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i have never wanted to kiss an emotionally, spiritually and physically unavailable man this badly

[cxosmxos]

the world is so beautiful today i wish a man wasnt pissing me off

[cxosmxos]

i have never wanted to kill/kiss someone this much

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how can you act so normal?

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“i miss you” clearly not enough to make it worth something.

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ok i may be over here begging a man to act right but all this anger and sadness are great fuel for my art soooo

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“i am honest with myself” i have never heard a funnier joke

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hey so its not normal that i (a girl with an incredibly full heart, a pretty face, fun hobbies, a gentle and loving personality, a good sense of humour, great tits, sweet friends and an incredibly fulfilling personal life) should have to BEG to be loved properly by a guy

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i hope missing me aches like an infected wound, i hope it burns and pulses and i hope it never heals properly and i hope you realise how stupid ur being.

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im sorry how can you talk to a woman who’s ready to give her absolute ALL for you, who’s everything you want and everything you need and then TURN HER DOWN???? walk away from that option and keep living in denial???? ok fuckin make ur bed and lie in it then, damn.

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ONE MORE THING

every time i think i handled badly in a situation there’s a man out there who handled a similar situation ten times worse and it makes me feel great about myself

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ahem, REAL!!!!!

no amount of begging will ever make me be good enough so WHY am i still on my knees

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i hope that when my neocortex develops i’ll be a woman who can finally move on because quite frankly he wont ever have the guts to be what i need so why am i STILL HERE

ok leaving now goodmorning goodnight good evening

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you make me act like a child bro. subposting on tumblr??? what am i??? twelve???? genuinely might just stab you to make this easier for both of us

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to any of my followers that are here from my minecraft or my selfcare phase; i know ur probably all imactive but just in case ur not, i’m sorry for crashing out every single day. it will happen again. i am nineteen years old and a man is testing my patience.

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WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGGG???? I WANT TO GRAB YOU BY THE SHOULDERS AND SHAKE YOUR WHOLE BODY BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN???? ARE YOU BEING SO SERIOUS RN??????? LOOK!!! AT!!!! YOU!!!!! LOOK AT US!!!!!!! LISTEN TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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i hope you fall flat on ur face and finally get ur shit together because the things you SHOULD be doing are so obvious, like literally right in front of you, and quite frankly i think you’re acting like a coward

men piss me the fuck off dude