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Rome, the Eternal City, was alive with celebrations. The atmosphere was buzzing with excitement as the crowds poured into the streets, their cheers echoing through the ancient avenues. The city was abuzz with patriotic fervour following a recent triumph over the Numidians.

At the centre of all the celebrations was the imperial family. Emperor Commodus, a man who was hard to read, watched the celebrations with a distant gaze. Despite the years that had passed since his chaotic rise to power, the wounds of his past still lingered on his soul. His sister, Lucilla, was there too. She was a woman of grace and intelligence, and she was clearly affected by the weight of the empire on her shoulders.

Next to Lucilla was her husband, the legendary gladiator-turned-emperor, Maximus. He may have aged and fought countless battles, but his physique still commanded respect. But his eyes showed a sadness that didn't match his strong appearance. The memory of his lost family was always with him, a stark reminder of the fragility of life and the cruelty of fate.

A new hero had stepped out of the shadows. General Marcus Acacius is a skilled warrior and a loyal friend to Maximus. His recent win had made him a big name in Roman society, with the people really taking to him. As he got closer to the imperial family, you could feel the excitement in the air.

"Marcus," Maximus said, welcoming him with a warm smile and a genuine sense of affection. "Your success is proof of your courage and the resilience of Rome."

Acacius bowed his head, hiding his ambition behind a show of humility. He was aware that his ascent to power hadn't gone unnoticed by the Emperor. Commodus, who was always on the lookout for potential rivals, regarded Acacius with a mixture of admiration and suspicion.

As the celebrations went on, there were some political undercurrents going on too. The empire, which used to be a beacon of stability, was now facing uncertainty. Commodus was driven by a desire for absolute power and wanted to consolidate his control. Maximus, on the other hand, was trying to safeguard the future of Rome by grooming a worthy successor.

The fate of the empire was hanging in the balance. The choices made by these powerful figures would shape the destiny of generations to come. As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting long shadows across the ancient city, it was clear that a new era was about to begin, filled with both promise and peril.

Acacius lingered in the Palace, his figure cast in the shadows and light from endless candles lit in the halls. He watched, silent and always vigilant, who chose which path, where servants went, where the Emperors and the Empress disappeared to. Emperor Maximus asked him to stay for a report. He knew that the Empress was curious if he had found her son. Sadly, Acacius could not share with her any joyous news. Lucius Verus Aurelius was gone and Acacius could not find him. The boy was barely thirteen when he was sent to the province to be safe. From what they have gathered the lady-in-waiting of Marcus Aurelius’ late wife was killed by the deserters who learnt about the heir hiding in her home.

“Marcus,” Maximus greeted him once the general walked into his study. Lucilla was sitting near the window, wine glass in her hand. “I hope there is news to be shared between us and those walls.”

Acacius sat and hung his head.

“Sadly no, my Emperor,” he started. “We have not found anyone fitting the description of the prince. We brought back the leader of the city and his army’s leader. There’s a chance they have information but,” he paused and licked his lips.

“But?” Maximus prompted.

“The leader was killed in Marcinus’ area. The leader has been brought here as a champion of Marcinus.”

Lucilla turned her head away but Marcus could see tears streaming down her cheeks. Many told her it was pointless to hope for her son’s return to his home. Maximus sat down heavily on his own chair, it reminded Marcus of a puppet being cut off its strings.

“We arranged a talk with him after the first match,”

Maximus chuckled bitterly, the sound echoing through the quiet study. He took a long, deliberate sip of wine, his gaze fixed on the flickering candlelight. "If the man survives," he muttered, his voice barely a whisper, "there's no guarantee for that. We need to speak to him before."

Lucilla, her heart heavy with sorrow, approached her husband. She placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, a silent gesture of comfort. Together, they turned their determined gaze toward Acacius. "An imperial order," Maximus declared, his voice firm, "overrules any order of the Gladiators' handlers."

Acacius, caught off guard by the Emperor's bold declaration, hesitated. "You want to order the handler, my Caesar?" he questioned, his voice filled with concern. "It could draw unwanted attention to our actions."

