To see what she could do without Minji stopping her, she let her hands wander a bit. In case she got scolded she would just blame the alcohol. She hadn't drank too much so it would really affect her, but enough to feel it.
Bora was admiring her girlfriend. Her low cut top and the shorts were fitting her perfectly, hugging her curves and invoked to need to touch her even more. When Bora's hand reached the sliver of skin between top and shorts, that wasn't covered by the fabric, she suddenly got yanked forward. She was pressed against her girlfriend, Minji's hands on her butt. Normally Minji was the one to hold back, at least in public (when they were alone Minji's behaviour turned completely around), so Bora was surprised by that. A shiver ran down her spine when she felt Minji's breath against her ear, her hands giving her butt a squeeze “I`m gonna get us drinks. You go and join the others.” and with that Minji was lost in the crowd, leaving Bora alone. The tone she used did not leave room to disobey and Bora knew better than to defy Minji.
When she arrived at the table she was greeted by their chaotic behavior. “Come on Gahyeon. You can do it. Drink! Drink!” Siyeon and Yoohyeon were trying to get the youngest to drink a bottle of beer in one go. Which was not the best idea, their youngest was a lightweight. While Bora was not really surprised by the antics of the troublemakers, it surprised her that neither Handong nor Yubin were stopping them. They were the voices of reason (and fun stoppers) in their little group. Bora almost laughed when she looked at Dami. She was holding onto her glass filled with some unknown alcohol as if her life depended on it and seemed like she was already past her limit for the day. Then she glanced at Handong, silently asking her why she was not saying anything to stop them. As an answer she got a shoulder shrug from the other and an expression that just said ‘I don’t give a fuck anymore’. Apparently she had already stopped something stupid today. Focusing her attention back on the troublemakers, Bora saw Gahyeon looking questioningly at her. So she raised an eyebrow, to provoke her a bit “What are you looking at me kiddo? You are not a baby anymore, you can drink it.” Gahyeon was not one to back down from that, always trying to prove herself to the older, she brought the bottle up to her lips. When she started to drink, Siyeon and Yoohyeon started to cheer for her. First it looked good for her, but after around half of the bottle she started to cough and had to stop drinking. Her cheerleaders looked disappointed at that “Aw man. I really thought you could do it” Siyeon pouted at her. Bora gave Gahyeon a pat on the back and sat down beside her. “Are you okay?” she asked her “you don’t look so good right now.” Gahyeon took a deep breath “I think I’m gon- No, no I’m good. I’m good.” deciding not to say anything to that, Bora just looked at her with doubt filled eyes. After that they talked and joked for a bit, until Bora started to wonder where Minji was. It should not have taken her this long to get their drinks. So she looked to the bar and was glad that she could spot her girlfriend pretty fast. The red hair made her stand up out of the crowd. Which was also the reason why some random guy was hitting on Minji, HER girlfriend. Big emphasis on HER. Bora would never admit that she was possessive or jealous, she just thought that no one was allowed to flirt with what was hers. With fire in the eyes she excused herself from her friends, which got her a few confused looks, and started to march over to the bar. Her eyes never left Minji and that….guy. She knew that Minji would never flirt with someone, but she was too nice to just turn someone straight down, more trying to ease them into it so they won’t feel too bad. When she arrived there, a murderous glint in her eyes, she tried to hold herself back. Minji and her had some talks in the past to not go off on people, it was mostly Minji talking and Bora listening and nodding to everything Minji told her, but still. Her body was turned towards the guy, her face turned to Minji “Hey, you meet a friend or…?” The guy chuckled, stopping Minji from answering “No, I’m not her friend. Not yet. Just getting to know that hottie here. So why don’t you leave us alone again. Or if you want I could get to know the both of you. If you know what I mean.” Bora knew exactly what he was talking about and she could feel the anger rising in her. “Babe…” she turned away from Minji, standing as tall as she could “can i punch him for you?”. Minji then took one of her hands in hers, silently asking her to keep calm. Boras opponent was at least a head taller than her, he was now eyeing her up and down before he started to laugh at her. “You… want to… to punch me?” he brought out between his laughter “you are a fucking dwarf”. Okay, Bora really tried to keep calm, really she did and someone should give her an award for that. But calling her a dwarf? Hell no. So she freed herself from Minji's grasp and was now right in front of the guy, a finger stabbing in his chest. Her other hand was balled to a fist, she spat at him “A dwarf?! You wanna fight, you fucker!!? I promise you, you will not suffer long..”
