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Wonder if I should reupload my Plantcest fics under the Kangaroo name now that I'm no longer part of the fandom (they were under another name that I bailed on after some fandom anxiety.)

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The worst part about Trump winning is that it's going to devastate Rick.

(Well and all the stripping back basic human rights, cutting much needed government programs, the rising levels of rampant racism and sexism and other groups, possible overthrow of the entire government etc)

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I somehow broke the Sims version of Tinder. My Sim kept going on dates, nonconing them, then murdering them. I have about sixteen gravestones in my backyard but now I can't go on dates through the app anymore??

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The widespread opinion that it's a justified killing has allowed women to proudly wave their "I want to fuck a murderer" freak flag. Good for them.

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When you have to avoid explaining why you hate the IWTV series to your coworkers not because Armand isn't white but because he's not underage.

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When you haven't written anything in a few weeks and now you're sitting at your desk at work trying to concentrate but all your mind can think of is Kyle non-conning Stan.

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When you're watching a cartoon with a character that is basically a blob creatures but are still like, yeah, I'd hit it.

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Tried to read A Rose That Won't Bloom to get back into the mood to finish it and I found it kind of boring tbh. Like, it's not a good fic. Crap.

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Me continuously relieved yet disappointed that Angel Hair still hasn't made it onto the South Park fandom wiki fanfic list. I feel like it's at least a little iconic?

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Had this dream that Matt's voice changed too much and I won a contest to be the new voice of Kyle.

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Me this month

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I just kind of feel numb. You know a loss is bad when you can't feel anything.

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Been rereading Holly a lot lately as comfort fics but I've read them all again and started over at this point. Maybe I should read A Rose That Won't Bloom both to inspire me to write again and remind me what was happening. I'm still extremely depressed right now but use the pain etc etc

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put three f/f ships you like in the tags. doesnt matter how obscure or embarrassing the media, go for it. and no, your m/m ship doesnt count as women

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Pets are more family than many blood relatives.

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Recent realization regarding my trauma with South Park and the fandom: I mostly seem to associate it with creek. I can still read style fics without feeling that sense of panic and anxiety. Which is fine because creek has never been something I was that passionate about in the first place. It's always just been a cute side ship to me not a main.

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Life is so hard right now. I'm just sort of tempted to just call out for the next week and just reread comfort fics.