cxndxarchives
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cxndxarchives · 2 years ago
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my room is such a mess 
ive been going through it for like 2 months now
i need a break
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cxndxarchives · 2 years ago
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i take school slow i look stupid i take school too fast and i cant handle it and ill fail
no winning for me
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cxndxarchives · 2 years ago
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i stoppy cry i do hw now and i wont have time to do the bio so thats an L for me haha 😂 
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cxndxarchives · 2 years ago
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i genuinely feel so stupid in this class i do not understand a single thing
i got so overwhelmed i wanted to rip my hair out and then i ended up scratching my arms till they burned
i dont wanna seem dramatic i just dont feel good enough for this rn
maybe this would have been different if i didnt have to work yesterday or today at 4:30 am which caused me to sleep all day bc i was told about this shift at midnight
and i hate complaining to zach because he works more than me and takes more classes than me and still get things done and it lowkey just makes me feel worse because how is it that i cant do it when im doing significantly less
maybe its my period or maybe im just stupid but i hate subjects like this that i dont understand i just wanna be done already
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cxndxarchives · 3 years ago
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im visiting this page once again to say hello
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cxndxarchives · 3 years ago
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why am i so jealous
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cxndxarchives · 3 years ago
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i also feel super lonely, yes i see my bf now but he has a life and i still dont have one
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cxndxarchives · 3 years ago
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been pretty good except for the day i contemplated cutting myself, did i mentioned i went 3 years clean then just ended it, super fun
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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i dont feel like enough
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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"and if the world stops
all i want is a little more forever
with you" - wilder
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me and zach may be miles apart but truth is i have never felt closer to a person
when i have bad days i try to remember that it doesn't matter if what's happening in the now because in the end it will get better and we'll be together, thats all i want
this past year i have experienced so much happiness and i am so grateful to have such an amazing person in ny life
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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havent been here in a sec
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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shaking and crying lol am i okay
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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maybe im depressed, all my thoughts are irrational and i know that but i cant stop them from flooding my mind
this will pass
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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not greys anatomy talking about 14 year olds being virgins, and then they bring up trauma and now im thinking about stuff that happened and how its affected me
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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update on the last post ima go to starbucks and tip them what i got today at work, maybe i can make them happy too
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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a customer at work gave the person at window $2 to give to me :3 i guess she liked how i took her order
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cxndxarchives · 4 years ago
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idk how im gonna do it, its barely friday and i wanna go home and im about to tell heather that for the next few months im available wednesdays too
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