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"Democracy" [the lumineers]

its in this era now that this song has me crying more than it ever has.... and im not even American lol

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I booted up my old iPad 1st Gen & saw the fics I had in my library lacked covers sooo... I made some quick ones to fix that✨ (I was gonna use already existing ones for the ATYD series but i assumed taking people's art is still frowned upon so i had to get creative lol)

my favs are probably the "Delicate" covers & "Out Of The Blue" from ATYD. The "Crimson Rivers" one lacks bc I've literally never read it but i have read The Hunger Games so i tried to give it that vibe

pls for the love of gOD someone ask me to send them the now lost media that is the "Delicate" series- summary: Rose and Scorpius have a one night stand, she gets pregnant, her parents are horrified, she's still in school & now has to navigate life while carrying a Malfoy spawn... aka ✨GOLD✨

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PSA: editing on Google docs via a cell phone fucking sucks

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I had a dream about Hayden Christensen last night & need to share the shitpost that is my brain during sleep- my partner regularly suffers from hearing this shit, now you have to as well✨️

it's the end that is absolutely sending me omfg

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the 2003 playroom on The Spirit Of Vancouver Island (one of our ferry vessels here in BC) is some backrooms shit but such a core memory for me

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*sits down to write an intense hurt/comfort/angst scene*

*ends up making a bandana out of a plastic bag*

in other news I SWEAR THE NEXT CHAP IS HALF DONE✨

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r/monarchism throws out absolute shitpost material all the time but THIS- this is fucking sending me i am losing it

the funniest part is OP IS SERIOUS

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watching this shit in Canada stopped being interesting when the US capitol was attacked and now instead of:

"ooh who do you think the americans are gonna get for president?"

its now just:

"pray for their souls"

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to all my american readers, godspeed.... godspeed guys

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its the petty things that keep me going

(love u mate but your new bitch sucks)

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its the petty things that keep me going

(love u mate but your new bitch sucks)

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✨Directory✨

disclaimer: i own nothing, aquired it within legal means, and make no profit from the below

→Maximum Ride Books:

◜all the maga, plus the books- movie might be in there, idk don't remember. It's shit anyways, your not missing much lol◝

→Archie's Weird Mysteries:

◜from 1999, one season. A literal gem- "Riverdale" could never◝

→"The Wall"-

◜I cut the entire B-Plot within "Solar Opposites", ur welcome◝

[will add more, stay tuned]

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I cannot stop imagining this song to the drug fueled mishaps/adventures of Harry/Ron/Draco/Dean/Seamus & my OC's in my current fic

side note, this is basically Irish Kidz Bop (they a youth collective or some shit) and this is proof the next gen of kids are gonna be just fine if they spitting fire like this omg

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coming back to the small town family business for a bit after fucking off to the big city™️ 2 years ago really hits

watching my cousin eat potato salad with a rusty exacto blade while we sit on the side of the road in the rain has really put my goals into perspective

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a traumatized potioneer excelling in illegal brews

the daughter of England's most affluent family aching for the other side of the tracks

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i see a lot of posts about poverty on this site and they always pertain to injustices, stats, laws and like... i always catch myself wondering, are the people posting these just good people wanting change, or have they been through it themselves?

then i wonder where all the personal stories are apart from the mix of statistics... are people who have truly suffered poverty just not on here...???

i want to swap horror stories/heartwarming ones, see other people's experiences that are similar to my own-

i wanna connect on the feeling of hunger, talk about how that first taste of food zaps your tongue after days of not being able to eat...

wanna hear the warm memories amongst the struggle- for example, my mother wrapping me & my baby siblings in thick blankets on our living room floor so all she could see was our eyes peeking out above our tall, cone-shaped nests and treating it as a game, though she was just making sure we survived another night without heat while going through yet another brutal winter atop our barren mountain...

though i wanna connect on all the battle stories of what it was like to grow up/be in poverty, i really wanna see people talk about what strength, happiness and morals can come out of such despair:

you get used to having nothing and are able to get by, when normal people would have a literal mental breakdown over such things

you take joy in the littlest of things, appreciate so many things people take for granted

you gain a concrete kindness, a deep type of empathy for others you see even having a flicker of the struggle you did/are

you end up informing people of the stats and information that the posts i mentioned above include, advocate for the people less fortunate

i moved away into a wealthy Canadian city where you don't easily see poverty/interact with people going through it unless you venture into very specific pockets of the city and i kinda miss interacting with others that are of my kind- i'll never forget someone sheepishly telling me about how a bottle depot works and realizing that im assumed to be part of the people who have never experienced what its like to rely on such a thing to make the rent and get a day's meal...

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✨fic update

its currently 11:42 pm pst and im working on an extended amount of cigarettes & some random pill i found in my satchel to get the ✨drive✨ to continue- expect both chaps by tonight/early morning