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The more people are hurting me the more im turning towards krishna and sants

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House is a place but home is made of people

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⭐️ RESET ⭐️

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- delete contacts you no longer speak to, old notes on phone, playlists you no longer listen to. 📱

- unsubscribe from podcasts, channels, music, remove apps & accounts that you no longer absorb. (replace these things with content the person you’re becoming would consume) 🎵🤍

- go through your wardrobe & create a donate, sell, & keep pile. don’t keep things you haven’t worn in months. before purchasing something, ask yourself if you’ll use it more than 5 times. for every item you bring in, 2-3 items should leave. 👚👙👟

- start adjusting your diet to fit your personal goals. remember that slow motion is better than no motion + discipline is necessary. don’t force yourself to get healthy / fit in one week this is a steady win - avoid burnout. writing your goals every week helps. ✍🏼🍳🍎🫐🥑

- practice detachment. i don’t mean from emotions & becoming ‘stoic’ but from materialistic objects, remove yourself from labels, become nothing so that you may become something. detach yourself from people that no longer serve you, stop dwelling on the past; there is only ‘right now’. detach yourself from the future, it is not promised & only creates anxious emotions. 🧠🫀🦶🏼

- learn to become comfortable with the uncomfortable. train yourself with breath work. I recommend pranayama, morning & night. I used to be anxious about anything that is ‘new’ until I started simply breathing properly & quieting my mind first thing when I wake up, I swear by it. 💆🏼‍♀️

- journal morning & night. track your mental + emotional patterns. write down why you feel a certain way & if you don’t know why, break it down instead of looking at the bigger picture. 📓

I could list more but I will end it here. There are levels to a reset. (lvl 1)

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sketchbook details 🌕✨

[Image description: Details from a gouache painting. It’s full moon and there are soft, creamy cotton clouds and sprinkle of golden stars.]

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Edd Allen - - I N K L I N G -

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when susan sontag wrote “I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it”

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The masculine urge to pick a strand hair falling on your girl's face and place it behind her ears>>>>>>

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Koi mereliye girlfriend dhund dooo

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when i have a crush i dont kick my feet or twirl my hair instead i am in my kitchen at 3am pacing in circles with my hands clasped behind my back like a middle-aged divorced detective haunted by a cold case he just cant crack

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kitna kuch hone ke baad, kitna kuch sehne ke baad, kitna kuch khone ke baad, maslihat, mayoosi, tanhai, yakeen, sabr, ehtaram, dua aur intezaar ke baad sajda karna seekhaya jaata hai. mai uss sajde ki kaifiyat alfaaz mein kabhi bayaan nahin kr paayi jab insaan aakhirkar Allah ke roobaru khada hota hai, wo sajda itna takleef-deh hota hai ke dil chah rha hota hai ke abhi ye sar sajde mein gire aur rooh parwaz kar jaaye. Aur uss waqt ka manzar alfaaz mein kaise bayaan ho skta hai jo Allah se mulakaat ki jaati hai, nadaamat se bhari aankhein aur shrm se bhara dil uske saamne khol kr rkh diya jaata hai, aankhon se rava aansu aur sabr ki kaifiyat sunayi jaati hai. Jab na daaye janib koi shakhs hota hai na baaye janib. chaaron taraf Allah ki aagosh mehsoos hoti hai jaise usse zor se gale se laga rkha ho. Jab alfaaz ki lambi list bhi khtm ho jaati hai aur khamoshi se rooh laraz uthti hai, jab dua ke liye haath uthane ki bhi himmat nahin rehti. Bas uss aakhiri marhale pe pohonch kr rabb mil jaata hai. Tab dil kehta hai ya Allah mein bade hadson se guzar kr aaya hu yahan. Maine sabr mein kami nahi ki, to ab mujhe bhi sile mein kami nahin chahiye! Ab mujhe bhi siley mein Tu chahiye sirf Tu...bs phir wo mil jaata hai aur sab mukammal hojata hai.

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They say mujhe khone ke baad ek din tum mujhe yaad karoge but that's not always true

As I Read somewhere Mene kabhi khud ko is khushfehmi mei nahi rakha ke meri kami kisi ko udas karegi, logon ko log mil hi jate hain kabhi badtar se behtar aur kabhi behtar se behtreen.

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And in the end

We were all just humans;

Drunk on the idea that love

Only love, would heal our brokenness.

- F. Scott Fitzgerald

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Attachments behenchod

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The things you hide in your heart, eats you alive.

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Kuch sawaal yunhei karleta hoon, bahaane se isi tarah uski awaaz sunn leta hoon.

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In English we say nothing happened but in urdu

تم پوچھو اور میں نہ بات ایسی تو حلت نہیں ایک زرا سا دل توتا ہے اور تو کوئی بات نہیں

Tum pucho aur main na batau aise toh halat nahi

Ek zara sa dil toota hai aur toh koi baat nahi

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Yun jo takta hai aasman ko tu,

Koi rahta hai aasman mein kya.

Ye mujhe chain kyun nahi padta,

Ek hi shakhs tha jahan mein kya. !!

~Jaun Eliya