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My friends are life savers I love everyone of them so much

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I just left my ex place and now I'm just sitting in my car crying.

Im so lost 😞.

I wish I could just be numb to everything

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i love teeaa

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when you listened to a song so much in the past you can't hear the song anymore, you just hear its memories.

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2025 start so great I felt happy and connected to everyone for the first-time in a very long time.

Now I belive that this year will be the end of me, I don't know how or when but it will happen.

🥺😭😢🥺

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Am I really alive or is all of this a computer simulation. And if it is a simulation am I a playerble character or a npc.

😕

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Sleep went as well as can be expected last night, but we will see what new horrors today has on offer 😪😴😳

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So I screwed up a while ago and I thought I was preparing myself for the worst possible out come and I thought I was mentally prepared for this.

Today I had a reality check where the worst possible out come is mostly going to happen and now I'm falling apart.

I just don't know what to do part of me is just think of ending everything or self-harm but I just don't know.

I now just feel dead inside

😨😢😭😖😣😭💀

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"what are your goals for 2025" honestly, to not kill myself but I don't wanna bring the room down lmao

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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Yeah 100% agree. Mostly when I self harm its because I'm trying to gain back some resemblance of control. No one gets this.

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

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I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it — to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once.

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I self sabotage any relationship I have with people bc I know in the end they are better without me in their lives

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I'll wait for you to call

And if I wait my whole life

It won't be wasted at all

I'm fine to love you from afar

And if I don't see you again

I understand, it's just how things are…

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Lowkey me when friends don’t respond to me and I’m feeling lonely and I’m actually desperate for any form of attention