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Monday Night... Currently.

Currently... 1. Listening to? Spotify. NP: Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade 2. Doing what? This random entry.  3. Wearing? Blue sleeveless top and shorts. 4. Feeling? Anxious. I want to breakdown but naka-schedule ang pag-breakdown ko. Tomorrow, I will. LOL. 5. Wishing for? This pandemic to be over soon. :( 6. Thinking of? Finally confessing about my feelings to a special friend. But I don’t know what to say. 

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What is the reason why you broke up with your highschool sweetheart?

I honestly don't know if it's only because we were too young during that time. As cliché as it sounds, "Studies first." He already got married the other day and I am happy for him. :)

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Congratulations! It's milk tea! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw4TjEWA7EPzul3VlX7JyhaPdWAI2haoMUctx40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j4ru7k5axsn8

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I miss you so much, my love. 😭❤

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“I would love you in any shape, in any world, with any past. Never doubt that.”

— Claudia Gray

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Always in my head, always in my heart.

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Who would have thought that I’m finally living the dream (of at least getting back to school and pursue MBA). I’m one week away from finals week and term break and next term, it’s officially my last term for my academics!!!

Dianne S. Segurora, MBA

I’ve never been this serious to push something I want. Alam ko yun. Magaling lang ako sa simula. But this time, I know this is what I wanted - to finish and have my Master’s Degree. I’m currently in the process of completing my requirements for the entrance examination. And habang wala pa akong test permit, sobrang kinakabahan ako. Sana matanggap ako. Gusto kong pumasa. And syempre, gusto kong makapag-start na mag-aral ulit. Good Lord, help me please. Help me not only physically, mentally, and emotionally ready. Sana financially rin. Alam ko mahirap at di ko rin alam kung kakasya ang sinasahod ko to support my studies, pero I know You will provide. I lift these and everything up to You, oh Lord. Please help me to push this until MBA graduation, nang walang tigil-tigil. I know Your plans for me and whatever Your plan is I will gladly follow. Pero maganda pa rin kung #MBA2020 yun, di ba po. Thank you, Lord! 🙏

Ngayon po, sa inyo ako kumakapit.

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I still want you to be with me to that destination, and not just part of my journey.

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Here comes the newest from MAC! @mainedcm muted peachy beige. Nude lippie shade is life and this collab with Maine Mendoza just proved it. 💋💄

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Kung 'Di Rin Lang Ikaw

Kung hindi rin lang ikaw ang dahilan Pipilitin ba ang puso kong hindi na masaktan? Kung hindi ikaw ay hindi na lang Pipilitin pang umasa para sating dalawa Giniginaw at hindi makagalaw Nahihirapan ang pusong pinipilit ay ikaw Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ang sarili na umibig pang muli Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? Kung hindi rin lang ikaw ang dahilan Pipiliin bang umiwas nang hindi na masaktan? Kung hindi ikaw ay sino pa ba? Ang luluha sa umaga para sating dalawa Bumibitaw dahil di makagalaw Pinipigilan ba ang puso mong iba ang sinisigaw? Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ang sarili na umibig pang muli Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? Naliligaw at malayo ang tanaw Pinipigilan na ang pusong pinipilit ay ikaw Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ang sarili na makita kang muli Kung di rin tayo sa huli Aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? (Kung di rin tayo sa huli) Kaya bang umibig ng iba? Aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? (Kung di rin tayo sa huli) Papayagan ba ng puso kong... Aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? ANG SAKIT PO SA PUSO NG KANTANG TO 

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I miss you so much and I don’t know what to say.

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Why do people come to your life only to leave you afterwards?

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Tearing another page in my book today, and will no longer rewrite what's in that page. And there's no turning back. #endofstory #closedchapter

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Drowning

What will you do if you are drowning but you don't know how to swim and you are on the verge of losing consciousness? Eto yung tanong na feeling mo napakadaling sagutin. Minsan kasi, masyado tayong literal. Sinagot ko pa 'to ng, "I almost drowned myself way back. Pero hindi ko nagawa." Because yes, I had that tendency in the past - and that was one of the things I already left in there. Ni ayaw kong maalala. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko rin maintindihang may iba pang ibig sabihin 'tong tanong na 'to; lalo na yung nagtanong. I knew that time that he still had something in his mind na hindi niya naman masabi. But I really wanted to get it. Gusto kong maintindihan. I hope one day, we'd get back to this question. And gusto ko ulit sagutin.

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Alone

Have you ever felt alone in a sea of people?

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My Graduate School Stories

So, yes! I passed the PUP Graduate School Entrance Exam. Thank you, Lord! And here I am, almost surviving my first semester. Yahoo! I already enrolled for the second semester but I still have first semester deadlines to meet - final papers, case studies, etc. I had a hard time juggling my work, this graduate school, and my ever messy life. LOL. But hey, yes it was hard; but I enjoy it! I learned a lot from school, met new friends, and was able to organize an outreach program which at first was just to comply for one of our subjects but turned out to be an annual project that will be done by my team. :) I am now on my second semester and I look forward for more case studies, papers, requirements, new-found friends from classmates, and of course, challenges. I would fight for it and I promise myself to push for the degree and to become Team MBA2019! <3

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Two Years of Richard and Nicomaine

Two years back, I had an old, pointy life. This consists of just going to work, going home from work, and some to little to no hangouts in between. It was like living in a cozy house alone, with no one to talk to most of the time. I even came to realize how “alone and lonely” I was back then. July 16 that year, I wasn’t expecting that everything will turn 360°. That night, I had a hard time going home from work because the queue in UV Express Terminal in Park Square Makati is getting to my nerves. I was really getting pissed off, and a Facebook notification caught my attention. My officemate tagged us in Eat Bulaga’s video - Yes, the 4-minute video of how Yaya Dub’s smile and pabebe wave changed the game of noontime shows. I watched the video in the queue, not realizing that I was also smiling from ear to ear. One thing I knew next - the following days I was watching Eat Bulaga replays for Alden and Yaya Dub - for Alden and Divina - for Alden and Maine - and two years later, for Richard and Nicomaine. I fell in love with not just a phenomenal love team that is AlDub. I know that I fell in love with people with good hearts - namely Richard Reyes Faulkerson, Jr. and Nicomaine Dei Capili Mendoza. You may not know me personally; but please know that you two are always, always here in my heart amidst all these hanash. I've always believed and will always be believing in you two and you two alone. Can't wait for the day each and every ADN family member is getting stoked to - the wedding bells. We know you will be each other's end game and that we are just waiting for Tamang Panahon to happen. :) For now, Happy 2nd Anniversary to both of you! I know we'll be having more and more anniversaries to celebrate. I love you always and forever, dorks! 😘 For Richard and Nicomaine, -D PS: I look forward seeing you in ADN Fest! (Sana makapunta kayo kasi first time ko kayo makikitang magkasama if ever, hindi ko naman siguro ikina-peykpan yun, ano po?) 😊😍