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i think the worst part about bpd no one talks about is being self aware. being aware of it doesnt make it any better, if anything it makes it worse because of how frustrating it is. like i know that what im doing is a symptom, but i still cannot stop myself from doing it. yes, it does make me feel absolutely ridiculous that my entire mood and well-being depends on whether you say 'ok' or 'okay', but i literally do not have a choice.

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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mood for the night.. :/

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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I hate being in between. Not actively suicidal, but hell how I want to die… I just want to vanish, disappear into thin air, I’m not strong enough to attempt… I wish I had though…

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“You may not want to hear it. But we will always suffer or prosper from the consequences of our action; whatever they maybe: whether it be the forgotten ones, the buried ones, the dead ones, the unintentional ones even to the white minuscule meaningless or meaningful ones; it would most likely to boomerang itself back when you least expect it”

— D C de Oliveira | Excrescentia, Your dues | February 28th 2023 | Tuesday, 11.20am

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Sorry for being a bitch earlier, I needed to lay in the dark with my headphones for 3 hours to feel better

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now, I wanna mute my overthinking.

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via weheartit

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guess who is losing interest in everything ✨again✨

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□ single □ taken ☑mentally tired of everything

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