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( text message : 🗡 ) hey you. what’cha up to?

( text message : 💊 ) hm, not much. rather a slow day today. ms. lilith, i think i’ll come bother you for a while.

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*heart eyes* // 7/∞ GIFs of the flame of my heart 🔥

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( text message : 🗡 ) last time i can recall you seem to be so difficult to find. tch, should’ve told me in advance we were playing hide and seek, you know. just give me a place and i’ll come see you, of course.

( text message : 💊 )  what’s the fun in hide and seek if the person whose hiding is easy to find? i could be at many places at one time... meet me at our usual spot.

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selentieun:

people were deceiving, the way she is when she continues to live another day as if she isn’t rotting on the inside. dreading to wake up in the morning when there’s too much that’s bottled from within. and those who gave earned her trust was lingering around or meant nothing to her. she hopes that the latter doesn’t occur between her and jacob, knowing that they were quite an interesting duo that no one needs to know about. 

lilith is unbothered by the motion, hand looped over the base of her neck and she’s familiar with the touch through intimacy. her eyes looked up at his own and she can feel the corners of her lips twitching into a small smile. “i suppose you’re right,” words rolling off the tip of her tongue in response to his own comment. she knows there was so much more that needed to be learned about him. needing to understand the type of person he really is, how he is the way he is as well. there’s much more than that sinister smile, the destructive movements he created. 

“but people – can feel differently any day now.” she is recalled by heartbreak by a couple of people that came into her life and made her feel things she hadn’t wished for. and suppose the words that ended up releasing was without a second thought of her choice of words. yet, lilith is right at least to her. knowing that things can change between the both of them because she’s different. whether it’s considered bad or good she isn’t too sure how the outcome is going to be. 

“and what about you?” the question was tossed over to the other male, her fingers brushed over the pale skin in front of her. gliding right over his wrist while looking back at jacob a second time. “do you trust me?” lilith hasn’t made any action in regards to displaying disloyalty towards the male. despite there being no label to their relationship but she can feel her gut instinct telling her otherwise, making wiser choices despite the temptation rising up within her body; yet it comes to a halt every single time she thinks of him. 

and the thought of him with another person brings a whole new expression over her visage. “because if you’re doing something you’re not supposed to -” oh, the damage this woman can do with her hands alone is unbelievable. index and middle finger tapping along the side of his jawline softly as she continues to speak out loud, “i’ll break every single bone in their body and do the same to you.” shameless remark falling right out, a threat that chimes directly to him alone. 

“though, i don’t think i need to do that. do i?”

it was a gesture that was used commonly between the two, but if one was to walk past their conversation, and witness the scene they would think that he was trying to strangle her -- not that he cared as what they did wasn’t anyone’s business but theirs. he could see the unbothered look upon her face, she’s used to it by now he supposed. his gaze moves from the female’s eyes and follows her movements as her fingers lightly move up to his wrist. more times than ever, jacob would dread the fact that someone was touching him even without his permission. he would even go as far as to ending someone’s life for it -- depending on who the person was, or what mood he was in. lilith’s on the other hand was almost calming in a way that it threw him off guard for a brief moment. sure they had their moments of not being able to keep their hands to themselves from time to time, even under the sheets but that was much different.

jacob then eyes the female carefully as she spoke, he could see a slight change in her expression. she wasn’t wrong, there was no telling what jacob could do to her any day. he’s more surprised in a way that the female continues to meet up with him, regardless of what he does for a living. usually, people leave and never comeback once they figure out who he truly is. in a way its rather comical to say the least, but with lilith she finds it like a game. it’s probably the things the find in common that keeps them together for as long as they’ve been going for, and jacob has never stuck around anyone -- yet a female, for as long as this.

and the question comes to light.

as he thought over this before it had been asked, but her version of trust seems different than what he’d asked her. was their a second meaning to it? jacob wasn’t familiar with this term called love, he’d never experienced it and if he did it was in a rather fucked up way thanks to his looney toons of a character father. it was also thanks to that man that he was the way he was now, a spitting image of the infamous joker himself. a laugh suddenly emits from his lips -- a common trait that seemed to be passed down. “do i trust you?” he renders the question back.

that’s such a big thing for jacob, to trust, to care, to love. those things he doesn’t know how to do because they weren’t taught to him. he’d learn how to kill at such a young age, finding himself scared but no one to comfort him during those times of need. he was alone for just about all his life. sure, his father was there but in his terms of ‘caring’ it wasn’t very ideal for someone growing up. jacob loosens his fingers from around lilith’s neck, moving his hand to her cheek as he stares into the female’s eyes. “what could i possibly be doing that i don’t already do with you? my, my lilith your jealousy is showing again. would you really break all the bones in someone’s body for me? to see that would be... entertaining. it makes me want to find someone right now just to see you do it.” he laughs a bit more, moving his fingers a bit lower to her chin, and lifting it.

