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Just studying? Noope. Doesn't count. Tiredness denied.

Not unless studying all night counts?

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D'you work all night too?

The same..

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Eh. Tired as hell. You?

You alright?

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He is a handsome little bugger, I know! He's gonna start breaking hearts any day now.

I can’t believe how big he is now. He’s gorgeous just like his mammy.

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Who gave Gavin permission to get so big?

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Can I go to the party if I don't go to the memorial?

Memorial

After party at my house.

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Maybe if I knew her better, or didn't know her at all I'd go. Either would make me feel more comfortable with going to be there for my friends, who dd know and like her better... But I'm kinda in an in-between area. Plus I have a son, and I caught my last baby sitter stealing. There's no way I'd find someone I can trust soon enough.

Well… everyone feels differently on the matter, I suppose.

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You're absolutely right. But the same can be said for a lot of teenage girls; they're just bitches. I really don't think Annie was anything super special.

Isn't anyone else tired of paying tribute to the memory of that bitch?

I find it hilarious because Annie wouldn’t have a problem with speaking ill of the dead.. or anyone for that matter.

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Because if I feel like if I were the one that died, Annie wouldn't take two seconds for me, and I already attended her funeral.. Sodon't really feel like I owe her anything.

Why not?

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Well it's not like she'd attend my memorial if I were the one who died. 

I guess not. You don’t have to go if you really don’t want to.. I just thought it would be nice you know.

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Yeah, they definitely saint-ify her. Some don't believe in speaking ill of the dead, and that somehow it's supposed to make her a better person then she was.. Some are so extremely lost in it, I laugh. 

Isn't anyone else tired of paying tribute to the memory of that bitch?

They do.. and because she’s dead they forget what kind of person she was. Definitely not worth all of this.

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But what do I owe, Annie, really? She was more your friend then mine, and sure, I might have respect for her memory, but I don't have to attend a memorial to prove that, right?

You should go, Kota. It’s the right thing to do, isn’t it?

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... Kinda.. Some people neglect to realize life goes on.

Isn't anyone else tired of paying tribute to the memory of that bitch?

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I don't even know whether I want to go to the memorial or not...

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Quit pretending you know everything about kids his age, you have no idea what he, or they are like. So what if I am? I'm his mother, and I want to keep him from getting hurt. Sorry if I mistake teary eyes and stained cheeks with 'Why don't I have a dad?' as hurt.

My happiness doesn't matter. It's Gavin's. If he's happy, I'm happy.

I’m not! All I’m saying is that they can’t be that cruel when he’s only three years old. They don’t even know insults at that age. I honestly think you’re over exaggerating that whole ordeal. Hate to break it to you but not all of them grow up to be mean dads. Most of them grow out of it. 

I’ll meet him. Happy?