damndovie

[damndovie]

it’s a hundred and three in the valley.

[damndovie]

come on home.

[damndovie]

tell mom i love her.

[damndovie]

journal entry, 8.28.23. title: i want to go home.

[damndovie]

journal entry, 7.25.23. title: i think i should kill myself.

[damndovie]

why did they do that to you i want to throw up

[damndovie]

i wish i had died during childhood.

[damndovie]

i wish i would’ve done it. i wish i would do it now.

[damndovie]

you were my whole world.

[damndovie]

in another life.

[damndovie]

mama.

[damndovie]

it still hurts.

[damndovie]

you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else.

[damndovie]

i was not safe with you.

[damndovie]

and it’s 4 am again, and i’m doing nothing again.

[damndovie]

but you’re not special; you’re evil.

[damndovie]

if i just close my eyes, i will disappear.