“could you kill me is the question you should ask yourself.”

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continued from here for @selentieun

she isn’t terrified of him, she’s terrified of death.

and he’s capable of displaying it right in front of her eyes as a warning, possible do it to her if there was a boundary that was crossed. trust is something that begins to be held within a tiny string, unsure of how she feels but at the same time she figured it out steadily. their connection almost seemed too good to be true, surreal even. and despite how well they can get along, despite the bickering and the head butting; god, she’s conflicted.

“maybe. i don’t know.” the uncertainty slips out in a coo, whistling with lips puckered out in thought for a split second before eyes trailed over to his direction. her shoulders shrug and she plays it off nonchalantly. she is reminded of the people who’ve done her wrong, from the lovers to the friends. they all gave her a reason to say lies in order to keep things for herself, practically stab her right in the back.

“should i trust you? i mean, i feel like you’d strangle me if i do anything wrong. accident or not.” and she laughs, it must’ve been sickening to find it humorous though her humor is as dark as her mindset. the woman had witness jacob done the unspeakable, sometimes unsure of whether he’s human or a whole new creature that the devil had created with his own hands.

though, as of now it seems like they were in good terms. standing besides one another through things that other people had not witness. trust takes process and it something lilith was not comfortable in even thinking of, surprisingly.

he isn’t expecting much out of the question. it’s his curiosity that rings in his head from time to time as he ponders on the people who are considered ‘close’ to him, lilith being an exception. he likes to think of her as one that he wants to keep close for the time being. she’s someone whom intrigues him more than anyone else that he’s encountered during his time. someone who doesn’t judge him ( not that he truly minded being judge ), and also goes along with what he has planned. though they can come to disagreements, or clash it’s the passing of words, what is being said that makes it a challenge for him. oh, how he loves challenges.

trust. it’s not something that one would due, or associate with when it came to jacob, but he wanted to her the female’s response. he knew that he could turn on even the closest people in a mere second, just for the sake of waiting to and not blinking an eye right after.

he studies the female’s features, reading her expressions. he wants to know what thoughts causes her facial features to cause the little creases on her forehead as she goes into thought, what makes her purse her lips, and why she shrugs soon after. he could tell that there was something off as soon as he spoke the question. though, the question he should ask himself is if he was willing to try and put some ounce of trust into her as well. he knew the answer, he could easily say he couldn’t, and even trying at this point was impossible even if he wanted to try. lilith wasn’t someone he wanted dead, in fact she was probably someone he’d rather keep by his side more than his own members of his gang. at least she provided more entertainment, and more results than those idiots.

he crosses his arms over his chest, attention turned towards her as she spoke. a brow raised in the slightest form, and a scoff follows. “you don’t know if you could trust me? now, if i wanted to strangle you...” jacob started, moving his hand towards her neck as his fingers wrapped around its form, applying minimal pressure as he continued. “or harm you in any way i deemed fit for my liking, i would’ve done it already.” he stated with a grin as he looked down at the female, his hand remaining in the same position on her neck.

“i thought you knew me better than that.”

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( text message : 🗡 ) see, it’s like you can read my mind. great minds think alike they say. look, an hour is too long you know. i cant wait that long, how dare you. tch.

( text message : 💊 ) associating ‘great mind’ with a mind like my own. i suppose, if anything i’d think you’re far off the scale than i am. i think you can find some patience somewhere, or just come and find me if waiting is such a hindrance for you lol

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( text message : 🗡 ) everyone is boring and you’re the only thing that’s been on my mind. look at me being so considerate of you, goodness. aren’t i the best? i think so. you better be caring for yourself while you’re not around. or i’ll break someone’s neck if they do anything to you.

( text message : 💊 ) you miss me that much that you would even kill someone for me? as flattering as that sounds i think i would rather be there to see you do it. don’t that sound more fitting, ms. lilith? i think you should be more concern when i suddenly stop replying back to you.

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( text message : 🗡 ) i miss you, oddly enough. you've been in my thoughts.

( text message : 💊 ) what’s odd is someone actually missing me. strange as it is, you’ve crossed my mind a few times.

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let me tell ya’ll how got7 tickets for houston sold out in like 4mins, and how im stuck with a p2 and p3 ticket *deep sigh*

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yeah so since my activity is sparsed because me being so invested in studying ( which is shocking to me considering how much of a lazy… yeah ) i made a twitter its cvnikal ( like my url ) and if you want i’m also more likely to be active on discord which is (’ #9966 ′, if it allows ‘ ✱ 재환 ;#9966 ′ ). so feel free to add me there because 90% of the time i’m on mobile anyways.

