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Totle

You can be Funny

You can Be GAY U can be a Genius * I will be an artist 

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prose 1

I am here neither there 

nor _______ I am  breaking through to the  ________ Im retarded I can almost taste it  Im ________(prose 2) randomly generated  I say earnestedly regenderated  ________ Imperial Money #PANAMANIA ____________________

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Imperial

Imperial-core .. Imperial class // ephemeral 

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anon

everybody in the history of time was a comedian, gay and a genius 

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This

insular existence  this niggerland this terrible terrible thing that happened to me this bwana that goes all the way around the world and back into a clever spot .  pure comedy and music to the ears of my fellow neighbors I wish i could laugh too but i was raised on laughing and those intangible lungs are tired .  I’m weary about the ways of the world These fake fucking faggots . Its funny that i’m mad because i’m not . They don’t know what they are up against . they are born schizophrenic they choose to be gay to be faggots and to be sane so they can call themselves crazy and make believe because they are pussies .  they think they’d get a gold star or something .  you are ditchcore . you are trashcore and garbage  a fruit-tart that when bad after being left outside on a sunday afternoon Rodney my love . tell the other niggers what i did for you . tell them what we’re made of . 

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hey , im one of the real ones . i think u r 2 . i have a sense of humor about it . today for you tomorrow for me . 

PSA

*TW UNREALITY* Not going into specifics so I can tell if you’re being truthful or not. If you are involved in the system or reality skips/jumps, please like this post I need to talk to the rest of us. I already know 2 and we have some theory’s. I know it’s all true but tagging things that people may think they are.

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At least you found your drama . 

March 3, 2017

This whole time I’ve been worried about having schizophrenia. Especially after believing that my mother suffered from it. However when I finally talked to my therapist about it she mentioned my symptoms sounding like ptsd. And after reading up on the illness I’m feeling like this could be it. It explains everything I’ve been experiencing. The semi blackouts, the dissociation from reality, the anxiety, the paranoia, all of it. The question now though is how to I overcome it. If I’m right I’ve been experiencing these things for a long time now, although it did get worse more recently in the past two years. Depression and ptsd, what a combo. I really am a basket case. 

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Literally everyone hears voices and literally everyone experiences what both y’all have cited .  You’re just bored . source : i come from an immigrant family of renowned U.S. doctors most of which worked in neurology and passed on a lot of knowledge and reassurance to me . People like y’all are great for the industry tho. Not so much for your parents peace of mind, god bless them . 

Hey I'm unsure if this is an autism thing but I hear voices. They sort of just form something I can't understand and say things that drive me just insane because of all the noise. It only happens when I'm upset or on the verge of a shutdown or meltdown Otherwise they're still there but they're quiet. Almost whispers actually. What is this???? I just need answers ~your local autistic plant boy

Hearing voices is literally the term for it. Some other keywords that are used from more of a medicalized perspective but still might turn up useful resources are psychosis and schizophrenia.

Hearing voices is not autism, but it’s well known that voices can get loud or aggressive or say different things in response to stress, so it’s not a big leap to expect that they would change similarly in response to meltdown triggers.

-Mod Valencia

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“ actually disassociative “ lmfao i bet this nigga thinks im a troll too . this a kid without a sense of humor who wishes he was cool  

Don’t know if dissociation or… something else.

Does anyone else get that visual fog thing going on occasionally?

My room is a fog.

It’s kinda blurry.

My glasses don’t help so it’s not my eyes.

The dark pits of my room are merging together so I can’t really tell things apart.

It’s kinda blurry/foggy.

It’s giving me a literal brain fog and nothing looks real?

I can see static in both the dark places of my room and the lighter places.

Edit: please note that I do have DID and schizophrenia (but I’m on meds for the schizophrenia so that… shouldn’t be it).

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fucking pathetic . did you do that on your parents account . 

The list

In the last 4 months doctor’s have thought I might have: Bipolar disorder Schizophrenia Borderline personality disorder PTSD Cancer

And more that have been already ruled out

I also need to be tested for: Lyme disease Hashimoto’s disease Lupus

I’m diagnosed: ADD Severe Depression Fibromyalgia Anxiety

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The enneagram as complete fucking hilarious quotes from patients in mental hospital :)))

(you may reblog this tho i rlly don’t know why you would do that lol)

E1: “I’m also here because I have OCD you know, the disorder where everything has to be symmetrical haha” (Note: the person doesn’t have ocd)

E2: “I care so much about my abuser I mean he molested me but I love him so much he did nothing wrong it was all my fault i’m sorry”

E3: “I’m rich i don’t deserve any of this”

E4: “ugH i have it worse than all of you since I have depression AND anxiety!” (note: she said that in front of 3 people with an eating disorder and one guy with schizophrenia)

E5: “I think I might be??too smart for my therapist???” (Note: he’s not)

Ep6: “I’m really scared of guinea pigs but then again I’m scared of everything including myself. I think i might have a problem.”

Ecp6: “I’ve got anger issues too but here are some calming crystals they helped me a lot I’m chill now”

E7: “I solve all my problems with drugs hahah”

E8: “the food here is so horrible i bet it has more chemicals in it than Madonna’s face but on the good side, if you eat it and you grow up you will never look older than 13 i swear”

E9: “I really don’t want to be offensive please tell me if i hurt your feelings but you all fucking suck and deserve to die especially you Stan”

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A R T 

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B A L L S // 

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Andrea Feldman at Max’s Kansas City, 1972 by Anton Perich

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Peter Hujar - Candy Darling on her Deathbed 

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Class

Class is important whether you like it or not.  I’m not talking about class like “style”. I’m talking about class like middle class low class high class. You’re born into it and it follows you in ways only the rest of the world can see for the rest of your life.  Know your class. Know what you’re up against. 

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