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[darkgremlin]

It’s getting fucking harder without you everyday

[darkgremlin]

I always knew that if we broke up i would be a broken person.

I just couldn’t fathom how broken i would be. I feel like i lost everything while you lost nothing at all. Do you even have the urge to text me sometimes? Do you even miss me at all?

I miss everything about you. Your voice, your laughter, your embraces and yes even your kisses.

I felt completed with you. I felt whole.

I always thought we were meant to be. Fated lovers. Now you fated me to a life of horrible misery and heart ache.

I feel nothing but the urge to hold you close again. How could you hurt me so much my love? You were my first, my everything and my forever.

[darkgremlin]

I am so broken

[darkgremlin]

I hope you are happy now

[darkgremlin]

The more days pass the more i feel the emptiness swallowing my heart. Its a black hole, an all consuming darkness.

It eats through my heart. Its chewing on my brain.

I see you falling out of love while i fall deeper into this abomination i call my feelings. It is ugly and it is miserable.

I feel nothing and everything at the same time.

I never knew what love was until i met you. Now I‘m scared of it as it hurt me so much.

Never did ending all of this suffering seem more enticing.

I miss you with every breath i take.

[darkgremlin]

Nothing compares to you

[darkgremlin]

I miss you so much, the warmth of your embrace and the sound of your laughter’s in my ears.

Your voice calmed me down. Now it’s gone. The storm of my feelings brutally and boisterously fuming.

[darkgremlin]

reading the messages from you hurt more than any razor blade could ever

[darkgremlin]

Ich bestehe nur noch aus schmerz. Unendlichem, weiter in die untiefen reißenden Schmerz.

Mein Herz und meine Seele gebrochen. Kein entkommen. Keine Heilung.

[darkgremlin]

So unendlich gebrochen

[darkgremlin]

I HATE PEOPLE

I HATE THEM SO MUCH

[darkgremlin]

"FASCINATING. YOU LOOK ALL FRAIL AND BREAKABLE, BUT YOU RE REALLY A VIOLENT LITTLE THING, AREN'T YOU?"

- XADEN RIORSON, FOURTH WING

[darkgremlin]

A little playlist i made for the book fourth wing 🐉

[darkgremlin]

Hope is a fickle, dangerous thing. It steals your focus and aims it toward the possibilities instead of keeping it where it belongs - on the probabilities. || Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros

[darkgremlin]

„I would rather lose this entire war than live without you, and if that means I have to prove myself over and over, then I'll do it. You gave me your heart, and I'm keeping it.“

[darkgremlin]

Men are more interesting in books than they are in real life.

[darkgremlin]

– Unknown