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TITLE: TWINS

Setting: LAST 2017 AT THE HOUSE

Characters: Asediuse1 Villa Corta-the brat twin sister of Asesiuse

                    Harold Villa Corta- Her heartless Father

                     Anna Corta-Her Mother

                    Asesiuse Bryls Cavalin Daservena Esmegralde Villa Corta-The Main Character

Climax: she pretended to be Asediuse

Rising action-She was molested by his father

  TWINS

ONE SHOT

  I SPENT my whole day on searching about introverts, nerds, and even psychos. Actually, I'm curious about what's inside their mind? Did they really that weird or just acting like that? Or if they really are, then are they a manipulator? 'Coz you know, my friend we don't actually know what's on their mind. I know, you know, or we all know that one day that person will kill you.Well, that's just my guess but who knows...

   "You Stupid Child! How many times do I have to remind you to study?! Focus! You are pure gadgets! " That gave me a sudden chills. I'm not aware of my father's sudden appearance. My hands are shaking together with my lips in unison. I can't stand straight or utter a single word to speak for my side. It just that, I can't. I'm bursting inside.

   "D-Dad---" he cutted me off.

   "I don't need your alibi! So you learned nothing because of your gadgets.If not a laptop, then a cellphone! Why not imitate your twin?! She's doing good in everything." Then he massaged his forehead while glaring at me sharply. He groaned, "You're such a disappointment."

 Beat.

   He then left me hanging my soul around. I can't process what he just said awhile ago.

   I sat and felt numb. Minutes later, I cried. Realizing that I am that dumb and stupid to him. And I hated it. I hated being compared to my twin sister. Yes, she's smart, I can prove it. The way she moves and speak are very precise and calculated. Everybody praise her as being that bravo like my parents.

  'Is this really how I am blessed?'I asked myself and I just laughed.

   I am not good in socializing and had a fear in speaking infront of many people. Not even a good looking one and not even intelligent. Am I cursed?

   "AM I CURSED?!" I shouted and threw a flowervase beside me.

    I cried until I found myself repeatedly banging my head against the wall.

  "You're the most stupid creature, Asesiuse. You're so f*cking lucky." I whispered to myself and I gigle after that.

   That was just one of my dark past and many more scenarios happened. Sometimes, Dad attempted to hurt me physically. Abuse me whenever he's tired and drunk. He even embarrassed me to the guests in an indirect way.

While mom can't do anything because she is dad's bully. And I don't allow it to happen. Yeah, it sounds like I'm a hero here but I'm just a hopeless victim in this story.

  Everything's doing fine and normal not until my mom died because of a lung cancer.

My Sister was studying abroad during that time because that's what dad wanted.

  At first, dad was quiet and I guess that he'd changed. But I was mistaken 'cos everything became worst, he became worst.

   I don't even know what I'm doing. I am torn.

I was pressured. Because I want to impress him but my best is not enough.

He makes me look like I still lack everything that I suffer for nothing.

How cruel he is.

  That time, I cried infront of him. I spoke for myself but I just received a slap and offensive words.

   "Keep this in your tiny mind that I don't have a stupid daughter! Inutil!" I wipe my tears right after he left.

   I'll asure to heaven and hell that he'll regret everything. I believe in karma.

   Starting that day, I bacame cold yet bothered. I will go to School that is not emotionally, physically, and mentally stable because I feel everyone is confused. I don't feel like I want to kill.

  That gave me a bang on my mind.

   'What's wrong with me?' I just shrugged thae thoughts on my mind while intently observing anyone in the football field.

   I'm irritated the way they talk. Annoyed by their presence. Bothered by their moves. However, a wide smile plastered on my face.

There's so much scenarios appearing on my mind. And they are all included on that scenes, suffering on my own hands.

   I like it! Hmmm.

  One time, it's 7:38 in the evening when I got home and there I saw my dad with his fuming mad face.

  I can see a 'danger sign' on his forehead.

  Nah, nothing's new.

  "What is it, dad?" I boredly asked. He slapped me, faster than I knew.

   "How dare you?" He started calmly.

He gripped my jaw tightly.

