darklilithian

[darklilithian]

ic (imum coeli)

⋆˚࿔ in astrology, the ic represents one's home, family, roots, foundations, and childhood. it signifies the role that we were assigned to within our family and it covers the private parts in our lives that is kept hidden. it is directly opposite to the mc (midheaven) which represents how one appears within the public eye and their career.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ aries

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've faced reckless and fast-paced situations ensued with chaos or violence. they learned to react quickly and move at an even quicker pace. they were often put in situations where they have had to fend for themselves and remain strong when faced with hardships within their life. their caregivers had pushed them into being independent at a young age, which left little to no room for the nurturement they needed. this resulted in them surpressing their emotions with a need to live in constant survival mode in order to protect themselves from their environment. they must learn to build values that resides within honoring and conveying their emotions to maintain harmony in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ taurus

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've either had much comfort provided to them or none at all. certain things that would remain constant throughout their entire childhood, whether it would manifest in a immense positive or negative way that affected their mental health. they were either blessed with decent finances or have faced struggles when it came to such matters. they've had caregivers who were quite traditional and stuck within their own ways with a tendency to control them, which pressured them to do what was expected of them instead of what they truly wanted to. their stubborness could have resulted in them standing up for themselves, but even so they still felt under their control and were restricted in various ways. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for security and stability for themselves to maintain comfort in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ gemini

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've faced experiences with chaotic disruptions such as moving homes frequently that resulted in them learning to easily adapt to their environments. they have either faced intense rivalry with their siblings and peers or built close relationships with them which impacted their upbringing. their caregivers may have often tried to shun them to silence them from speaking openly about their feelings. there were potential struggles when it came to communication as they felt discouraged to speak their mind. this resulted in them being quiet or not as outspoken throughout their childhood. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs to be freely communicative and expressive towards their ideas and thoughts for themselves to maintain liberation in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ cancer

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've either been overly nurtured by their caregivers or very emotionally neglected, which affected their development nevertheless. they may have had a deep emotional attachment towards their caregivers if they happened to have a strong bond, in which they found it difficult to let go and move forward due to a need to cling onto their loved ones for comfort. if they failed to receive nurturement from them, they have had a tendency to look outwards towards external sources through people or places where they would overextend themselves just to feel a sense of love and comfort they lacked. they are very empathetic and have a lot of care towards their loved ones to the utmost extent, even if it's detrimental to them. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for care and nurturement to maintain safety in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ leo

natives may have grown up in a home where they've faced much drama when it came to the caregiver's dynamics and the effect it's played on them and their environment. they were quite optimistic and often used their sense of creativity and imagination to escape from their environment. they also had a natural tendency to capture the spotlight, whether it was brought out in a positive or negative way which would effect how they'd viewed themselves. there was a longing to gain the validation and attention from their caregivers and if they were rejected, it left them feeling deeply insecure in return. they may get too caught up in whether others pay mind to them or how they're perceived, which can become problematic over time. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for full self-expression and creativity without paying mind towards external noises to maintain authority in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ virgo

natives may have grown up in a home where they've either had an environment built entirely on structure or one with none whatsoever, which left them emotionally depleted and unsafe. due to their maturity, there was a tendency to carry many of their caregiver's burdens or have it passed down to them, which could've often put them in the middle of much conflicts. they lacked much support that was crucial within their development and would often take on responsibilities to assist their caregivers in hopes of gaining their affections. perfectionism was a theme that likely followed throughout their upbringing, as they would strive for success in various ways such as utilizing their smarts through their academic achievements. the need to be perfect in every aspect had resulted in them being overly critical about themselves and their capabilities, especially if they were criticized about it which was highly likely. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for structure while letting go their strive towards perfection to maintain self-acceptance in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ libra

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've dealt with conflicts and fluctuations between their caregivers, which resulted in much stress. they've learned to become the peacemaker in order to maintain harmony within their environment. they were often taught to sacrifice their own boundaries and happiness in order to keep others satisfied. the mere safisfaction of others was more important than their own, which resulted in them being a people pleaser to those around them. moments in which they would attempt to stand up for themselves, they would be shamed for doing so and guilt tripped into remaining silent. over time, they learnt to surpress their own feelings as they were made to believe it wasn't of much importance in comparison to everyone elses. their self-worth was destroyed, and over time they had to pick up the pieces in order to rebuild themselves all over again. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for boundaries and balance for themselves to maintain harmony in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ scorpio

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've dealt with themes of control, power, and destruction within their environment that taught them to grow resilience. they have been exposed to adult themes at a younger age, which had a negative effect towards their development since they didn't have the capacity to truly grasp what it consisted of at the time being. they felt powerless, due to them continuously having people around them who took away their power for their own gain. in some cases, this could've resulted in them mirroring the same behavior from them and inflicting it onto others. various hidden secrets and forms of manipulation took place below the surface, in which some may have been revealed to them as they grew older. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs to reflect on their past in order to release traumas that no longer serves them to maintain peace in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ sagittarius

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've moved to various different places, switched schools often, and were learned several languages. this taught them to adapt to their environments. they were excelled students and enjoyed the concept of learning new information that could be applied. knowledge was a key factor that played a huge role for them as they yearned to discover and learn more about the world beyond what they've known. they were often acceptive when it came to diverse cultures and environments. optimism also followed them throughout their journeys, due to their ability to see the good within everything that played out regardless of what hurdles were thrown at them. there had not been too much structure within their development, which could have resulted in the lack of responsibility towards commitments that followed later on. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs for growth and activism while partaking in groundedness to maintain freedom in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊capricorn

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've had to grow up at a quicker pace and take on much responsibilities that were handed to them by their caregivers. the concept of tradition and structure would play a large role throughout their development, with an emphasis on taking upon their duties that were assigned to them. work was introduced to them quite early, which taught them how to become diligent and focused when it came to getting things done. neglection towards their emotions were prominent, with more focus on achievements in regards to goals they'd set for themselves. their detachment from their emotions often made it difficult for them to express vulnerability within themselves amongst having the ability to cultivate deep connections with others. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs of striving for their goals while opening themselves up to emotional connection to maintain stability in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ aquarius

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've felt like the black sheep within their environment. they had quite an unconventional childhood and weren't able to relate much to those around them, which often made them feel ostracized. they likely rebelled against what were considered to be the conventional norms, with a desire to mend towards their own path. however, it would result in them being shamed for their differences and encouraged to mold themselves into blending in with those around them in attempts to shield their innermost authentic self. their caregivers were very emotionally detached, and often left them to their own devices. this gave them time to create and build from their unique, innovative ideas that separated them from their environment. they must learn to build values that resides within their own needs to allow themselves to stand out and express their uniqueness to maintain individuality in their life.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊ pisces

ㅤnatives may have grown up in a home where they've faced instability within their environment and often used escapism as a mechanism to cope with the traumatic events they've faced. with much sensitivity towards their environment, they felt the energy of those around them and may have found an interest in spirituality, religion, or the occult. there was some confusion and haziness towards their childhood because of their own surpression and hidden secrets being kept under the dark. their caregivers were detached and experienced addictions, mental health issues, and other factors that left negative effects within their environment. the tendency to drift off into their own fantasy world and remain oblivious had resulted in them not having a sense of self as they grew older. they must learn to build values that resides in their own needs to create structure and ground themselves to maintain solitude in their life.