danngjoe

[danngjoe]

It's crazy how as kids we aren't taught structures or healthy relationships with ourselves. We're always forgetting ourselves because we want to be there for others.

I'm going to be 29. I am a mom , a wife and a friend to few.

I tried so many things this last year to check what I could do better or feel like I could possibly accomplish the impossible. And all it did for me , it made me think and realize , structure and relationships...play a bunch in my life. I had to rethink everything and everyone I encountered in the last year. And ask myself, would I want to spend the day with them...do they fit what I see as good people or someone that wants to see me happy and well... And sadly I'm really disappointed... I'm unhappy but Happy at the same time. I have less interactions with others, and although there are a few I love and love me back, I'm just ...here for them and not for myself.......Being 29 is not going to make any sense..