Back at their table Siyeon had seen what was happening and brought the attention of the others to it. Nursing a glass of wine in her hand, Handong had an amused expression on her face “Do you ever wonder how there can be so much rage in such a small body?” Yoohyeon had to laugh at this, until she got a kick at the shin from Gahyeon. Since her and Bora were the same height, she did not really like this talk about shorter people. Rubbing her shin, she pointed at Bora at the bar. Bora was repeatedly stabbing her finger at the guy’s chest, it looked kinda painful, judging from the look on his face. It seemed as if he had not suspected such a violent reaction and now he did not really know how to react. Attacking her or running away from the scene where both ways to lose his face. Siyeon looked a bit worried “Should we go there and back her up?” She hated confrontations, but she would always stay by her friends. Yubin then glanced up from her drink, the death grip still on the glass “Nah, she looks fine” and with that her eyes were again glued to her drink.
Minji was a bit torn. Seeing Bora this angry, rage in her eyes and body tense, was hot. She would never say that to Bora, the latter would then just use it as an excuse to rage at everyone who dared to flirt with Minji. On the other hand, she did not want this to escalate further and get thrown out. So she made a decision. Before anyone could react, she had grabbed her little ball of pure rage with one quick movement and thrown her over her shoulder. That did not stop Bora from insulting the guy. Minji then turned in the direction of the exit and started her way out of the club, she ignored Bora who was now screaming at her to let her down and the small fists hitting on her back. When they were almost at the door, Bora stopped hitting Minj’s back, pointing her finger at the crowd “To the next one to try to hit on my girlfriend: I’ll end you!” and with that they were out the door. Minji let out the breath she was holding, when they were outside and the cold air hit her face. She hoped that it would help to cool her girlfriend down, literally.
The moment Minji threw Bora over her shoulder the others knew that it was time to go. Handong told Yoohyeon to get the things of Minji and Bora, while she herself, freed the drink from Yubin’s hands. With a shrug of her shoulders, she first downed the rest of Yubin’s drink and then her own wine, which got her a look from Gahyeon between admiration and disgust. When they finally were ready to follow the two, they had to hurry. Yoohyeon mumbled something about not angering Minji too much. “...only you okay? Forever.” they only heard the rest of Minji’s little speech to calm Bora down. She had her arms tight around the smaller one, Bora’s face pressed into her neck. When Minji saw the others she gave them a small smile. “Okay now that everyone is here, let’s go home. We have to burn some excessive energy…” her wink at the end told them enough, the fake gag sounds from them making her laugh. With that she ended the hug with Bora, took one of her hands in hers and started their walk home...
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Lee Gahyeon
It had been a long day and you were glad that you were almost back at the dorm, the ride back would still take a couple of minutes. Yoohyeon and Yubin were talking in the back, Gahyeon and you were in the front row. She was cuddled into your side, her head on your shoulder, while she held one of your hands with both of hers. You had your phone in your other one, before she fell asleep on you, you had shown her pictures of your last trip with your family. After you scrolled through them, there were some pictures of Gahyeon. In them she looked so cute and soft, it should have been impossible. Looking up from your phone, your gaze drifted to her sleeping form beside you. You thought that her cheeks looked extremely squishy, the wish to poke them on your mind. Suppressing that urge, and also the urge to kiss her, since you didn't want to get teased by the two in the back. They already teased you enough, but just you. Gahyeon never got teased by them, they wouldn't tell you why, just saying: it is what it is. It wasn't just them, even Bora and Siyeon were making jokes about you being whipped for Gahyeon. You definitely weren't, it was just that you loved to make her happy.
