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missing soobin hours 💌 (32)

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capture time

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okay, here's what I don't get.

The smut here is...

has any one of these MOA ever seen a man naked? Had intercourse with a man? Because what I see here is...

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sorry im drunk

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"He's scared to remember.  These memories may be the only thing left. If all the people in them are dead, he’s tasked with the burden of remembering for all of them.  Once he’s gone, they will be too.

Forever."

another minute, another second

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I'm so glad it's an AU! Absolutely in love with your 'Another minute, another second' Gyu. (But that doesn't mean I won't be reading too far gone banger as well.)

You're phenomenal. I just love you, ugh!

No. I LOVE YOU.

You love Beomgyu. More than anything.

But.

Maybe there's someone you've been with since the start.

It's the apocalypse, so the rules don't apply...

And maybe, you love someone just as much as Beomgyu. Maybe it's Soobin.

Perhaps Soobin knows you love him just as much and maybe there are rules to follow

You wouldn't want to know what happens if you don't follow his rules

And maybe, Beomgyu might catch on

You can't be with every member if it's within that story

He rolls up and gets back between your legs.  Looks where he cut you.  It’s only small beaded drops between those soft breasts and he can’t stop looking.  He feels your body and realizes he’s been fingering you.  He pulls his fingers out and licks them.  Everything about you is good.

...and it one quick movement he slices his palm open...he squeezes his hand into a fist and watched it drip down on to you.  Down your thighs, pooling into your stomach

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Sometimes, in the quietest, most unexpected moments of the day, I find myself holding my breath—frozen in place—just because something about your fic, deja vu (amidst the ruins), crosses my mind. My heart aches in a way that takes me right back to the first time I read it, which shattered me in the most beautiful, painful way.

It’s how Beomgyu loved, loves, and will love the MC, every lifetime, no matter how and what. His love is unchanging, bound to repeat through time, and it’s that love that haunts me—lives in my chest, reminding me that nothing, absolutely nothing, can ever compare.

(It really hits differently when I imagine these two as the same characters in your other Beomgyu fics.)

I swear, I’m so grateful I found you, because in all the stories I’ve read, this one, your story, will always hold a place.

P.S. Whenever I hear the song deja vu, it's them. It's yours. And nothing will ever come close.

TLDR at bottom:

Before I say anything else, I have to say that the fact anyone even clicks on anything I've done is an honor. I don't care if they hate it or what-the fact that someone was like, alright, I'll give this a go, means so much to me. It doesn't matter if after the first paragraph, they're like, nah, this aint it.

There is so much fic-idol fic, fandom fic, whatever out there. If I can have a single person give me a shot, I consider it a success. ESPECIALLY when I know that my style isn't for everybody. I know that. I've gotten "I like the idea, but the way you write distracts me." I'll never forget that. That was a decade ago on FF.NET of all horrendous places, lmao. (Do you like Harry/Hermione? Well, no one else does)

But when you love the people you write about, you just...do it.

And this is how I felt about this story. It's my least read story for TXT, but that makes absolutely no difference to me, because this one story, I put my heart into. I'm not even joking. I have a soundtrack for it. This one is one I've held so close to my heart, it's borderline stupid.

Sorry, anon. I am...with every comment and kudos, I'm always taken aback. It may seem cliche but I'm literally always shocked. I literally flinch.

I rejoined tumblr after a while. I ACTUALLY REMEMBER POSTING ABOUT 'CANT YOU SEE ME ' MV WHEN IT DROPPED-I was like, Heuning is TOO YOUNG for leather pants, lol.

TLDR:

But sorry...Beomgyu, to me, is a romantic. He's an analog guy in a digital world. He's sentimental in the best way. He said once that his parent's relationship is what he strives for and I believe that to be true.

I think there is a lot of truth to the 'Beomgyu' he shows us, and I think that when he loves, it's truly and deeply. And yes, this is you from all the other fics I've written. There's something really raw in the way he presents himself sometimes (the 3am/3pm comparison)

I'm so serious when I say thank you. To you, anon. It means so much to me. Not only for you reading what I write, but to write me here. I take your words to heart. I really, really do.

I don't know if you know how much this really makes me want to do better.

Thank you.

I'll be better about checking this place

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"He's scared to remember.  These memories may be the only thing left. If all the people in them are dead, he’s tasked with the burden of remembering for all of them.  Once he’s gone, they will be too.

Forever."

another minute, another second

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241115 TOMORROW X TOGETHER, OVER THE MOON

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wait a minuteeeee! Too far to gone is happening at the same time as Another Minute, Another second??

Im not complaining tho IM JUST SHOOOKED (if its true)

Oh hello! Technically yeah 😬. It's why I've labeled it as an au, since in the main story, none of this would be happening and would be out of character.

I wanted something very bad and very wrong and very dark-if everyone gave in to their worst impulses.

I just can't help myself.

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too far gone-preview

After the world ended, you and Soobin only had each other.

After everything, there isn't anything he wouldn't do for you. He'll die for you. He'll kill for you. He'll burn this world to the ground if you asked.

Even though you're with Beomgyu now, he knows you loved him first. Love him best.

And to prove that you love him above all others, you need to do as he says.

Sometimes you don't listen. Which is fine.

He'll make you.

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"...It was you and me out there.  And we promised that we’d live for each other. You love me, so do as I say. I hold dominion over you."

“Do you?”

His hand slides to your hair, and he fists it roughly, pulling your face up to his.  “Do I need to slaughter them all in front of you?”  He mutters.  “Am I going to have to slit your precious love’s throat in his sleep?  I don’t want to have to do that.”

You narrow your eyes.  “Would you?”

“Would I what?  Kill them all in front of you?  Why are you even asking?”

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From the series the day the stars came falling, a preview of too far gone, a dark story of depravity and violence.

DARK! EXPLICIT CONTENT. VIOLENT EXPLICIT CONTENT. DARK!TXT. Especially Dark!Soobin

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TOMORROW X TOGETHER ✩ OVER THE MOON

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SOOBIN: OVER THE MOON (2024)

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TAEHYUN ☆ OVER THE MOON (OUR SANCTUARY VER.)