 I never knew that he's this f*cking aggressive when hurting me. Well, he's my legendary father, anyway.

  "All this time, you gave nothing but a headache. Look at your grades in your minor subjects, all failed! Especially in the major, you're totally failed in every subject!" He shouted on my face.

  "D-dad, let me g-go." I begged but he ignored what I just said. He lost control and pushed me hard on the floor. He immediately slapped me on the belt he was holding.

   "You're a college student yet you can't do your responsibility well as a student! You're a Villa Corta! You're a future heir of your lola Aurora But what? Still useless until now!"

     He did not stop me until all my skin was red. He showed me no mercy at all.

  I just lay on the floor and feel the surroundings while my tears are continuously flowing.

   No one bothered to help me even the maids. I have with me my phone but I don't have anyone to call for help. Even my brother is different from me.

   Why reality is so cruel to me? I have no serious sins hah! Infact, I'm still being bullied!

   I got the news. I failed all my major subjects even minor. Some professors reported to Dean's office about my behavior and performances during classes. They demand to kick me out.

   My good father found out about it again and I received more than a hundred lashes from him.

   Because of my wounds, I do not go in either. Now, he's verbally abusing me.

   I'm tired of everything ...

I'm tired ..

  Anxiety and depression hit me so hard.

I looked at my phone to check what time is it at it's already 1:08 in the morning.

  I laughed. I did nothing but laugh out loud while looking at dad's photo.

  "My precious father of mine. I am lucky to have you, huh." I smiled bitterly then smirked.

  I dialed my sister's number. Hopefully she will answer it as soon as possible.

  "Oh, why did you call out of a sudden?" Hearing her voice is like hearing my own voice. That drew a smile on my face.

   "How are you?"

  "Seriously? You're nonsense!" She furiously said from the line.

    Who would be so sensible as to call them late at night? It's just me.

 "Hey, you listen to me. I need you, p-please. Please help me, Asediuse." I pleaded.

   I heard her sighed. "Help? You need my help? Nah, you better take your medicines." Then she chuckled. I gripped my phone.

She's like Dad, no wonder.

   Before I can utter a word, she hanged up the call.

  "You'll regret. You'll see."

   2years later

  Asediuse came back to the Philippines while Asesiuse are nowhere to be found.

   "Hija! I'm glad you're here safe. Daddy is so proud of you." He hugged me tightly and I tapped my father's shoulder.

  "You're being overreacting, daddy. Oh, anyway where's Asesiuse? I'll give him something." I can see his crumpled face when he heard my twin sister's name.

   "Ah she's in vacation." My eyebrow arched.

   "Why? That's new to hear." I chuckled.

  "Why not. He also needs that so that he is not just here at home. Oh come on. Your grandmother and grandfather are waiting for you."

  "I'm so excited!"

   "You should, sweety." He said and kissed my forehead.

   After a long tiring day, daddy let me rest. I no longer object.

I missed this.

  I missed him...

  It was two in the morning when I woke up and I don't know why I have this guts to go to my twin sister's roorm. There is nothing interesting about it.

 "Sayang." I whispered.

   I looked around when I saw daddy's picture stained with red liquid.

  "What's the meaning of this?!" I'm nervously shaking out of a sudden.

   Then I found myself inside my father's room to tell what just I saw awhile ago.

Am I just being paranoid or what?!

   "A-asediuse, my daughter please h-help me." There I saw my father laying with full of blood all over his body. I'm bursting inside.

   A tear formed on my eyes. I'm starting to enjoy every second of his suffering. I love it.

   "How are you, Harold or ahould I say dad?" I concernly asked and his expression changed. From pleading one to cold stone one.

   "Asediuse!" He shouted.

   "Hmm, Asediuse. Such a good name but Asesiuse is better. Mine is better."  I let a devil laugh. Ah, I just want to saviour this moment forever.

   "W-what are you t-talking about?"

Now he is vomiting blood.

   "I thought you were smart? Oh wait, you're getting older. Okay, let me just introduce myself, I'm Asesiuse Bryls Cavalin Daservena Esmegralde Villa Corta your one and only daughter." I sarcastically said while grinning ear to ear.

  He was furious with anger. I can see it.