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yeah so since my activity is sparsed because me being so invested in studying ( which is shocking to me considering how much of a lazy... yeah ) i made a twitter its cvnikal ( like my url ) and if you want i’m also more likely to be active on discord which is (’ #9966 ′, if it allows ‘ ✱ 재환 ;#9966 ′ ). so feel free to add me there because 90% of the time i’m on mobile anyways.

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                                                                   father says,                                                          “ beware of the monster,                                              for her pretty face && practiced smiles                                          hides the blood that stains her porcelain skin. ”                                                                    mother says,                                                              “ beware of the dark,                                                   for she will unveil all your secrets                                                       && destroy you from within. “

                                                             unaffiliated hitman | professional hacker                                                                   WARNING: dark themes ahead.

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❝ oh, brother, we really did a number on this one. i’m not cleaning it up. ❞

「　 ✱ SERIAL KILLER SENTENCES with @ghculboy　」

maybe this kill was overdone? it would be considered gruesome to some, and highly triggering to others. for jacob it was slight above average, but it did leave some satisfaction to see the body torn from limb to limb. he could half way agree with what the male next to him had spoke. it was quite the number, but he wasn’t cleaning it up. typical of hanhae to say, jacob didn’t expect no more or less. still he ended up looking at the male, giving a slow blink.

“ did you not contribute in this shit? ” he asked, a laugh out of just being annoyed by the male’s comment could be heard from jacob. heaving a sigh, jacob wasn’t going to clean up by himself. so, instead he offered an idea. “ okay, since you don’t want to be helpful anymore, how about we just leave the body here? i’m 1000% sure someone is going to find the body, and have no choice but to clean up. the only downside is an investigation starting, but hey what do i have to worry about? i’ve never been caught, i mean unless you decide to throw me under the bus. ” he said with a shrug, hands now shoved into his pocket as he didn’t seem to mind that the were now tinted red from blood of the body that was lifeless on the group. 

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“Yeah, that’s right, go wander off and commit murder somewhere else.”

「　 ✱ SERIAL KILLER SENTENCES with @xlikemilk　」

“ is that you trying to be… tough? ” he started, shaking his head. “ ah, that’s not the right word. are you psyching yourself out of not being afraid. it’s almost laughable. ” he said, leaning back against the building’s wall. fortunately for her, he had no intentions on killing her or anyone today, unless they crossed the line with him. based on her looks, she looked as if she wouldn’t be dumb enough to actually cross it, but her sassiness shown was quite amusing.  “ how about you run along little girl… i’m even interested in taking your life today. ” he didn’t take the situation seriously at all. how could he when the female in front of him looked like she was in her teen years still – even if that.   

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❝ long night? you’re covered in blood. ❞

「　 ✱ SERIAL KILLER SENTENCES with @selentieun　」

the familiar voice as he walked past made him pause in movement. his head turning slightly upon stopping to see the face which matched the voice he’d heard. the words that was passed was indeed relatable to how he was feeling at that moment. a long night, in which he was tired. it wasn’t that he gone out this particular night to kill merely for the pleasure of having someone dead by his own hands, but more of unfinished business needed to be taken care of. jacob wasn’t one to have things incompleted, it just wasn’t like him. 

as of now he’d just wanted to go back to his residence, and rest for the rest of the night. having to do overstreneous work was something he was used too, and even though psychologically he wasn’t consider in the normal specturm, he was still human after all. there was still traits that he’d managed to carry along with him before he changed, and one of those traits was being along. though, because the person that caught his attention was none other that lilith, he decided to make some time for the female. after all, she did cross his mind more often in ways that he found to be rather uncomforting as thinking of solely one person for a long period of time just wasn’t something he was used too. if she was any other person in that matter, jacob would have found himself on his way back to his house by now. 

a simple shrug past his shoulders, no words exchanged for the question she’d asked him as it was obvious based on the expression on his face. after some time, he spoke but it wasn’t on the topic that she’d started. “ why are you out so late? ” he asked, curious being an understatement at that moment. 

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❝ this is the third night in a row you come home covered in blood! ❞ - junhoo

「　 ✱ SERIAL KILLER SENTENCES with @05ss　」

“ didn’t you know, i bathe in blood every night? ” jacob joked, pulling out a box of cigarette’s from his pocket and proceeding to light one after pulling it from the box. in the midst of taking a rather long drag from the cigarette, and pushing the box back into his pocket, he heaved a sigh. this guy was annoying, and he didn’t remember ever moving in with someone, but just kind of went with it for the time being. also, he wasn’t one to have someone yell at him for things that he does. what was his business was his business, and if he felt like coming home covered head to toe in blood then so be it. he didn’t have to answer to the male anyways. 

“ if you are going to get upset over my choices in life, then the door is only a few steps away. ” he blew out smoke towards the other’s direction as he spoke.