darksideofasoul

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isabelle adjani in possession (1981) dir. andrzej żuławski

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I should have went to sleep instead ?

You embody both your parents energy in the birth chart and all the ancestral line that came before them . You also embody the cycle that you might wish to break or ease on yourself or if you wish to your children .

So maybe yeah , the egg fact about women (that they are born with all their eggs until they reduce until menopause) It’s true in astrology .

In a sense

You are all and nothing at the same time

(Night thoughts Goodnight everyone)

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In parent-child synastry, aspects from a parent’s planets to their child’s Ascendant can often indicate what parts of their personality are inherited by their child. These planets “imprint” upon the psyche of the child, either through direct contact or through observation. The inherited personality traits and familial structures or experiences should be validated elsewhere in the child’s birth chart, of course, but the synastry around their Ascendant can be hugely significant in determining what is potentially passed down.

The house position of the parent’s planet (in the child’s chart) offers insight as to where in the child’s life they absorbed that influence from their parent – e.g. with a Mars-Ascendant square from the 4th house, the child conflicted with their parent or endured parental aggression many times while at home, in private.

The following are some basic examples of how each aspect might have conditioned the personal inheritance. There are countless other manifestations depending on the planet itself and the rest of the synastry they share.

Trine: traits & behaviors absorbed simply through spending time together. These are the most natural similarities between parent and child; the child instinctively mimicked or reflected certain parts of their parent through whatever bond they shared (often a positive one in this respect) and these adopted pieces of personality become very habitual, to the point where the child may not even notice how much like their parent they are until someone else points it out.

Sextile: traits & behaviors absorbed through active encouragement. The parent intentionally taught their child to act or think a certain way that they believed would be constructive in their lives. The parent openly shared, instructed, or prompted their child to consider their particular way of acting, usually in specific situations, and the child took this deeply to heart so that it became part of how they acted all the time. It’s a mode of being or method of doing things that makes great sense to the child even into adulthood. They’re proud of it.

Square: traits & behaviors absorbed through conflict. This area is where the parent felt most unlike their child, most ill-equipped to raise them, most frustrated with the process of parenting, or most disappointed in their child. They restricted & punished the child unfairly for certain behaviors, forcibly replacing those with new behavior that they could finally tolerate, or forcing the child to stand up for themselves & establish “equal footing.” The reason there is conflict to begin with is because, in this instance, the child possesses something parallel to the parent which they cannot control and find difficult to discipline.

Opposition: traits & behaviors absorbed through active discouragement. Here, the parent recognizes something in the child that they dislike about themselves, so they force the same pattern of repression onto the child which they endure. They criticize, deter, and limit their child in this area in an attempt to “rectify” whatever “flaw” in them they are afraid of. The child eventually resents their parent for this and deals with painful self-suppression issues later on.

Conjunction: traits & behaviors absorbed on a fundamental level, perhaps genetic. These are the purest parallels between parent and child, the visible similarities that are so organic, everyone can see that they’re related. Every part of the child’s life came into contact with that piece of their parent’s personality, so it was an inescapable inheritance, one rooted in closeness and a shared life. Alternatively, it may be the only piece of their parent that they contacted, or the parent put very little effort into raising the child so they raised themselves largely on their own by accepting & utilizing what they were given at birth.

Quincunx: traits & behaviors absorbed through discomfort or subtle difficulty. The parent may have ignored their child in this area or coded their discipline to create shame, awkwardly discouraging certain things without explanation. The child is forced to discover the underlying issue on their own; they sense or uncover something their parent hides about themselves (or hides specifically from the child) which the child may emulate to get close to the parent. That usually fails and it pushes the parent further away. Alternatively, the child may disown that part of themselves or their parent and completely ignore it the same way. In effect, they inherit an “absence” of something in the personality.

Quintile: traits & behaviors absorbed through refinement. The parent recognizes a potential for something wonderful in their child and offers them the tools or experiences they need to bring it to life. They help the child hone their special skill or talent by exposing them to its possibilities early on and motivating them to seek its fulfillment. This is usually because the child is reflecting unfulfilled potential in the parent, becoming a symbol of who the parent could have been had they perfected that part of themselves – they then want to encourage their child to perfect it, to realize the opportunity they never had.