When you finally arrived at the dorm you didn't want to wake her up, so you decided to carry her. Carefully you untangled yourself from her, gave your stuff to Yubin and picked Gahyeon up. You turned around, with her in your arms, and were greeted with the teasing smirks of the other members. Bora wanted to say something, you were sure she wanted to tease you, but was shut up by Minji's hand. The hand was quickly pulled back, a disgusted expression on Minji's face, as Bora had licked her hand. Minji then just cleaned her hand on Boras hoody. To avoid the teasing, you started your way inside the dorm. Gahyeon was in no way heavy, but you were glad when you put her down on her bed. The muscles in your arms started to hurt. You did not bothered with the blanket, as you knew she would get up again. Before you went in the living room to the others, you brushed some hair out of her face and gave her a kiss on the forehead. She was just too adorable. Yubin had put your bad down beside the front door, your phone still in her hand. She smirked at you when you got nearer to get the phone back. “Really? You have her as your lock screen, background and…” she turned to the phone around, while staying out of your reach “even have a photocard of her in your phone case? Still you say that you aren't whipped for her?” Instead of answering you took your phone from her and went in the living room, she chuckled at the middle finger you showed her over your shoulder. You put your phone down on the table and sat beside Bora. After some time Minji came back, snacks in hand, you had to scoot over a bit so she could squeeze herself between Bora and you. When she sat comfortably, you grabbed some of her snacks and shoved it in your mouth before she could protest. “Keep your hands away from my snacks or else…” Bora's hand froze midair, her full attention on Minji “you wont get laid for quite some time.” She pulled her hand back quickly as if she got burned, not wanting to take the risk. Minji always followed her threats.
After you all talked for some time, Gahyeon joined you in the living room. She had changed in some comfier clothes and was wearing an oversized shirt of yours. Still half asleep, she mumbled something you wouldn't understand and sat down on your lap. “My shirt is way too big on you… but its so fucking cute” you said to her, her face flushed a bit and she hid it in your neck. Minji and Bora then cooed at her, until she started to whine a bit about them being mean to her. When they both had enough of their teasing, they got up “We are going to sleep. Don't stay up too long and behave” “Yes mom” you teased Minji. With that they were gone and you were alone with Gahyeon. The kiss you felt against your neck brought your attention back to her. When you looked down at her, your eyes met. Hers held a mischievous glint in them. “What are you doing?” “I think it's clear what im doing” She then kissed your neck some more. When you told her that this was not the right place for THAT, all you got were a raised eyebrow and an “I don't care”. This little brat. You knew that you should stop her, as this was really not a good place, even at this time someone could walk in, but it felt too good. When you started to get into it, your hands wandering, she suddenly stopped and got up from your lap. Your brain took a moment to catch up with what happened, but then you hurried after her. When you got to her, you grabbed her arm, looked into her eyes and shoved her against the wall. Soft so you didn't hurt her, but hurt enough to let her know that you were in charge. With one hand, you secured both of hers above her head, while you put the other one on her waist. You kissed your way up from her neck to her ear and whispered “You have to be quiet. Make a sound and i'll stop…” and with that your favorite part of the night began...
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Kim Yoohyeon
A relieved sigh left you after the door closed behind the last member. It was your first day off in way too long, everyone had plans for the day, you just wanted to chill. Last night you stayed up too long with Yoohyeon to play your favorite game, you stopped when Bora threatened to make the both of you disappear, and now you were paying for it. So with how sleepy you were, you decided to take a nap on the couch and to do something fun later.
Sometime later you were woken up from your nap by a soft hand on your check and a whisper of your name. Slowly you opened your eyes and saw the big puppy of the group grinning at you. With a sleepy mumble you asked her what she was already doing back at the dorm but instead of an answer she crawled onto you and hid her face in your neck. You thought you heard a “missed you” from her while she made herself more comfortable on you.
Hearing her soft breathing put a smile on your face. After you grabbed the blanket from the back of the couch, throwing it haphazardly over the two of you, you put your arms around her slender waist to cuddle some more into her. When you were woken up this time, it wasn´t tender at all. It was to a loud crash and someone cursing even louder. Through blurry eyes you saw your girlfriend on the floor in front of the couch. She was tangled up in the blanket and struggled to get free. You knew that you shouldn't laugh at her predicament but you couldn´t stop it.
“Hey puppy had a good dream? Were you chasing something?” you got out between your laughter and Yoohyeon started to pout at you. In moments like this she really resembled a clumsy puppy. She whined at you to help her and not make fun of her. So when you finally got your laughter under control, you got up from your comfortable spot to get your girlfriend out of her selfmade burrito.
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Just something really short i wrote, while the systems at work were down
Groceries
You pushed the cart through the store, being bored out of your mind. Browsing the aisles you threw two bags of chips in your cart. There was a huge amount of snacks in it. After you rounded the corner you saw her. The most beautiful woman you had ever seen. Her silky looking, long dark hair was flowing perfectly over her shoulders. She was a bit on the short side, but even that was endearing in your eyes.
While you slowly went closer to her, she tried to reach a package of cereals on the top shelf. Not even on her tiptoes was she able to reach it. The sight in front of you was so cute, it put a smile on your face.
