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So I found you again...

I haven’t been on Tumblr in a while... and by a while I mean... A WHILE!

I am not sure what I am doing here. Maybe just trying to find more space for me to rant in. I am already very noisy on Twitter but the space there may just never be enough for someone like me who has plenty of things to say. 

I am 31 and do not really have a concrete plan for my future. I really don’t. But that’s a topic for another day. 

I am just here to say, “Hey!” and maybe try to visit more often. 

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You can never go wrong with shoes that are on sale. Sale na nga, 10% off pa. Sale on sale! . . . . . . . . . . . . . #newbalance #newbalanceph #newbalance373 #thesportswarehouse (at Cebu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B35zLavAHnI/?igshid=1aasieln5twq4

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“You alright?” “Always.”

The soul and heart of the Avengers.

twitter + instagram: pineapplebreads

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26/05 | narry hugs

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Overexposed. (at Camotes Island, Cebu)

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#TeamUP

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#BosCoffeechella free cookie!!! ❤

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Never too late to watch the last leg of #VirginLabFest12's Set A plays at 3pm tomorrow at Tanghalang Huseng Batute, CCP! Get your tickets at #TicketWorld now! I swear, you won't regret it! (at Tanghalang Huseng Batute, CCP)

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I wrote a song about the recent heartbreak I had. So... here it is. It’s in Bisaya so it may be hard for some to understand.

My voice kept breaking in between recordings because I was crying prior to recording this.

Every word in this song is based on true stories and hugot me and my friend went through. She helped out with the words.

Cheesy AF but whatever. I just hope a lot would be able to relate to this. I poured my heart, sweat an tears in writing this song. Enjoy the hugot!

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Dear BB @zachaldave, Thank you for reminding me that I am a beautiful person. I almost cried when I saw what you wrote. Thank you so much for being there for me last night. 😁 Youdabest!

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Hipsterization.

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Xie Ping 🍧 (at DimSum Break, One Pavilion Banawa Cebu)

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Xie Ping 🍧 (at DimSum Break, One Pavilion Banawa Cebu)

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For Nelson ❤

2 months official. Almost 6 months since the communication started again.

We were friends back in high school but we were never really close. We were more of the friend-kita-kasi-crush-ka-ng-friend-ko type of friends. 😂 Now, I can’t even last one day without hearing your voice. Funny noh?

I don’t know why I’m writing this though. I find it quite corny to be celebrating a “monthsary” or whatever but for some reason, I kind of want to write a little something just to let you know how much you mean to me especially because you are a bit far.

It’s really amazing how I could never run out of things to talk about with you. There’s always something new everyday.

I was never a believer of LDR until you came along (UGH! Ka-corny but dis be true tho 🙈). To make this message even cornier than it already is, let me reminisce about 5 of my favorite memories of this thing we call “our relationship.”

I will never forget that night of confessions. I cried out of awkwardness and your mouth kept fumbling to find the right words to say. Looking back at it, I find it one of the funniest conversations we ever had. 😂

I remember our first video call because it was my birthday. 😊 That was the best birthday gift ever. 

I will never forget the first time you called me and how awkward that felt. 

“Can’t Help Falling” will forever hold a special place in my heart. The song in itself is corny AF but it made a lot of sense (plus it was the first song I sang for you. Chedeeeeen! Extra corny-ness to go! 🌽🌽🌽).

That time you said, “di ak mauurit. 💜 kita ee.” I don’t know if you already meant it at the time but my kilig was so hyped up I pretended to fall asleep after you texted that because I didn’t really know what to say. 😂😉

Wheeeew!!! 😊 Let us continue with the cheesy-ness…

I used to cringe at the sight of couples being cheesy with each other (I still do... sometimes 😂). Every now and then though, I get jealous because I wanna be cheesy with you beside me and deep inside, it just crushes me that I can’t have that with you just yet. 😭

This thing that we have, it’s really hard. Very hard. I hope we don’t ever have to go through something that would force us to break up. I don’t think I’d ever be able to recover from it. I was scared to enter this situation but now, I am more scared of losing you.

It does get lonely sometimes. The only thing keeping me sane is our late night to early morning video calls, our all-day long conversations, and my imagination. I keep imagining what it feels like to touch your face, to see your eyes twinkle at the sight of me, to feel your lips against mine, to hold your hand & see that whilst it’s not the perfect jigsaw piece, the spaces between your fingers will be filled with my tiny fingers, how warm it must feel to hug you & to finally feel your arms wrap around me. I know I will have to stop imagining all this just because it’s not healthy for my mental health. Haha. 😂 I have to stop because all of these imaginations will become reality someday. ❤

Thank you for a lot of things. I know I said those two words so many times already but I just can’t seem to thank you enough. THANK YOU! 😘

Two months in and I haven’t discovered your wholeness yet. There are so many things I have to learn about you & there are also a lot of things you have to learn about me. I hope the learning about each other never stops. I hope “we” never stop.

I love you with all my heart, Nelson and I want to love you more everyday. Cheers to 2 months!!! 🍻

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at Sta. Fe, Bantayan Island

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Yawyaw kay init! 🌞 Thanks @christinesolon for taking the pic. 😉 (at Parian, Cebu City, Philippines)

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10-year-old perfectly explains the reality of the justice system in US