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You embody both your parents energy in the birth chart and all the ancestral line that came before them . You also embody the cycle that you might wish to break or ease on yourself or if you wish to your children .

So maybe yeah , the egg fact about women (that they are born with all their eggs until they reduce until menopause) It’s true in astrology .

In a sense

You are all and nothing at the same time

(Night thoughts Goodnight everyone)

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Of course I’m fucked up I am an 8th 12th synastry love hell child

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did u know when you embody neptunian energy in your style and you are neptunian dominant you might get fucking harassed ?

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Whoever chose scorpio def has whicked wims downloaded as well

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♃. healing scars;

If you see Jupiter in a sextile or trine to your Venus, Mars (if it aspects your ascendant/Venus) or ascendant, definitely go ahead and treat your skin problems in that timeframe.

As someone that has Mars aspecting the ascendant, I deal with scars. Every little pimple leaves its mark on my skin.

So Jupiter forming a sextile or trine to my Venus or Mars is always a great time, because my scars start fading way faster than they usually do. Thankfully, Jupiter is slower-moving, so it gives more time to take advantage of. ☽

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Kamala harris’ “you think you fell out of a coconut tree” reminds me of mercury in scorpio getting deep out of nowhere

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Something about Jupiter and Venus in the 8th and healing anyone they touch or have sex with

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I promised to update you all on my lilith return . I’m still going through my lilith return , I don’t see enough content and information about this return so of course I will write a fuck ton of it. Let’s start

My lilith is in libra 6th house

-The way I got physically SICK , I couldn’t get out of bed for weeks and I got depressed I relapsed to a lot of my addictions

- Body shaming Body shaming Bodyshaming

- Weakness , fatigue , brain fog , dysfunctional body

- Libido ⬆️

- Mistreatment from public healthcare and therapists / psychiatrists , doctors in general

- Pressure from authority figures such as teachers

- I couldn’t stick to my schedule and kept procrastinating , got a burning hatred for work, I continuously wanted to break free from my studying and grind even though I was sticking to it just fine one month two ago

Relationships aspects

- My family members turned bitter and jealous of me continuously got into fights and bodyshamed as lilith is aspected to my chiron which transited to the first house

- fights with my s/o

- A LOT OF FIGHTS ???

- Jealousy issues with my s/o (from my side)

- I definitely got manipulated and started manipulating too

- A lot of shadow shit came to light when It came to relationships and how dysfunctional or functional they can be

- I was forced to be independent and be in secrecy about a lot of things

- Cutting contact with lilith individuals in my life

Lilith return is really teaching me that I can’t trust people that ruined me even if we went through moments of silence. Lilith return is teaching me that I will have to be independent or get pressured INTO being INDEPENDENT . Lilith depending on the sign and house when it goes back into place is like trust no one and especially the people that bought you over there . I can analyze my experience with asteroid lilith in scorpio 8th house (which is retrograde at the moment If you’d like me too) . And you can ask me for a lilith return analysis!

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I’m back pookies yall missed me ? 😝

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If I ever fuck with an air sign lilith AGAIN I will come back here and delete my account . I’m someone with lilith in libra we can’t be competing for the 1# manipulator role .

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I’m going to get crucified like Jesus and hung like judas but , unhealed aquarius’s fucking scare me. I do have a special hate relationship with you because you create a hybrid fucked up birth chart with either water moons misplaced and squared to the GODS or some workaholic “I don’t talk about my feelings” headache. Heal yourself aquarius , life didn’t end 100 mishaps before and it won’t end now.

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12H synastry good as hell when you don’t got a mf in your ear telling you it’s terrible

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If you have Venus in the 8th house , don’t even dare to do the something casual or friends with benefits bullshit .

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My boyfriend and I share 12th house synastry . He’s the planet person , which somehow someway means him getting a physical sign (also a foreshadowing) that something bad / major is going to happen to me or is happening to me . It’s weird cause each time he gets the message he’s like I knew something bad was going to happen to you because I got a nosebleed . Like ????