Lucilla, her eyes brimming with unshed tears, spoke softly. "General," she began, her voice trembling, "I lost the only child I had with me. If there's a flicker of hope, I cannot let it die."

Maximus, his heart aching with empathy, rubbed his face, a silent sigh escaping his lips. His General's words were wise, he knew, but the longing for his lost son was a constant torment. He had fathered two sons, each precious in their own way, but only Lucius could inherit his title and carry on his legacy.

"Talk to that warrior," Lucilla urged, her voice filled with desperation. "Lucius is still out there. I feel it, as his mother. I beg you, as a mother to the Emperor he ought to be, find him."

Acacius, moved by her plea, nodded solemnly. He knew better than to doubt her sincerity. For fifteen years, Lucilla had carried the weight of her decision, haunted by the guilt of sending her son away for his safety.

Maximus, without hesitation, handed Acacius a sealed scroll. "Take this," he instructed, his voice barely audible. "It will expedite your access to the gladiator. Macrinus can deal with any objections. Pass this to him."

With a heavy heart, Acacius accepted the scroll and left the study. His mind raced, filled with thoughts of the lost prince and the perilous journey that lay ahead.

The Colosseum loomed large, a testament to Rome's power and brutality. Acacius, cloaked in the shadows, moved through the crowd, his heart pounding in his chest. The roar of the crowd, the smell of sweat and blood, it was all too familiar. He had spent countless hours here, watching gladiators fight for their lives. But now, he was here for a different reason.

He presented the Emperor's scroll to the handler, a bald man with a sour look on his face. The handler's eyes narrowed, but he couldn't refuse the Emperor's command. With a reluctant nod, he led Acacius through the labyrinthine corridors of the Colosseum.

Finally, they reached the gladiator's quarters. The air was thick with tension. The gladiator, a towering figure with a scarred face, was pacing back and forth, his muscles tense. Acacius approached him cautiously.

"You have a visitor," the handler announced and left, probably looking for Marcinus to inform him of the Emperor’s order.

The gladiator turned to face Acacius, his eyes filled with suspicion. "You?" he almost screamed.

Acacius narrowed his eyes wondering how the gladiator might know him. He was never in Numidia before their attack. Only his messengers went there before they came. But most named the city as peaceful and very welcoming.

Acacius began to speak, his voice low and deliberate. "You may have information about a young prince who disappeared many years ago. His name is Lucius Verus Aurelius."

The gladiator's eyes widened in surprise. "Lucius Verus Aurelius?" he repeated, his voice barely a whisper. "I may know something about him."

Acacius leaned forward, his interest piqued. "Tell me everything you know."

The gladiator hesitated, his gaze shifting away. "It's a long story," he said, his voice filled with regret.

Acacius nodded patiently. "Take your time. Tell me everything."

The gladiator looked at him with hate. That was the man who ordered the attack on his city. Whose soldiers killed people who showed him kindness. A dark thought appeared in his mind.

He recounted a tale of a young prince who had been hidden away in a remote village. The prince had been kind and gentle, a stark contrast to the brutality of the gladiator's world. However, the village had been attacked by a rival clan, and the prince had disappeared without a trace.

Acacius listened intently, his mind racing. Could this be the same Lucius Verus Aurelius? The prince who had vanished without a trace, leaving behind a grieving mother and a desperate father?

As the gladiator finished his story, Acacius felt a surge of hope. Perhaps, just perhaps, the prince was still alive. He thanked the gladiator for his information and left the Colosseum, his mind filled with a renewed sense of purpose.

Hanno smirked seeing the General leave. At that moment, he knew how to get his vengeance.

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Watching all the fanfics in the fandom being published and seeing numbers raising is like:

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A mirage

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60859564

"Old man's dream?"

"That's what it is," he said, his voice dropping lower. He stared at his bloodied hands and chuckled. "A dream, nothing more."

Part 1

The sound of a cheer from the Colosseum brought her back to her predicament. She rolled her eyes and shook her head as she listened to the mindless cheering from the building. The vendors close to it were happily selling their goods knowing that people used to buy more once they saw a fight. None of those people seemed to see the homeless and hungry lying by the walls, how little children were lying unmoving and staring at the sun not playing or running. She shook her head once again and thanked the vendor, turning around to ask her servant to grab the food baskets when she noticed a wagon stopping near the Colosseum.