"H-how dare you ?!" I was suddenly irritated by his voice.

   "I dare you to listen carefully." I said seriously, "I killed my twin sister. I succeeded and look, I deceived you!"

Then I quickly stabbed the knife I was holding around his neck.

   "Now tell me father, how does it feel to have nothing to ask for help? How does it feel to be so weak and fucking powerless?" I sobbed in front of him.

  "I asure, whatever it takes… You’ll rot in hell forever." I smirked and stabbed his dead body nth times.

        What life lessons can be     learned from the movie?

-parents should not be favoritism and should not abuse their children.

      2. What part of the story told by the movie was the most powerful?

Why?

-when she took revenge. she killed his dad and his brother.

       3. Who was your favorite character in the movie? Why?

        - Asesiuse  because when his father hurt her she just put up with it but when she realized that his       dad and her sister were too much she took revenge.

4. Did anything that happened in the movie remind you of something

that has occurred in your own life or that you have seen occur to

others?

- when my parents compare me with other people  

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Choose your favorite technology! 

Computers: Because my parents have been using computers for as long as I can remember. They came out before I was born and I do remember my parents talking about wanting to get one for their own use. But at the time it did not really do a whole lot that would be of use to my parents. I remember using computers when I went to school for educational games and typing. As I got older the computers became more advanced and people were able to do more with them. My parents bought a computer so they could use excel and even some of the design programs at the time. I have to say I am partial to MACS but I do also own a PC that I adore. My entire life I have been surrounded by some sort of computer, whether it was at home or in school. I remember when my parents brought home laptop. I thought it was the coolest thing I had ever seen. I’m not a technological person, and I don’t have many technological devices, but my favorite gadget is the laptop.

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Annyeonghaseyo!

Where do I see myself 10 years from now? Is my learning in SPUP

vital to where I’m leading to?

The way I see myself ten years ahead of now is not something I often think about. To tell you the truth, it scares me a little to know that in one short decade I will be twenty Six years old, and that my years of youth are coming to an end. One thing I’m certain of, is that if God gives me the opportunity to get to that age, I will make the most of my years and put all of my effort to become a successful, happy woman.

A vision I’ve always had of myself years ahead of now  is a successful police woman and a wealthy business woman that owns an famous restaurant , and is a world-wide well known my restaurant . I will have graduated from ST.PAUL UNIVERSITY PHILIPPINES . My institution will give an education to people.

I’m sure that with perseverance and the help of the people I love, as well as God’s, I will have the chance to travel around the world and meet many beautiful places.

By the time I turn 26, I will have visited dozens of countries around the world, and known places of incredible beauty. Another one of my wishes is to be able to build a very beautiful house with a music studio, a big garden, a couple of dogs and cats , a few nice cars, and maybe even a swimming pool and a hot tub.

Other dreams I have include a house in SEOUL NORTH KOREA , as well as an apartment in TOKYO JAPAN , a room share in Steamboat Colorado, and a beautiful house in Puerto PRICESSA PALAWAN, I’m not very certain I will be living in my native country ten years ahead of now, but I am certain that I will visit it often to see my family and friends as frequently as my job allows me to.

Is my learning in SPUPvital to where I’m leading to?

- YES BECAUSE I CAN'T REACH EVERYTHING I HAVE WITHOUT THE ST.PAUL UNIVERSITY OF PHILIPPINES TEACHERS AND SISTERS AND FATHER

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   Was HUMMS the best choice after all?

Yes beacause in hums It trains you to think and consider ALL sides of a situation.

It’s common in a HUMSS classroom to be knee deep in debates, especially if the topic interests everyone. Whether you are involved in the action or are standing in the sidelines, you’ll get to hear all kinds of information and opinions. You’ll learn how to weigh each one, sort them out, and decide for yourself what would be the best course of action. Being exposed to this, one good thing you will understand is the value of listening. I’ve had Disciplines and Ideas in the Applied Social Sciences subjects in HUMSS and I found it really useful especially that one of the topics in it is counseling.

The avid reader and the aspiring know-it-all are both at an advantage here.

