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I may be closing this account or leaving it inactive.

I've since left this chapter of my education, and I don't think I'll be seeing 🥝 again after this point. It's a shame, but that's just how life is, I guess.

It would have been nice to stay in touch, but I doubt he will - plus I only really use Tumblr and no other socials. Even if he wanted to get hold of me, it would be difficult.

It's been nice spending time in this community, but I think I'm going to leave it unless there's anyone in my education journey from this point forward that I grow fond of. I'm not going to deactivate or delete this account right now, but I may do so in the future.

Goodbye, all. Love you xo

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Am I on your mind too?

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i wonder if he thinks about me the way i think about him…

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this obsession is actually getting so embarrassing i know he knows im holding back a smile every time we make eye contact

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i wonder if he ever notices me making eye contact w his bulge

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i don't know how to be casual about people... i'm either soul‐crushingly obsessed with you or i don't care if you live or die

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I'm not delusional. He looked at me, so he wants me!

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Idk if I'm ovulating or not but I need this man to make me see stars and pull my hair

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I don't want to deal with the upcoming break

It means I don't get to see kiwi for a while

But I wanna see him

Every day

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i got to spend more time with kiwi recently but now i won't anymore and now i'm sad

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I had a dream about Kiwi last night. It was so vivid I almost told my friends about what happened like it was real.

We stay delulu, I guess?

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trying so much to not get attached to d but its so hard

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When I see him, I act like I don’t notice he’s there. But he’s the only thing I pay attention to.

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I keep thinking that he fucking knows and now I panic whenever we're in the same room.

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my tc will show the slightest sign of disinterest and ill be like "HE KNOWS. HE KNOWS EVERYTHING. I MUST FLEE THE COUNTRY. ITS TOO LATE"

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sometimes i kinda hate him, like it’s just so exhausting and it’s this whiplash of feeling special and then feeling like garbage