When you stopped beside her, she turned to you and you just had to smirk down at her. She raised an eyebrow and looked expectantly at you. Not taking your eyes off of her, you reached for a package of the cereals and put it in your cart. Blowing a kiss at her, you resumed your way through the aisles.
“YA! Y/n! Wait for me! There are more things I need from the higher shelves!” Bora screamed while coming after you. This was the start of a long and loud weekend with your girl and her members...
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Kim Bora
“Y/n! Y/n wake up!” Trying to ignore the person, you just groaned and pressed your face harder into your pillow. You wanted to sleep some more, but with your girlfriend that was no option. Bora jumped onto you, grabbed onto your shoulders and started to shake you.
The complaints you mumbled felt on deaf ears, she kept shaking you and half screamed in your ear to finally get up.
“Okay, okay. Iˋm up. Now get off of me and be quiet…” Your girlfriend huffed and settled beside you. You rolled onto our back and the first thing you saw was the pout on her face. She was excited for this day, you knew this. It was just too damn early for you. A saturday shouldnˋt start before 10am. You couldn't resist her pout for long, so you reached up to caress her cheek. This brought a smile to her face.
When she leaned down to kiss you, your attempt to stop her “...no, morning breath” got ignored. So you two kissed for some time, which just felt like heaven to you. After you two broke apart, she put her leg over you and sat on you. She stroked your stomach, you had no idea when her hand went there, and looked into your eyes. “You know that i donˋt care for that. When I want a kiss, I will get a kiss” You knew that she was right. It was never possible for you to deny her a wish.
Her hand went up your stomach, before it could get up to far, you catched her wrist. She had a strong effect on you and you werenˋt so sure you could stop if it went too far. The voices from the kitchen reminded you that you two were not alone. “Bora you know that if you keep that up, we wonˋt get anywhere today right?” The smirk on her face told you that she exactly knew what you meant. “Just because you canˋt resist me.” There was no way for you to deny it, so you just rolled your eyes at her, the smirk on your face mirrored hers.
“Bora! Y/n! Keep your hands to yourself and get ready! We wonˋt wait for you!” Minji's voice came through the closed door. Of course the eldest knew what you were up to. She caught you two often enough, your girlfriend started to make jokes about voyeurism. Minji just went with the jokes and in the end you were the embarassed one.
“You wonˋt leave without Y/n! She has the car and the keys!” Your girlfriend was so loud, you were sure everyone in the building heard her.
“Gahyeon can drive!”
“Y/n still has the keys!”
“They were on the table and are now in Yoohyeonˋs hands!” Bora looked accusing at you and you just mouthed a sorry to her. “We are coming!” The little scream of Siyeon told you that she made a comment to that and got a slap from one of the others, probably Minji. With a groan your girlfriend got up, so you could get ready for the day. When you got up and stretched, she checked you out and licked her lips. After you got your clothes, you smiled at her and with a short “perv”, you left for the bathroom.
“You love it!!” Yeah, you really did.
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Kim Minji
The moment you looked into her eyes, you knew it was a big mistake. She was mad and something you, supposedly, did caused this. “I know that you did it, Y/N. Just admit it.” Her tone was cold. Something you donˋt witness often from her.
You couldnˋt look away, so you gathered all your strength to shake your head no. Looking to the others for help, you could see that no one was willing to help you out of this situation. Yoohyeon and Siyeon were frantically tiping on their phone, propably playing some stupid game. On the other side Handong and Dami were reading the same book, to appear busy. Bora just smirked at you like this was the best show she saw all week.
Minji was losing her patience. She knew you did it. The evidence was missing, but she just knew! In such a fake sweet tone, that it sends a shudder down your spine, she said “If you tell me the truth now, no one has to suffer and you wonˋt have to sleep on the couch.” You considered taking her offer to end this, but you didnˋt do it. So why should you take the blame?
“Be smart and take her offer y/n.”-”Yubin, we all know that she wonˋt make a smart decision” Handong didnˋt even looked up when she said that. But when you glared at her, you could see one eyebrow go up a bit. So you wonˋt get in trouble with her, you quickly looked back at your girlfriend. Out of the corner of your eye, you could still see the same shit eating grin on Boras face. If you werenˋt so afraid for your life, you would have offered her some popcorn for her show.