If you’re the kind of person who finds yourself randomly hitting some article you found in the internet or someone who just believes that #KnowledgeIsPower, congrats! You’ll fit right in. A HUMSS classroom is a hub for information sharing and includes a lot of conversations and exchange of ideas. You’ll most likely have the upper hand during class discussions.

You will realize that you have power

One thing that the HUMSS subjects instill in you is that you’re powerful as a human being. You’ll learn about the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, which is highly important in our world. You’ll learn about your power as a citizen in Philippine Politics and Governance. You’ll learn the power of your mind in Philosophy. Trust me, learning under the HUMSS strand is an eye-opener.

Confidence will slowly but surely become your second skin.

Even if you’re naturally shy, gradually, you’ll learn how to speak up for yourself. You’ll find that you are comfortable in saying what’s on your mind because that’s what being in the HUMSS strand encourages you to do: to share your thoughts to the world.

Individuality and diversity are welcome.

You’ll learn how to appreciate the differences between people, especially in the subject Introduction to World Religions and Belief Systems and Trends, Networks, as well as Critical Thinking in the 21st Century Culture. Everyone is inherently unique in their own ways. Understanding and embracing it is one step closer towards achieving harmonic coexistence with one another.

    What course will you take in college and why? CRIMINOLOGY

I am Danica Mae D. Baliuag I Choose this course, because of the stable job after you finished it or this is in demand most especially now some of officials goes retiring because of they are older, goes to after life and some of company , organization needed a new one deserving to be an officer who can be the one we can trust and willing to serve and protect in the community..

Because this course fit your personality and ability, so when you asked someone about the course you take and you probably answer one of those question from the knowlegde u have learned from studying on this fields.It is happy to study, especially when the course you have is the one you like, and I am one of those students. “i choose it because i like it ”. All I want is to be a successful professional policewoman someday. They all say that there are many course aside from my course. And BsCrim is not the only option. Just like ”HRM ”, but all I want is CRIMINOLOGY NOT THE OTHER COURSE

What topic would you like to learn more in this subject?

Basic Computer Understanding and Skills Knowing the basics about computer really means a lot, today technology like computer is widely used and being uneducated about computer means being left behind, not only by the trend but also by the benefits we can get by using the computer.

  What the corona virus has taught you about life?

I’ve learnt to live with the bare minimum, comfortable with what I already have. Lockdown has taught me what is truly valuable in life and what’s a facade. It’s given me an opportunity to slow down in this fast changing world and to appreciate what truly matters: friends, family and the connections I’ve made over the course of my life

I’m rediscovering myself. And with every passing day, I’m rekindling with my passions, my likes, my interests and, mostly importantly, my desire to live, rather than merely survive.

Understanding what we really want

It’s funny how it takes the entire world coming to a stop for us to realise that maybe, just maybe, we’ve been doing things the wrong way after all. Of course it’s important to put bread on the table, but it’s equally important to keep your heart fed with the things that it really wants.

Maybe it’s that music lesson you’ve been wanting to take since you were 10, but never could find the time for. Or maybe it’s just spending some time with loved ones. The point I’m trying to make here is that even though the world seems like it’s falling apart on the outside, on the inside, it’s been a healing experience for a lot of us. At least, it has been for me.

Many of us have been using this time to do things that we generally wouldn’t, things we’d normally shun with an excuse of not having enough time. But now, time really does feel like an absurd concept, doesn’t it? The truth is, it was never really about time, it was about prioritising. In a world where instant gratification is the norm and everything is at our fingertips, the virtue of patience seems long lost. We’re bombarded with content on social media and streaming platforms and are constantly stimulated by text messages. Somewhere along the way, we’ve lost our ability to sit still and appreciate what is, rather than what isn’t. My observation might seem a little harsh, but it’s reflected in everything we do. From that summer body you’ve always longed for to the language you want to be fluent in. We want it all in a moment, we don’t want to wait, because waiting is boring. More importantly, waiting is hard.

So, what can we take away from these hard times? Despite all that has gone on, there have been some positives to the world coming to a stop. It’s forced us to take a step back, think, understand and appreciate what it means to live and not just survive. And that’s something I’m going to try to hold onto for a long time to come.