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I'm a different person now, and that's okay. That's the whole point, right?

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Strange, the way it felt like home–to wander through the dark, alone.

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Your fiancé is a loser. Do better.

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In 2024, I will move a little slower, laugh a little longer, and try to live just a little bit more.

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The sad truth is that the truth is sad

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I would live one thousand lonely lives if only to hold you a moment longer.

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Time has changed me, I believe, for the better.

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Forever in love with Matty and the way he moves

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"If you're going to kill the king, then you better kill the king."

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The starving optimist inside of me refuses to give up.

Come hell or high water, I will fall asleep each night believing earnestly that all of my farrest-flung dreams will one day be realized.

I will have that job.

I will love that girl.

I will heal my wounded soul.

And I will wake up each morning and work to make those dreams reality.

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There is so much I wish to say. To the universe, to myself, and most of all to you. If I were half as bold and twice as reckless then I would've sang it from the rooftop many years ago. Instead, I grew old, potentially drowning in my delusions of grandiose as I risk a life of mediocrity. Who was that troubled child of my past? Who has replaced him today? Who will he become once the dust of youth has settled? When all is said and done, can I truly tame myself into a life of contentment, or will this unyielding hunger for something greater remain ever-present? Stuck between unfulfilling reality and unachievable dreams. A choice afforded to me only by the love of a woman long lost - the muse of my thoughts and the bane of my memories. There is so much I wish to say.