When Siyeon tried to get up, she was stopped by a sharp “Sit” and with a quiet “Yes, Maˋam” she sat back down again and didnˋt even dared to move a muscle. You knew that no one would leave until someone confessed. And in the mind of your girlfriend, it had to be you. You made this mistake once and learned from the drama, you really wouldnˋt do that again.
Yoohyeon already tried to take the blame, but after the glare she got from Minji, she took everything she said back and even pretended to not be there anymore. “Minji it really wasnˋt me. The last time was enough drama for me.” Okay this may have been a mistake. “Drama? Drama?! Iˋm serious here y/n. This is no life or death situation, but itˋs pretty damn close.”
After a few minutes it was Bora who broke the silence “You know Minji, I saw her earlier. She was looking around, to make sure no one sees her” This little shit! You knew she was saying this so her show wonˋt get boring, but throwing you under the bus like this, unbelievable. Instead of saying something,you just looked between her and Minji and opened and closed your mouth a few times. Your girlfriend crossed her arms in front of her chest, but said nothing. She just looked at you without even blinking her eyes.
You were weak. Every resolve began to crack under her stare. The moment you opened your mouth to confess, the door of the dorm flew open and Gahyeon came in with a few bags in her hands. “Hey Iˋm back. Why are you sitting there like someone died? You know what, first I'll bring these bags in my room. Oh Minji, I ate your last choco pie, but donˋt worry. I got you a new package.” And with that, the youngest was gone as fast as she just came in.
After that little piece of information, you just looked at your girlfriend with one eyebrow raised. For a short moment she looked shocked, but got her expression back under her control fast. “Y/n I'll let you off the hook. You all are free to go now. And for the last time, to avoid this kind of situation: Do not eat my snacks!” Siyeon and Yoohyeon were gone faster than lightning, while Yubin and Handong stayed glued together. Bora was slowly walking to her room, grumbling something about spoiled fun and the need for a new drama.
“Do you have anything else to say to me?” Your girlfriend just looked at you with her signature smile “No, why?” Sometimes you couldnˋt believe her nerve, still you loved her and she loved you. The snacks were your competition for her love…. but you are a fighter.
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When you arrived back at the dorm, you were greeted with silence. You used the day off to finally meet some friends again. The rest of the members had other plans, just your girlfriend wanted to stay home for the day.
“Hey, Iˋm back.” You called out, but got nothing in return. After you took your jacket off, you went in the kitchen to get some water. Downing it in one go, you put the glass in the sink and went to search for your girlfriend.
She wasnˋt in her room, so you went to look in your room. Slowly you opened the door and saw her laying on your bed. She was on her stomach, your favorite plushie at her side, reading a book.
You had to smile at the sight in front of you. “Babe…?” Still nothing. She was so absorbed by her book that she didnˋt hear you. Walking over to her you watched out so you wouldnˋt make too much noise.
Arriving beside her, you slowly bend down and asked “what are you reading?” She jerked and almost threw the book away. “WHAT TH- Y/N what are you doing here? You said you wouldnˋt be here until dinner time.” You caressed her smooth cheek and gave her a quick kiss. “Yubin, it's already dinner time. Looks like you forgot the time while reading.” A sheepish smile came to her face after this. She really read the whole day.
“The book is really good and i lost track of time”. “Mhm, thatˋs not the first time”. She adjusted herself and pulled you down to her, so you could lay beside her. Laying face to face, she put a hand on your waist and pulled you as close as possible.
You leaned in to kiss her pretty lips and when your lips almost touched hers, you heard it. “Let me guess, you havenˋt eaten yet.” The look on her face told you everything you needed to know. Instead of scolding her, you leaned in again and finally touched her lips.
The kiss went on for some time with her opening her mouth for you, so you could deepen it. Tasting her was the best thing in the world. Just being with her put you at ease.
Pulling away after a while you looked lovingly in her eyes, your hand on her cheek. Giving her a quick kiss on the nose you got up from the bed. “Noooo…. donˋt go…come back in my arms”. She almost got you with her whining, but you were stronger than this.
While you went to the door you looked back at her and said “You're hungry and I'm hungry. Iˋll order some food for us and youˋll get out of bed” All you got in return was some more whining from her, not wanting dumb food, but to cuddle with you.
“LEE YUBIN! Get out of the bed now. I wonˋt say it again”. Before you closed the door behind you, you could hear her loud groan. This put the biggest smile of the day on your face. You just loved her antics when the two of you were all alone...
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