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I can't be anorexic silly! I'm fat!

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

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what are people even on tumblr for if they dont have an eating disorder this app is for aesthetically pleasing body check selfies and mealspo pics with a lana quote above them

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i can’t wait for sweater weather so i can get insanely skinny and no one will ever know until it warms up again and i’ve gone through this crazy transformation beneath my oversized clothes right in front of them and they never had a clue #shapeshifter lol

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I just want to starve. But the idea of killing my metabolism again is scary cuz i just fixed it after getting off birth control.

I suppose feeling full over 1 drink is better than constantly being hungry and binging.

But not feeling hungry makes me feel like im faking my 3d

Ive been so worried about losing weight too quickly and having loose skin, that ive been making sure i get ample protein even tho ive wanted to fast and i feel sick.

Protein smoothies are so gross cuz i put like 2 servings in them so i dont have as much calories from the fruit.

Im not even binging, but i feel so full and gross even tho im only drinking one smoothie a day

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beauty is pain, literally

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it’s okay if nobody gets me i know random ppl on 4n4 tumblr got me 🔥🔥‼️

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Do it so...

..you're cute when you eat desserts and not disgusting

..people wrap their fingers around your wrist and tell you how skinny you are

..they'll be able to lift you up with ease

..you'll feel clean

..you'll be the skinniest in every room you enter

..you don't have to be ashamed to eat in public

..people admire your will strength and determination

..you're not caged in your own fat

..you can wear pretty clothes

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Yes starving is hard but so is

Breaking down in a dressing room

Not fitting into any of your clothes but being too broke to buy more

Looking at your rolls in the mirror

Being the fat ugly friend

Crying over pictures you’re tagged in

Having no pants cause your thighs rub and you get holes in every single pair

Having to spend hours choosing an outfit cause nothing looks right

Being self conscious about your relationship because you’re afraid of them finding someone skinner

Trying not to eat in public due to fear of judgement

Having flabby arms

Being disgusted with yourself

So yeah it’s hard but my life is harder when I don’t do it

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No I’m not anorexic I’m just autistic and my special interest is losing weight and starving myself!

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I want to be a skeleton by Halloween 🎃

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Reasons to lose weight

✨ fat ed edition ✨

1. To not have to find plus size clothing stores

2. To not be afraid to sit in chairs without breaking them

3. To sit without your thighs touching

4. No more underboob/stomach sweat

5. No longer being told your problems are because you’re “obese”

6. Affordable clothing/lingerie/bras

7. Not feeling guilty for being out of breath

8. No double chin

9. To have your mental health taken seriously

10. To have people drool over you

11. Stop being people’s ‘meanspo’

12. Less physical pain

13. No more feeling guilt eating in public or around people

14. Being able to see down your whole body

15. Thigh gap

16. Being seen as “dainty” or “fragile”

17. Much much prettier clothes

18. Being able to look in the mirror

19. Being able to fit in other’s clothes

20. Your CW will no longer be twice as some people HW/SW

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some current favs :3

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my reasons why i want to lose weight:

♡ to feel small and light when around my boyfriend

♡ to stop feeling hot all the damn time

♡ to never have chaffed thighs ever again

♡ to take baths and showers with the light on

♡ to finally feel confident enough to appear on pictures

♡ to be able to go to the beach and swim again

♡ to spite my old skinny ballet teacher who told me my body was vulgar

♡ to never have my body seen as vulgar again

♡ to feel pretty in lace lingerie

♡ to wear summer dresses and cute mini skirts without looking like i squeezed into it

♡ to have pretty bony fingers so i can wear rings

♡ to be able to look myself in the mirror without hating what i see

♡ to be less and occupy less space

♡ to look cute when i eat, not gross

♡ to get compliments from the people who never believed in me

♡ to get compliments from my boyfriend and be able to believe them

♡ to compliment myself and not cringe because it won't be a stupid recovery exercise anymore; it'll be true

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Do any of you ever get the need to tell someone close about what you’re going through but you can’t because they’ll either not understand, judge you, or try to make you r3cover? Because me too :(

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also babes!!!! important to remember if you do strength training workouts!!!

muscle weighs more than fat!!!!

focus more on your clothing sizes and measurements rather than the scale!!!!