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SHOP OPEN! 🌟

here's the 2024 satosugu calendar so we could be delulu all year!! ✨ check them out along w other new stsg merch & restocks of haikyuu items! preorders open until JAN 27~ 🌸

tysm for your support! 💖

GLOBAL SHOP 🌻 PH SHOP

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shop launching tomorrow @ 11 am central time!!!

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Geto: I have to get something off my chest.

Gojo: is it your shirt!? please say yes..

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everyday i cry about this

The way that Gojo cares so much about protecting his students’ right to be young and have fun…

In JJK0, with Yuta

In JJK S1, with Yuji

Because Gojo's own youth (especially his early years at Jujutsu high) was so precious to him. Probably the happiest times of his life.

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noms cutely

i want to bite gojo's cute cheeks

me too anon, me too....

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soulmates in every universe and every life fr

a sketch commission i went overboard with

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awww squish his lil cheeks

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YOOOO POGGG

💍 Are those wedding bells we hear in the distance?

The final preparations have begun! Pre-orders for Our Infinity: A SatoSugu Wedding Anthology will open on January 26th!

Mark your calendars folks cause this is an event you don’t want to miss!

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love the gradual outfit change oml T>T

sketches of some stsg confession

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sketches of some stsg confession

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Looking for my old art

summary of their relationship

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“…𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵”

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Yearning

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“Don’t worry, we’re going to fix this. It’s fine.”

(It’s pretty much NOT fine)

Context: Gojo finds Geto right after what happened in the village. Still somewhat in denial.

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frostyfest teams

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teachers au

When he decided not to wake his lover

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Rant/Analysis about Geto lol

TW: mental illness (depression)

Thinking about how Geto's depression arc that led to him committing genocide was understandable but not reasonable nor justifiable.

One main thing about Geto was that he wanted his life and what he did to have a meaning. He needed a purpose to be a jujutsu sorcerer and continue living. If not, he saw no point to continue on (that was very existential crisis of him man).

His previous meaning for being a sorcerer was to protect the weak and whatnot, but that was only because it’s what was always expected of him, being one of the strongest sorcerers. When his entire worldview gets shattered during the Hidden Inventory arc, he realizes the cause he's fighting for isn’t for himself, but instead for other people. People that don't give a shit about him, people that don't even know jujutsu sorcerers exist, people that are the cause of curses in the first place. To him, he’s fighting for a cause that is detrimental to him.

There's just something about the feeling of being backed into a corner; you don't have any other choice but to keep going, even though you don't want to go on anymore. It's very obviously shown that he was depressed, and in the episode “Premature Death”, it's depicted in a way that makes you really understand where he is coming from. It makes you want to be mad for him, because it is honestly so unfair for someone who is still considered a child to go through all of that.

IN A WAY it kind of reflects our real world? There are a lot of problems in this world, and no matter how much you want it all to stop and go away, one person alone is not enough to fix it (this point is kind of shown with how Gojo as a one man powerhouse is still not enough to bring peace in jjk). There's that all-consuming hopelessness that eats away at your brain and really just kind of makes you go insane. You want to snap, and get angry, but what would that do? I think that's what happened to Geto, and what made it worse for him was the fact that being a jujutsu sorcerer was adding onto his pain -- swallowing curses, watching his friends die. He was stuck in a job that was killing him mentally, if not physically.

In this case, Geto had the power to snap and get angry and actually do something. He's one of the few special grade sorcerers (wtf happened to this word T>T) after all. But his goal of killing all non-sorcerers just feels very extreme, and, well, edgy I guess. It sounds like something you would say when you are mad at the world but not act upon it because it's a stupid ass idea. It feels like something you would think about during a mental breakdown or when you are spiraling. Geto had the power to do something, he was a depressed kid with wayyy too much power and Yuki made him realize that he could do something with that power.

One weird thing to me though, is why he didn’t do anything for 10 years. Maybe there was some lore reason that I forgot about, in that case feel free to tell me in the comments lol. 

If I had to write an alternate universe with a happy ending for Geto, I would make it so he left the jujutsu world like Nanami did because I feel like one thing he really needed was a goddam break. BUT it kind of still wouldn't work because Geto wouldn't want to leave his friends or other jujutsu sorcerers to die. He is a person with principles and feels tied to obligations. He that cares too much for the greater good (at least for jujutsu sorcerers). But he should have understood that even though you want to make the world a better place, you should first heal yourself from how the world has hurt you.