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I hate this life so fucking much. I hate people so fucking much. I am so fucking alone.

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I want to die. I want to die so badly. But my little sister is getting married later this year and I don't dare to be the dark cloud ruining her day.

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they say im broken but they wont stop trying to hammer me into their shape.

why can't i just be broken in peace?

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family: we just want to help you

also family: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WH

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this pain ends with me

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having crushes on people ill never be able to have in a million years

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learning English slang is fun.

recently, I learned the word ‘tbh’

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every single day i feel like i am going to die

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I am so tired of being demonized for having and expressing my emotions

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"Home is not a place, it's a person" well I'm tired of being homeless

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i wish i would have died already

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I was so close to finding a safe place that felt like home. So fucking close to being happy and living the life I wanted.

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We were never meant for each other but I'm glad that even for a sheer moment it felt like we were.

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He tried to break my heart in the most gentle way possible.

However, there is no gentle way to do such a thing.

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I want to stay silly but

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Started crying and my partner just...left the apartment.

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Life is really hard and I'm really tired of it all