Men of different ages walked out, some watching the buildings and people in astonishment, some not looking up. She noticed that most of them were covered in bloodied cloths and some were bandaged. She grimaced. Such was the fate of the gladiator - to die for the cheer of the crowd.

“My lady,” Aora stepped closer, a basket with bread in her hands. “Are you ready to return?”

She nodded and looked at Areas. She waved her hand to him and he jogged to grab the baskets full of vegetables and fruit. They could return to her house and start preparation for her brother’s return. She knew that it would be a long day before the Emperors would allow him to go back home to his wife and sister but she also knew that after everything he saw and done for Rome, he would need his rest.

Slowly she made her way with the deeper basket to the wall, children perking up at her sight. She smiled at them and kneeled next to some of the youngest children. She uncovered the inside of the basket. Bread rolls, dried fruit, fresh vegetables. She started to divide the food while Aora distributed the water she had bought. Her brother always said that her heart was too soft for the suffering of others. As a child, she gave away her things, food, and allowance to others who needed it.

“Are you a Princess?”

An innocent question from the child brought her back from her thoughts. She was daydreaming way too much. She smiled and turned her head to him.

“No, sweet one. I am a citizen of Rome and a believer it is a place for all of us to be equal.”

“You believe in old man’s dreams then,”

Her head snapped back and the sun blinded her for a moment. She moved her head a little and blinked to get rid of the sudden heat in her vision. Before her stood one of the men brought by the wagon, he had blue eyes in the shade of the stormy sea and curls framing his face. His face looked Roman but his voice held an accent she couldn’t place. He had blood on his tunic, at his throat, but wasn’t hurt anywhere close to it.

“Old man’s dreams?” She asked curiously and stood. Areas was close to the man, ready to help her if needed.

The man, the gladiator, nodded. His broad build was making her feel like she was staring at the statue of one of Roman heroes.

“Emperor Marcus Aurelius believed that Rome could be for everyone, that it could be a wonderful republic with people equal.”

She blinked surprised, how did he know about the Emperor’s vision? She cocked her head and looked at him from top to bottom. Even if she tried to place his origins her answer would be wrong. He looked like a Roman man. But why would a Roman man be a gladiator from the conquest? He could have deserted his legion but it was rare for men to do so.

“And how a…,” She stopped to look for the right word her brother used. “A barbarian would know about the Emperor’s dream?”

He chuckled and looked over her head; his eyes glazing over.

“From the stories,” his voice got deeper as he said those words.

She frowned; sudden footsteps made her turn around and look at a bald man in leather armour. He was the handler of the gladiators.

“My apologies,” he breathed out. “They just got here and never thought of the rules not to talk to a lady higher in society than them.”

She smiled tightly as she watched the man grab the gladiator and drag him towards the area. Before they both disappeared behind the wall, the gladiator turned his head and locked his eyes with hers.

“A dream,” he mouthed.

She swallowed hard and returned to her task. She needed to get back to her brother’s villa before his legion would return. If she could, she preferred to avoid the Emperors at all costs. The twins were spoiled children not fit for rule but alas they were the only children of Emperor Severus and there was no other choice after his death.

When she stepped into the villa it was quiet. Her sister-in-law must have retired to her chambers or was meeting the senators. Marcella knew about the meetings since she was fifteen. Lucilla was supposed to be banished after her brother’s death due to Severus’ fear of her taking over but Acacius argued to marry her to allow her to stay.

Marcella adored Lucilla but she knew that there was no real love between her and Acacius. Adoration? Possibly, but both were too vulnerable from their losses to be open for more.

Lucilla’s servant was as always a shadow in the villa. There was nothing that happened without her knowledge. Marcella early on learned that if she wanted to do something secretly she needed to check on her first.

“Marcella,” Lucilla appeared suddenly.

The young woman smiled at her warmly and looked around to search for the servants. Two-spotted her shopping and took it to the kitchen while she was led to the garden by her sister-in-law.

“The Emperors will want something ostentatious for the newest victory. I prayed for Acacius to return safely and unharmed. Gods seem to favour me in this at least.”

