30. Neurodivergent and wouldn’t trade it for anything. Musician and orchestra member. Flute/Piano. Alto domra in a 90% retired Russian ensemble. Famke fanatic and Potterhead. I don’t know why I’m still on Tumblr tbh.
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the thing you have to understand about the way that daughters of the upper and middle classes learned how to play instruments at a level higher than you may have gotten to in piano lessons as a child and were able to dedicate hours to honing their craft despite essentially being hobbyists is that it has absolutely nothing to do with People Back Then being Different and Better somehow. it's just that if you're a rich girl from 1839, playing the piano is the closest thing you can get to a rhythm game. half of all of those women would have been happier playing osu! and the only reason they weren't is that it didn't exist yet
#FFR was amazing to waste my life on during Covid when music wasn’t happening anywhere#now it’s a daily battle to practice flute and piano over playing that 😂#I’ll stay on the hill that one FFR night a week actually helps me as a musician though
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"Trust the whisper of actions over the shout of promises."
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I’ve been hurt so deeply, so often, that I can no longer remember who I was before it all began.
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#pro of wireless: can be anywhere in my apartment without my phone with me and the connection stays#cons of wireless: literally everything else……
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“You don’t know her until you talk to her at 3am and listen as she pours all her troubles out to you.”
— Unknown
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Undersea jammies. With the cold weather that just blew in, I decided to expand my girls’ pajama collection and made a set of shark print pjs. Since my new girls don’t have clothes of their own, they got to try them on.
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my Lindsey Bergman doll came in!!
I found her on Ebay! I think she's adorable!! 🥰
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I think some of you forgot that autistic people sometimes act strange and say things that are poorly worded and speak with incorrect tone and misunderstand or miss social cues because they are autistic
#I literally have to mask to control my tone and it’s way harder when I’m tired/overstimulated/both#I’ve tried explaining that sometimes it takes everything I have just to get the words out#tone is a luxury if I have spoons left over at the moment#but no by all means keep me at the drive thru window chatting with customers for a full eight hour shift#when I have asked repeatedly to rotate me after an hour or two because that’s my limit before I start sounding ‘rude’
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hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god
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