The memory of the young prince going missing was fresh even after fifteen years. Lucilla mourned her son every day and never missed a prayer for him. She held onto the hope that Lucius found a place to stay somewhere safe and was living a peaceful life somewhere far from Rome and his ancestors’ madness.

“People have been more and more restless for some time now. There is less food than before, and many decide to leave the city and make their settlements in the country to have more provisions,” Marcella wasn't often told about matters of the Forum but Lucilla was and thus Marcella knew from her. “The Emperors seem to not pay much attention to their citizens' well-being.”

Both of them looked at the film to see if Leta was close. Lucilla knew her servant was spying and used that to see who exactly it was. It started slowly with her talking loudly about matters that were non-existent and then she waited to see who would ask. It became a surprise that it was Senator Thraex who ordered to have her under observation. She had hoped their goal was the same and they both wanted to see Rome as a Republic.

“Acacius will be coming soon. I saw a transport of barbarians near the Colosseum today. If they're here, he will be home soon as well,” The younger woman smiled.

“Hopefully for longer this time. There is not much more land for Rome to conquer and not much more food in Rome to feed its citizens,” Lucilla had a look on her face that Marcella saw sometimes. She remembered the old times.

She only learned from stories about how it was under Marcus Aurelius' rule. Nobody ever said anything particularly bad about it. Even Lucilla was very open about the past. It brought the pain of losing what was dear to her and remembering much happier times when it was completely different now.

“We received a message from the palace. Geta and Caracalla want us to come to the games held in Acacius' honour and his victory for Rome,” Lucilla sighed seeing the look on her sister-in-law’s face. Rome's citizens weren't favourable towards their Emperor's but they did love the games. The only entertainment they were provided by the Empire.

“Emperor Caracalla will cry again because of his pet not playing with him and Emperor Geta will kill every gladiator he can. Such wonderful victory celebration,” Marcella murmured under her breath and looked into the sky. The weather was beautiful and she wished she could've been in the gardens instead.

“When are they expecting us to arrive?”

“It depends if Acacius returns for the night. If not, we go tomorrow. I believe The Twins had games prepared as soon as they heard he had won.”

Marcella had to agree. The Emperors were always prepared for games. Since they took over Rome started to decline in its prosperity. She often thought about the times when she was little and both of them, Marcus and she, were growing up on their father's property. They had an orchard with apples and cherries, their mother also planted figs and olives, the herbs were always the strongest scent around the house.

“Be strong Marcella,” Lucilla smiled as she held her hands. “Soon the fate may change.”

There was something in Lucilla’s voice that made her mysterious and reminded Marcella of the travelling seers. She never believed in the power of their sight, her mother taught her that only the gods held the power to see what was to come. But looking at her sister-in-law now, Marcella was pretty sure she got shivers. It was a little terrifying how Lucilla looked as if she would do unspeakable if it didn't work.

“My Ladies, shall we prepare your meal?”

Marcella nodded and then turned back to her rooms. There was no strength in her to speak to Lucilla anymore.

“Rome has enough people. It needs to feed them,” Acacius' clear distaste for the Emperors was evident in every word he spoke.

The servants looked at each other. They were children raised during Marcus Aurelius' final years and Emperor Commodus's power. They knew hate, lust for power and vile people fighting and killing just to be called more powerful. General was different, he was more focused on the people who did not interest the Emperors at all.

“We’ve decided that your victorious return shall be celebrated,” Emperor Geta said with his usual tone that was the only warning not to decline. “Games! For thirty days!”

Caracalla looked at his brother with the same maniacal glee in his eyes as his older twin possessed. Acacius swallowed and cursed in his thoughts. There was no way to change their minds especially since mindless killing was involved.

“I am most grateful, my Ceasars.”

“And where is your wife today? Did we not honour her enough to be here to welcome you?” Geta’s question made him freeze.

“I suppose my wife is along with my sister awaiting me in our house,” Acacius smiled tightly. He hated to mention Marcella close to Geta. The Emperor killed the last noble lady who caught his interest because of her age. “With your permission, I would like to join them soon.”

Caracalla laughed and clapped his hands suddenly. They turned to see how one of the testers choked on the poisoned food. Acacius’ eyes widened when the twins dismissed him and walked closer to watch the dying man.

“Both of them are children holding power that could burn the world down,” he stated as his chariot moved among the alleys of Rome. His trusted captain Oracus was listening at his side. “They care not for prosperity, love, hate, hunger, thirst. Just for power.”

They rode by the Colosseum and Acacius watched as children gathered close to the entry of the underground. He raised his hand to stop the chariot and got out, people who saw him bowed their heads. He bowed back with a slight nod. The men from Numidia ought to be brought to the Colosseum by now.

“General,” A man ran to him. “It is a surprise to see you here.”

“Indeed. I want to see the newest gladiators. The ones from Numidia.”

The man frowned and nodded, turned around to walk away when he paused suddenly.

“We only have three of them.”

Acacius let out a breath. He thought it might happen. Most probably didn’t survive the travel and some died at the province at the training grounds.

“Show them to me,” he stated.

They walked to the cells and past long tables where some of the gladiators sat. They looked at him in his white and gold armour as if he came from the gods. He remained stone-faced, he did not want to show them how weak that armour made him. They stopped close to the medical room.

“Ravi, we have General Acacius here for the barbarians,” he called as he pushed the door open.

Inside two men were sitting with their eyes closed, bandages around their forearms and torso. One was being stitched, his wound irritated and bleeding. He raised his eyes and Acacius was surprised to see them being blue. This was not a colour common to Numidia. He narrowed his own eyes and stared at the man and then at the other two.

“I have come to offer you a choice,” he spoke and turned to Theio. “I’ll talk to them alone. You may leave.”

The man seemed stunned for a second, then he opened his mouth to say something but Acacius’ glare made him turn around and leave the room.

“Ravi,” he nodded at the medicus.

“General,” Ravi parroted his tone and smirked.

“I am offering you a way out of here. Join my legion and you shall be taken from here even today. You’ll be given housing and food and will be paid.”

Two sitting next to the wall exchanged glances before they sneered.

“I would rather die than be a servant to this ‘Empire’.”

“They’re loyal,” Acacius head snapped to the blue-eyed man. “They swore they’d listen to their leader and until he’s dead, they will follow him.”

“And I assume it is you,” Acacius looked at how the man smirked and raised his head.

The features on his face didn’t fit the rest of the people from Numidia. If Acacius didn’t know better he would say he was looking at a citizen of Rome. Someone familiar even.

“They won’t go. They stay and will kill as many of you in that area as possible. So will I.”

He stood and took a step towards Acacius. Hate, his gaze held pure hate.

“Very well then,” Acacius turned and left the room. Before he left he heard Ravi gathering his medicine and speaking:

“You’re too harsh, my friend. The General is a tool for the Emperors but that does not mean he wants to be one. You should think about it.”

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Ladies and Gentlemen,

Daddy and Mommy Issues people.

REMEMBER WE DO NOT SHAME OTHERS DEPENDING ON THEIR PAIRINGS OR THIRST BOIS.

So to say - I do not enjoy Twin Emperors' fics but WILL I CRITICIZE OTHERS FOR IT?

And neither should YOU with any other pairings👀👀👀 (I'M LOOKING AT Y'ALL - remember THE KIDNAPED/SOLD TO ONE DIRECTION FICS? We did not shame then nor now and we've all been there)

That's it, that's the end of my rant. Have a nice Sunday

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It's back baby 🥰✨

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I see this for the first time.... does it mean it's like bad bad?

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PLEASE BRING IT BACK SOON

I'm DESPERATE enough to go to Wattpad - I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO MY SECONDARY SCHOOL ERA

😭😭😭😭😭😭

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*sigh* guess we have to do this then

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Can I use this as a excuse why I didn't post update?

* Guys I was trying to update but ao3 went down and I'm stupid fuck who doesn't save ffs* this will be in my notes fr

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The hannibal Chicago reunion is today meaning I am waiting patiently for any news 👀

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Yeah, I'm about to do some STUPID SHIT

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Fan of both

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the amount of fanfics with amond/lucerys makes me proud,

because

it's

✨Growing✨

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